Sure enough, as Huo Ju said, just after midnight, Yang Xi developed a high fever.
Murong Yun has been waiting beside the bed, never leaving. In addition to constantly changing the cold brocade scarf on her forehead, he also has to wipe away the fine sweat that keeps overflowing from her. The person on the bed utters a few murmurs from time to time, and occasionally one or two words.
If you can hear it clearly, it means "I'm sorry."
After her fever subsided a little and she fell asleep peacefully, it was almost the dawn of dawn. Looking at her sleeping face, Murong Yun only felt bitter and regretful.
The night she was drunk, he actually wondered if she was being showy, but he never thought that the pain in her heart had reached an unbearable level. Her enthusiastic response yesterday morning was actually saying goodbye to him!
Seeing her lying there lifelessly, holding her cold body, he suddenly realized that no matter who she was thinking about who loved whom, or whether she had feelings for him, in this life, as long as he could still
Seeing her and being able to protect her, he doesn't care about anything!
All resentment comes from the love that is so strong that it cannot be dissolved. Without deep love, how can there be violent hatred? Why can people always see their own hearts clearly and thoroughly at the moment of loss? Monster, I
Now that I feel so regretful, can you still give me a chance to change my ways?
Sorry, sorry...
Yang Xi faintly woke up around noon. After waking up, she either looked at the gauze tent ceiling in a daze, or closed her eyes to rest. She ignored the people around her and ignored them. Murong
Yun didn't force her, and only dared to be slightly tougher when she was drinking medicine and eating.
Three days and three nights passed like this, and he still stayed by the bedside. She went from not hearing anything outside the window at the beginning to now occasionally looking at him. Such a small change has already made her feel uncomfortable.
He was extremely happy.
Yang Xi's breath gradually improved. Although she was still weak, she was no more breathless than before. After staying in bed for several days, she missed the sunshine outside the house.
Seeing that her attitude had softened, Murong Yun was very happy and gently helped her out, as excited as a calm child.
"You go back and have a good sleep. It'll be nice if Lianxin can accompany me." His eyes were sunken and covered with red bloodshot eyes. His face was covered with messy stubble and his face was very pale. He must have spent the past few days.
Very bitter.
He just shook his head and refused to leave.
"You are the Holy One and cannot neglect the affairs of the state." Sometimes when he is stubborn, he becomes like a child who cannot grow up.
"Since the Imperial Preceptor and the Prime Minister are here, I only need to accompany you." He carefully helped her sit down on a stone chair by the lake. He held her hand tightly, his eyes never leaving her face for a moment. In his heart
There are so many things to say, but I don’t know where to start. “Xi’er…”
She just glanced at him lightly, her eyes calm and without any other emotion. After experiencing life and death, her love and hatred had faded a lot.
"Let's talk, okay?" He said in a humble tone, looking at her earnestly.
Her thin lips curved slightly, outlining a beautiful smile, like a fresh water fairy, with a unique elegance and gentleness. "You are the Holy One, there is no need to ask other people's opinions."
"I'm sorry!" At this moment, I deeply regretted my previous cruelty and ruthlessness. "I'm sorry, Xi'er, I was wrong in the past, I'm sorry!"
She shook her head and just smiled indifferently. The clouds were light and the wind was gentle. The weather was very nice today. "In the past, you were not the only one who was wrong?"
He didn't understand. At this moment, he couldn't understand her thoughts at all. He wanted to ask, but he was afraid of being disgusted by her. He never thought that one day he would be so cautious and groveling, but he was willing to do so in front of her.
"Do you know who I want to see the most right now?" As if she was just asking herself, she looked up at the horizon, and the corners of her lips curved into a beautiful landscape. "Sufu."
He clenched his fists slightly, and although he felt pain in his heart, he still looked at her silently and listened to her words. The sincere and pure smile on her lips dazzled his eyes. When would she finally admit to him?
Smiling so sincerely and tenderly?
"Perhaps the easiest time for me after arriving here was the time I lived with Sufu in the Western Regions." By his side, there was no pressure and no need to think about anything. "I may not love him, but I really
I like him very much."
But he could hear the trembling, and in his heart there were traces of hope and every inch of despair, struggling to death.
"My life is so amazing, or in other words, these two lives." He wouldn't understand many things even if she told him. Maybe she just wanted to find a place to talk and someone to listen to her. "I was already a dead person.
, but it was because of Ba’s obsession that I came to life again, but I was living in another person’s body. In this life, I owe Ba too much, too much, so much that I can’t afford to pay it back no matter what.”
"The night the General's Mansion was burned down, I seemed to suddenly remember a lot of things, many things I had forgotten, and I thought of the man who had done so much for me. Seeing that he was in danger, I was trembling with fear. I was so afraid that he would die.
If he dies, how can I repay what I owe him?"
She looked faintly at the distant sky. People in that distant country, how are you now?
"Fortunately, he won that battle, and he won beautifully. I thought that in the future, I will always have the opportunity to return his kindness to him." Her eyes slowly became sad again, and her voice became softer.
"That day, before leaving, Yanyu said, 'Don't be afraid, big brother will come to you soon.' I was not afraid, I believed he believed in you, but you... didn't come in the end."
.”
His heart was pale, but he was also wildly excited. "I'm sorry..."
"What I want... has never been this sentence." She smiled slowly, but her smile was full of loneliness and sadness. "Ba is really good to me, I never trust a person
He can endure so much suffering for another person, but after meeting him, I believed him. For me, he was willing to plant flesh-eating poison on himself. Every full moon night, he would be in pain, unable to survive, and begging for death.
cannot."
"For me, he would rather choose to die quietly by poison..." The corners of his eyes were slightly moist, and he sighed quietly, "The only thing I can repay is to use my own body to poison him, but he
...If I die, how can he survive? He...is really stupid, as stupid as a child."
He closed his eyes and felt lonely for a while. She didn't know that if it were him, he would be just as stupid.
"I wanted him to live well, so I gave him the cruel water." The tears couldn't help falling. How heart-wrenching was that scene? "When he knew that he had been drugged, he cried and begged me not to leave, not to
Leave him. He is such an arrogant person, cold, arrogant, and aloof! Such a man begged me in tears, you know? At that moment, I had no courage to live at all."