"It doesn't matter even if Brother Zhan ignores me. I will replace Aunt Qingxu and guard Brother Zhan for the rest of my life. I will go wherever you go!"
"Brother Zhan, look, I have grown as tall as Sister Bai, and I am no longer a child."
"Brother Zhan..."
Chaotic and fragmented memories whizzed through her mind, and all the fragments were related to that person, and his ruthless departure always made her feel heartbroken, but she still forced a smile, trying not to let anyone see her disappointment and sadness.
He likes a strong and brave woman like Aunt Qingxu, so she must also be strong. Even if there are tears, she must shed them where he can't see her. Even if she wants to cry, she must hold back her voice so that he doesn't hear her. Even if she realizes that she actually likes someone.
Even if it is such a painful thing, you have to persevere until you die.
Because I feel distressed and feel the same, I love him dearly.
Ye Huawan, whose consciousness was hazy, didn't know how long she could live. It wouldn't be too long anyway. All the strength in her body passed away quietly, which made her feel for the first time how terrible the threat of death was. However, when the familiar sound sounded in her ears,
Even as she called anxiously, she still tried her best to show her sweetest smile.
"I hope Brother Zhan will only think of happy things when he sees me and not have any worries."
She once knelt in front of the Buddha with her palms clasped together, eyes closed, and made a pious promise.
His past is so heavy and gloomy, and he needs someone who can dispel the gloom and bring bright sunshine to him most. Since Aunt Qingxu is no longer here, let her be this person. No matter how much it costs, it doesn't matter, as long as he is happy, as long as he is happy.
He lived happily.
"Leaves, leaves..."
In response to the calls that kept ringing, the trembling eyelids slowly opened. There was no dazzling sunlight, and there was only an anxious expression and red eyes in front of him. As if being stabbed by Ye Huawan's bitter smile, the light in those eyes became more and more piercing.
Ye Huawan wanted to stretch out her hand to smooth away his frown, but she didn't have the strength to raise her arm. She could only use her fingers to gently pull the corner of his clothes. Her bright eyes like water curved into a crescent moon: "Brother Zhan... still...
You care about me... I'm so happy..."
"Don't be afraid, it's okay." Zhan Ting slowed down his tone, but there was no way to hide the trembling words, as if there were sobs in his throat, he didn't lie to himself and said it didn't exist, just pretend it didn't exist.
Holding Ye Huawan's small body and half-kneeling on the ground, Zhan Ting even gave up the defense behind him. He just wanted to circle a windless space for her, so that the trembling Ye Huawan could understand that in his arms
, no one can hurt her anymore. I don’t know whether they were too frightened or did not dare to take action. The men who kidnapped Ye Huawan did not choose to take the opportunity to make a surprise attack. Instead, they quietly stood in a very far corner and looked at each other, and then slowly walked towards the valley.
Entrance moves.
Zhan Ting would naturally not let go of anyone who dared to hurt Ye Huawan. A cold light flashed in his eyes. Just as he was about to stand up and chase after him, the corner of his clothes was gently pulled.
"I'm cold, Brother Zhan...it's so cold..."
Zhan Ting's pale face and faint murmur made Zhan Ting's heart feel like a knife. He could tell that Ye Huawan had been poisoned. As for what kind of poison... He was so weak, I'm afraid the situation was not optimistic. Holding Ye Huawan's palm
Breaking out in a cold sweat, Zhan Ting called Ye Huawan's name in a low voice and lifted her onto the horse in a panic. Probably because he was too nervous, he tried several times without success.
"It's okay, it's okay, Ye Zi, we'll go find the doctor right now, and we'll be fine after taking the medicine." Ye Huawan kept mumbling, half to comfort and half to herself, Zhan Ting's face began to turn pale, and his arms were shaking.
When he could no longer hold his light body, his slightly cold hands pressed against his cheeks.
Ye Huawan's smile was still as sweet as usual: "It turns out...Brother Zhan will also shed tears for Ye Zi. I thought that Brother Zhan would only shed tears for Aunt Qingxu..."
"No." Zhan Ting quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and Zhan Ting argued in a low voice, with a guilty tone. That look made Ye Huawan even happier, but he suddenly lost his smile and fell into sadness.
"I'm sorry for Aunt Qingxu..." Ye Huawan fell into Zhan Ting's arms and closed her eyes against the warm chest, "I clearly swore to take care of Brother Zhan for Aunt Qingxu for the rest of his life, but he still broke his promise in the end. How could it be possible?
I want to go see Aunt Qingxu..." The warmth in his arms always makes people feel at ease. Ye Huawan gradually doesn't feel the cold, and his voice becomes softer and softer: "Brother Zhan needs to find a good woman in the future, don't always think about Qingxu.
Aunt, if that happens, Aunt Qingxu will be sad... If Brother Zhan is happy, then we can rest in peace..."
"What nonsense are you talking about? No one will die."
"Well... he won't die. Ye Zi is just sleepy and wants to sleep..."
If you fall asleep, you will never wake up again. You can no longer stick to him like a little tail, and you can no longer pretend to be strong and follow someone's footsteps. They all know this and understand that it is just that some people stubbornly pay, and some stubbornly escape.
Only at the end did he realize in panic that his escape would lead to an irreparable tragedy.
The trembling strangely disappeared without a trace, and the huge stone that had been resting in his heart disappeared in an unknown moment. Zhan Ting suddenly couldn't feel the burden on his back, and he couldn't even feel the sound of the wind blowing around him. Between heaven and earth,
All that was left was a little warmth in his arms, and the cold despair gradually spread in his heart.
"I always think that you are too young. When you grow up, you will fall in love with someone else. Even if that person doesn't know how to fight and kill, or he is more clumsy and stupid than me, at least he can give you a stable life.
." Holding Ye Huawan and slowly sliding down to the ground, Zhan Ting lowered his head and stared blankly at Ye Huawan's side face as if he was sleeping soundly. A sad smile suddenly appeared on his lips, "Ye Zi, do you know that you are too much?
Like Qingxu, I will think of her every time I see you. You guys are always giving endlessly for someone who is not worthy of it, but the more you give, the more scared I am, fearing that you will end up like Qingxu because of me.
If something unexpected happens, even you..."
Painful sobs interrupted the lonely monologue, and his fingertips gently slid across the girl's delicate face, but there was no response.
"I don't want to hide anymore, I'm so tired."
He wants to protect but pretends to be disgusted. He obviously likes to see her laugh but always makes her sad. When he is haunted by her, he can feel a strong attachment to her. He knows that she is sincere, but all he can do is put on a mask to hide his true feelings.
, what he dared not do was to hold her and cry loudly, telling her how much he missed the woman who had been with him for many years, and how happy he was that he could still find the tenderness of the past through her.
She is Ye Huawan, a spotless and clean girl, and he is the sinner who bears the love debt of Qiao Qingxu, so he must not be moved, he must not be moved.
Their foreheads are close to each other, the corners of their lips are slightly raised, they are more intimate than ever before, and they are more clear-minded than ever before: "It would be great if I thought about it earlier. Then I should take you to see Qing Xu and tell her that we will be together from now on."
For her sake, I give this heart to you."
At this point, it's too late to say anything.
"If you want to express your feelings, it's not too late."
The sad atmosphere was suddenly interrupted. Zhan Ting suddenly felt that his neck was stiff and it was difficult to lift it up. He froze in place motionless. At the same time, Ye Huawan's even snoring could be heard from his arms.