"You said, can we still go back?" Yi Chenjing held Bai Qige against her chest and did not take any further action. Instead, she just lay quietly like this, her eyes falling on the bed curtains vaguely.
Faced with Yi Chenxuan's heavy blockade, how can the two of them return to the imperial capital and make the truth known to the public? Today's imperial capital must be full of Yi Chenxuan's spies, and it would be difficult to sneak in without anyone noticing.
But if they don't go back, where can they go? Do they have to spend their whole life in a place like this, protected by two children?
His self-esteem doesn't allow it, and his ambition doesn't allow it either.
"You never said why you are so obsessed with the throne." Bai Qige pressed her side face against Wen Nuan's chest, sighing but not daring to make a sound, for fear that Yi Chenjing would notice her reluctance, "It's to prove that she has this ability.
, or do you like the feeling of standing proudly above thousands of people?"
Yi Chenjing was silent for a while before speaking: "None of them. I first set foot on the battlefield for Hongxiao and my mother. I thought that as long as I had the power in my hands, I would be able to protect them. However, Hongxiao failed to wait until... Hongxiao died.
For a long time after that, I couldn't bring up the slightest interest in fighting for the throne, because my mother and Suyan Surao were often bullied by the people in the palace. At that time, I suddenly understood that no matter how outstanding I was, I would always kneel before the emperor.
Underfoot, there is only one way to turn over completely——"
"So you started to fight and perform meritorious service everywhere, just to make the emperor pay attention to you, hoping that one day you can replace the prince and become the emperor of the distant country?"
"Not only that, I have already made plans since I made up my mind not to be stepped on by anyone. Regardless of whether my father has the idea of deposing the crown prince or not, I will decide on this throne." The treacherous words came out of my mouth without any meaning.
Feeling guilty, Yi Chenjing knew that Bai Qige would tolerate everything about him, good or bad. No matter the path he chose, whether it ended in the blue sky or the Abi Hell, she would accompany him all the way to the end.
But he didn't know how many words he said were deeply pierced into Bai Qige's heart, making her bleed.
He hates her because of the Honghuang; he raises troops to attack the Kingdom of Zhao because of the Honghuang; and he wants to seize the throne because of the Honghuang. Everything he does revolves around the Honghuang, but not a single word is for Bai Qige.
So, is his feeling for her also because of the red silk?
With eyes full of loneliness, Bai Qige kept her calm tone and pretended to be nonchalant: "I can't even remember Princess Hongxiao. Chen Jing, tell me about Princess Hongxiao."
This was the first time Bai Qige took the initiative to bring up the Red Thread. Yi Chenjing thought she was trying to find lost memories, but she didn't think too much about it. Based on her own memories and feelings, she pieced together Bai Qige's heart bit by bit.
, the irreplaceable Princess Yuerong in my mind.
"The three of us were only in our teens when we met. At that time, Hongxiao had an appearance that was far better than ordinary people. When he sang, he always reminded people of a lark in the mountains. Every time a foreign envoy from the Zhao Kingdom came to court, he always asked for help.
Hear her sing a song before leaving with satisfaction. In comparison, when you were a child, you were like a pessimistic maid, timid and speechless. You were often bullied both inside and outside the palace. If it weren’t for the red silk that protected you everywhere.
Looking at you, your tears will flow into rivers." Recalling her youth, Yi Chenjing's handsome and resolute face showed a hint of tenderness. She couldn't help but chuckle lightly as she was immersed in the memories, "Hongxiao treated you really well.
People say that her voice and appearance are both beautiful, with the face of the moonlight and the voice of Bailing. She is afraid that you will feel inferior. Whenever someone says this, she will go on to say, Qige is also beautiful, Qige is Xiaoyingge, Bailing and Xiaoying.
No one can do without Yingge..."
It turned out that this was the origin of the name "Xiao Yingge". Bai Qige took a deep breath, feeling a dull pain in her chest.
The shadow of Princess Hongxiao can be seen in her name. The Princess Zhaoguo who was remembered by many people was like a fairy, leaving only beautiful legends.
Yi Chenjing didn't notice anything strange about Bai Qige, and the colorful memories in her mind continued: "You and Hong Xiao are very interesting together, one is lively, one is reserved, one is as brave as a boy, and the other is thin and delicate. I can't help but feel...
Lian. You guys, even the things you like are very different. Hongxiao likes bright colors and animals, but you prefer plain colors and sitting quietly reading books. She goes up trees and down rivers to catch birds and fish, and you are right next to her.
Help her out so that the eunuchs won't find out and nag her... I still remember that when I first met you, she was climbing a tree. I don't know if she wanted to dig out bird eggs or what she wanted to do, but she accidentally fell down.
When she came down, I went to help her, and she grinned and said it was okay, but you were crying like something, as if you were the one who fell and not her. Sometimes when I see you holding hands and walking in front, I wonder, what on earth are you doing?
What does it look like? The relationship between them is not so superficial, but there are too many differences between them as sisters, and I still haven’t come to a conclusion yet."
"Perhaps I can give you this conclusion." Bai Qige suddenly responded, her tone so flat and tasteless, "I am like her shadow, right?"
"It does look a bit like - Qi Ge? Are you angry?" Midway through the words, Yi Chenjing suddenly felt that something was wrong. She patted her fair cheek lightly and frowned slightly.
He did feel that the previous Bai Qige was like Hong Xiao's shadow. She followed Hong Xiao wherever she went. Although they were together, few people noticed her presence. Isn't it the same with the shadow? She was obviously there, but she would
Very few people took a serious look at it.
