"Feng Qingge, you don't need to say anything! You know me, and I also know you! I know everything you want to say. You want to apologize, and I also know it! But is an apology useful? If your heart is hurt, it is hurt.
, I can never make it up again...hahahahahaha——"
The Phantom was drunk. He laughed so hard on the stone table. His seemingly bohemian smile concealed deep pain and sadness, "Feng Qingge, my good master and good brother, I wish you the best! I wish you happiness."
!I wish you and Xichen a happy marriage and a long life together! I wish you and Xichen a son soon and a happy marriage forever! Hahahahahaha——"
"Ying, you are drunk."
Feng Qingge frowned and held onto Phantom's shaky body, her eyes showing worry.
"I'm not drunk! I'm sober now! I know what I'm talking about!" Phantom stood up suddenly, staggering, and his drunken body swayed in the wind.
In the melancholy air, Feng Qingge stood up anxiously and supported Phantom's swaying body, saying with worry, "Ying, I'll help you go into the house to rest!"
"Need not!"
Phantom suddenly pushed Feng Qingge away, staggering, and fell onto the wet soil covered with fragrant green grass. He laughed like crazy and shouted openly, "You think I am in the way after you get married! Don't worry.
! I won't hinder your candle in the cave room! Hahahahahahaha -you go -don't you care about me -go you, go! Go! Go! Go! "
"film……"
Feng Qingge slowly squatted down, facing the phantom that was shouting like crazy, her inner pain could not be increased.
Ying, you still blame me after all, right?
"Feng Qingge, you are happy! You are satisfied! But me, what should I do? You clearly know that I like her, and I have always liked her so deeply... Why do you want to fight for love! Why do you want to
Take her away from me! Why! Why! Why!"
The choked and trembling shouts echoed in the empty night sky, hitting Feng Qingge's heart. Feng Qingge's heart suddenly contracted, and then blood flowed like a stream.
Shadow, I'm sorry...
"Xichen...I love you...I really love you very much..."
The body of the phantom slowly fell back in the sad night wind, and a teardrop as clear as glass rolled down the corner of his eye under the silver-white moonlight.
"I have nothing left. If even you want to abandon me... I really don't know if I still have the courage to persevere..."
"film……"
If I wasn't alive...
Maybe... the person standing next to Xichen now... is you...
you saved me...
But I stole your beloved woman...
She is also my beloved woman...
I……
The night wind was sad, ruffling the willow branches, and flying flowers like butterflies hovered around Feng Qingge and Phantom. The fine petals fell slowly, covering Feng Qingge's red robe as red as blood.
"Shadow, maybe you can forgive me?"
In the faint air, Feng Qingge's faint inquiry came. His expression looked so painful and tangled under the blue moonlight, and his frowning eyebrows revealed too much sadness and contradiction, which always made him unable to
Relieve.
"You hope I forgive you..."
Phantom straightened up slightly, and the petals scattered on his body fell off due to his movements. Feng Qingge quickly reached out to support Phantom. Phantom leaned on Feng Qingge’s shoulder, and Feng Qingge’s fiery red color melted into the strange and dark darkness.
, burning with each other, burning more and more fiercely.
"You know, it's impossible for me to forgive you... Hahahahahaha - I can't possibly forgive you in this life - hahahahahaha -"
The Phantom fell into drunken confusion. He looked up to the sky and roared, just like the last cry of a cuckoo crying for blood, which made people's hearts break like knives, and the hot blood sprayed all over the ground.
Feng Qingge's chest felt tight and she was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe, "Ying, I'm sorry... I once thought that if I missed it, there would be no future! I thought I could let go! But when we met again, I realized that there were some feelings
, does not mean that you can forget it. She is like a distinct brand, which has been deeply imprinted in the deepest part of my mind. It cannot be forgotten, nor can it be forgotten. I once promised that this time, I will not leave for anything.
She. In this world, nothing is more important than protecting her..."
Feng Qingge slowly embraced Phantom. He didn't want to hurt Phantom, but he had to hurt Phantom. In fact, in his heart, he knew very well that Phantom's love for Xue Xichen was no less than his...
In the quiet night wind, there were thousands of silent sorrows and pains. Xue Xichen did not know when she appeared in the yard. She seemed to feel Feng Qingge's pain that was close to betrayal. It was very heavy and painful. She slowly
As she walked towards them, the grass and trees rustled under her feet.
"Feng Qingge, I hate you - I hate you - I hate you - what a best brother - what a partner in life and death - you actually took away the woman I love most in my life - hahahahahaha -
—I will never forgive you—I will never forgive you in this life—"
Painful, suppressed sobs came out hoarsely like a scream in Feng Qingge's arms.
The sky, I don’t know when, it started to drizzle...
The thin raindrops were more like autumn frost, falling on the bright red dresses of Xue Xichen and Feng Qingge, leaving wet marks one after another. It was very cold, very cool.
"I'm sorry Ying..."
Feng Qingge gently helped Phantom up, her face showing deep pain.
"No... Qingge, you are not wrong..."
"Xichen, you don't have to comfort me. I still remember the promise I made to Phantom! I promised him to stay by your side, but I cruelly snatched you away from him again and again..."
My heart trembled, suddenly so heavy that I couldn't breathe.
"Qing Ge, if there is something wrong, then the person who is wrong should be me! If he hadn't met me, Phantom wouldn't be in such pain! If I hadn't given him hope, he wouldn't still be stubborn to this day.
Hope! It was I who gave him hope, and then brutally shattered this hope with my own hands! I am the cruelest woman!"
"Xichen, how can I blame you for this!"
Feng Qingge glanced sideways at Phantom, who was sleeping on his shoulder. His drunken face, as red as blood, made Feng Qingge's eyes cast a strange color, "I know clearly Phantom's feelings for you, but...
I couldn't control myself again and again and got stuck in the mud! Even the Phantom almost died because of it! The Phantom still saved me regardless of past grudges... In fact, the cruelest person is me! I made a promise to the Phantom! But nothing was fulfilled!
"
Her throat suddenly felt bitter and uncomfortable, and she was speechless.
perhaps……
Both he and she were wrong!
Because of their deep love for each other, they cruelly destroyed the other person!
Both he and she were wrong!
Their mistake was that they loved each other too much!
The mistake they made was that they said let go, but they still stubbornly refused to let go!
They were wrong...
It’s not that I don’t want to love, it’s that I can’t help but love!