Whether intentionally or unintentionally, Feng Sufu had been dealing with things outside for several days and had never shown up in the palace. He wanted to explain it clearly to him, but he was unable to see it. Yang Xi had to put this aside first.
But the two brothers Angry King both have the same temperament and love affairs. When they don’t want to face them, they choose to be ostrich and pretend not to know.
With a sigh, she stepped into the smoke-like pavilion. At present, there is something more important waiting for her.
As a national teacher on the front line of rivers, the Xieshui Pavilion where Ruyan lives is undoubtedly too quiet and simple. However, these people are very different from ordinary royal people and do not value anything outside their bodies. Even Feng Ba's bedroom is
It is simple and elegant, without too many luxury items.
In the pavilion, many flowers and plants she had never seen before were placed quietly aside, and the figures that were as faint as smoke did not pass through them as usual.
She picked up her steps into the study. As expected, Ruyan was flipping through books in the study. When she saw her coming, she just smiled faintly and called out "Princess" softly, saying hello. Her eyes almost never left her hands
The ancient books are filled with a faint sadness between the eyebrows.
Yang Xi sat in front of her without hesitation, looking at the seemingly old ancient books she was holding. She basically didn't recognize any of the words.
"It's Sanskrit from the Western Regions." Ruyan looked up at her, and a bitter smile appeared, "I'm sorry, I can't..."
"If you have a way, will you let him suffer those hard?" She just smiled faintly without any disappointment.
She had never expected a miracle to happen.
"The king has been sending people to inquire about my master's whereabouts recently, but there has never been any news about him." Their king was more anxious than anyone else, but he never showed this side to anyone.
Even if she didn't say it, how could she not know? She looked up and asked, "How long can I live?"
"It won't last more than two months." When I said this, I was relaxed on the surface, but only I knew the pain in my mind. "But it may also be tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."
"I understand." Even God was urging her. It was really... I didn't have any feelings. "Where is what I want?"
Unexpectedly, she wanted to act immediately, and the smile on her face could no longer be held back, "Princess, give me a few more days, maybe..."
"I can't take risks." She interrupted her firmly, "Ruyan, give me the things and help me, okay?"
"Princess..." Ruyan, who had always been calm, had to be moved at this moment. "How can you bear to bear it? Princess..."
How could she bear it when she was unfamiliar with love and became a stranger from now on?
"Give it to me." No matter how reluctant she is, she will have to do so. Feng Ba has suffered too much for her. With these memories, it is enough for her to live her life. Besides, her life is almost over, isn't it?
?
Her firmness made Ruyan unable to say anything more. She took out an exquisite jade bottle from the secret compartment and handed it to her, "This loveless water can only be extracted for ten years with my ability. If it fails to succeed, I will never have it again.
The second drop is for you."
Yang Xi took the jade bottle and put it in his arms cautiously. "You wanted to leave this heartless water to yourself, right?"
Ruyan turned her face away, didn't look at her, nor did she speak.
“If you want to…”
"I don't want to." She quickly refused, and sadness flashed away. "No one can replace your position in his heart, Princess, don't doubt the king's feelings for you."
How could she doubt it? A pale smile spilled over her lips, and she said softly: "I just want someone to take care of him."
"Ruyan is incompetent." But she stayed by his side for the rest of her life until he no longer needed her.
Yang Xi didn't force her, she had a more suitable candidate in her heart.
The pale hand gently put the jade bottle in his arms, and the pain in his heart covered the endlessly. "How to use this heartless water?"
"When you seep into your bones and blood, you will wake up and forget the past love for the person who casts the spell." Ruyan took a deep breath and did not dare to look at her bright and clear eyes. "The loveless water has no medicine."
It can be solved, once you forget it, you will never think about it again. Ruyan cannot advise you to give up against your will, but you can think about it carefully."
"Okay...that's better..." She murmured to herself, step by step, without listening to her reminder at all.
Ruyan looked at her thin back, and tears flowed quietly from the corners of her eyes. She walked around the desk, and with a "thump", she knelt down behind her: "Princess, Ruyan thanked you for all the subjects on the river line! Thank you!
Ruyan will pray for you every day and wish you good health!”
After saying that, he knocked heavily on his head.
From the moment Yang Xi came to ask her to save Feng Ba, she had already predicted this ending. She thought she could face it calmly, but now seeing Yang Xi leave, the lonely figure and pretending smile made her calm moment
collapse.
That was just a delicate woman of sixteen or seventeen years old! How many tragedies can she endure in a person and a heart?
Princess, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......
The wind blows quietly, Yang Xi's erratic figure is nowhere to be found. She hugged her legs and buried her face between her knees. The tears that had been suppressed for many years can no longer be hidden, like a flood that broke the dam
.
Yang Xi was right. She wanted to leave that loveless water to herself. She only wanted to forget her love and righteousness when she was so painful that she could no longer bear it. But, over the years, even if she felt more painful.
She has always been reluctant to let go, and can't bear to forget the king and everything about him.
How much he loved the princess, she loved him deeply. Although his heart hurts so much, he was satisfied with being able to stay by his side. She thought that no one in the world could match her love for the king, even if it was not as good as that of her.
He doesn't love himself, but at least she can proudly believe that she is the one who loves him the most!
Until today, until she watched the princess take away the lovely water with her own eyes!
Let your beloved forget everything about you, she can’t do it, she can’t do it!
In the end, all persistence and conceit are just my wishful thinking! The person who loves the king the most is the princess, and the woman who makes the king desperate.
Perhaps, this is fate...
It shouldn't be hers, it will never belong to her.
The tears that broke the thread could not be wiped out, and the heart-wrenching pain at this moment was not sure whether it was for Yang Xi or for himself.
She just sat on the ground, as if she had thought about a lot of things, and seemed to have nothing to think about until sunset and dusk, until a tall and tall figure appeared in front of her.