However, now Bai Qige is no longer anyone's shadow, she is her. Even though she is still ugly, even if she is accused of betraying her country and humiliating her family, her light cannot be concealed, and it is that unique light that attracts him and makes her
He couldn't help but come closer step by step, touch, and then remember it in his heart and never forget it.
The woman with her chest lying on her chest moved and stood up and sat down. Her facial expression did not change much and remained as calm as ever: "It's just a casual chat. I'm going to get some water and change your dressing. You just lie down and don't move around."
"Come back." Yi Chenjing raised her eyebrows as she stretched out her hand to pull Bai Qige back, who was about to leave. "Why are you giving me water? Do you think you are not injured? You don't need to change the medicine, but you are not allowed to give me water."
She raised her hand to throw away Yi Chenjing's palm, and walked to the door with stunned eyes. Bai Qige picked up the basin and left without leaving a single word.
She will also be in a bad mood. At least she should have the right to be quiet alone?
The water basin was placed on the ground, and the wooden barrel hanging on the well rose and fell several times. The water came up and fell down again, and the sound of splashing persisted for a long time. Both arms moved tirelessly numbly, and Bai Qige stared blankly at the splash.
The water droplets from the well wet his clothes, and the cold well water touched his skin, causing a slight shiver. After a long time, when he could no longer lift his arm, he lowered it slumped down.
The setting sun was like blood, casting down wisps of residual light. The shadows on the sides of the thin body were stretched out, as if they were dazed and confused.
Shadow, she is indeed a shadow.
A wry smile lingered on her lips, and she slowly fell to the ground along the edge of the half-height well. Bai Qige leaned on the edge of the well and hugged her knees, motionless as if she were petrified.
No wonder Yi Chenjing went from deep-seated hatred to attachment and obsession. There was no such thing as a ridiculous long-lasting love. He clearly discovered the existence of Hong Xiao - looking for it from her body, from her eyes, and from her every move.
Looking at that almost perfect old lover.
Yes, Hong Xiao is strong, bold, brave and smart. Isn't it these characteristics that Yi Chenjing likes in her? Unfortunately, she is still not as good as Hong Xiao.
The water from the well splashed out and formed a puddle. In the puddle, there was a hideous scar on the twisted cheek. Even without this scar, the face would not be as beautiful as the moon. How could it surpass the beauty of the red silk and be worthy of it?
He is unparalleled in magnificence? It is undeniable that Yi Chenjing's infatuation and dedication are unfailing. He is devoted to her, even risking his life to stay with her, showing all kinds of tenderness. She once indulged in his tenderness and was willing to give up everything.
It's just that the illusion will eventually be shattered one day, and this day has arrived.
"Sister Bai?" A low voice sounded in surprise. Fu Chu originally wanted to fetch some water to irrigate the medicine garden, but unexpectedly he saw Bai Qige sitting by the well, all wet. He hurriedly ran to him and squatted down, "What's wrong? Did you fall?"
"You're so good, how could you fall? I'm just tired and want to take a rest." Her pale face couldn't hide her gloomy mood. Bai Qige knew that she couldn't hide it from the young and smart Fu Chu, so she simply didn't say anything to cover it up. She forced a smile and waved her hand,
"Help me, I want to give Shen Jing a basin of water and change her dressing."
Fu Chu first helped Bai Qige to sit aside and then fetched water with a bucket neatly. He turned around while carrying the water and saw that Bai Qige was in a daze. He glanced in the direction of Yi Chenjing's room and gently put down the basin.
"Sister Bai is having trouble with Brother Chen?"
Bai Qige came to her senses and shook her head, then suddenly raised her eyebrows and looked at Fu Chu: "Brother Fu, is there a woman you like?"
"Huh? Ah...I..." A blush appeared on his delicate face, and the mature Fu Chu finally showed the youthful expression unique to a teenager, "So...there is..."
"Then does she know your thoughts?"
Fu Chu, who had been shy just now, suddenly felt lost. He lowered his head and rolled up his sleeves and shook his head gently.
Looking at Ye Huawan, she didn't seem to know. Such an innocent and straightforward girl was concerned about too many things, so much that she had no time to think about what the mature and steady senior brother around her was thinking. It was really hard for Fu Chu.
After she was angry, Bai Qige looked slightly better: "If the person that person likes is not you, Brother Fu, what will you do?"
"This is very simple. No matter if she accepts me or not, even if she doesn't know my thoughts at all, I just need to watch her silently and do my best to do what she wants to do for her. That's enough. She makes me happy.
I am just happy, I am willing to give everything to exchange for her smile, and I will never regret it."
Such a serious expression was reflected in Bai Qige's eyes, completely outlining the peaceful face of a young man who had no regrets.
Watch silently, do your best, enjoy together and drink alone... Is this the best answer?
If you can't find any other way, this is the only option.
Bai Qige's strange behavior made Fu Chu a little worried. He bowed slightly, and the young man put his cool fingers on his slender wrist. He breathed a sigh of relief: "There's nothing wrong, it's just that the energy and blood are a little weak. Let Ye Ye cook some tonic soup at night."
"
"I didn't expect Miss Ye to know how to cook -" Before she finished speaking, Bai Qige hummed, and subconsciously touched her back with her palms.
Warm and moist.
Regardless of etiquette, Fu Chu took a deep breath as he pushed Bai Qi's palm away.
The clean clothes were almost soaked, half well water, half blood. Due to Bai Qige's carelessness, the wound on her back, which had finally been temporarily stopped with medicine, opened and started bleeding due to the bump, and it became out of control.