That day, after Yang Xi left Yanyu's courtyard, she wanted to go back to Chuyangyuan to prepare a "feast" for Murong Yun, but she didn't expect that she would commit suicide by being obsessed with the help of her while bathing.
Maybe she had thought about suicide, which was a trustworthy scene, but she didn't have the courage.
However, the man helped her a lot and made her perform the scene perfectly without any flaws! However, whenever she thinks of herself almost saying goodbye to this world, her heart still can't stop being afraid of being scared.
"Why am I conscious?" She looked at each other and whispered, "Could it be...that's not a way to cure the mind?"
If it weren't for the mental reduction technique, then what was it? She wouldn't be sleepwalking.
Ruyan pondered for a moment, "If Fu Qing had not suffered from heart disease, maybe he could solve your doubts."
"Brother Qing?" What does this mentally-sucking technique have to do with him?
"You don't know a lot about the world." In order not to let her be involved in the chaotic struggles of the world, the king protected her tightly. He was just a delicate flower in a greenhouse. He sighed like smoke, and the
The flower of the greenhouse has to endure the ups and downs alone. The happier it was in the past, but now it is in the pain. "Fu Qing and Ge Shixuan are brothers and sisters of the same school."
Surprise flashed by. There were too many things she didn't know, and she didn't have much thought to feel shock and surprise. "So, Brother Qing also knows how to reduce his mind."
Ruyan nodded, "Since their master passed away, there have been only three people in this world who can cure their minds. Apart from Fu Qing and Ge Shixuan, there is only their junior sister Ye Feiyan. However, it is said that Ye Feiyan had died many years ago.
In the war, now only the two of them are left in the world to understand.”
However, Fu Qing’s loss has not yet recovered, so there is only Ge Shixuan. But why does she always feel that things are not as simple as it seems? "What about Tao Ren? Isn’t he Ge Shixuan’s senior brother?
”
Ruyan shook her head and nodded again. "It was, but for some reason, they were expelled from the sect by their master. I heard that when he was expelled from the sect, his master had all his martial arts and academic skills. He almost became a
A useless man.”
But seeing him getting along with Ge Shixuan, he still respects and depends on each other like a senior brother and sister...
Yang Xi did not say this to Ruyan. She is pregnant now and will not involve many things unless necessary.
The two of them fell into silence. After a while, Ruyan whispered: "Xi'er, are you happy now?"
Are you happy with all your love? Unknown!
Ruyan pursed her lips and tried to lower her voice: "I understand your feelings, but you don't need to do it for us..." Youyou sighed, and she said: "Look for an opportunity to leave, go find Sufu, he
I will definitely treat you well. The palace is sinister and you can't handle it alone. Don't come back in the future."
It is a blessing to have a loss of horses! It is not her wish to commit suicide, but it is a blessing in disguise to get Murong Yun's trust. Since this is the case, she should not miss this great opportunity.
Seeing that she was silent, Ruyan continued to persuade: "Listen to me, Murong Yun is more terrifying than you think. Let's leave quickly before he doubts you!"
Yang Xi stared at her face for a while before saying quietly: "I can't leave."
Sufu was still in his hand. What should they do if she left? She smiled openly and comforted her softly: "You don't have to worry about me. No matter what I did, he still can't bear to hurt me for the time being."
He will only hurt the people she cares about!
"Have you never thought of living a life with him?"
Yang Xi glanced at her and smiled and said, "You asked me to leave him just now, and now I'm asking me if I want to live a life with him! Woman, what are you thinking about in your head? Could it be that women who are about to be mothers are like this.
Repeat?”
Ruyan gave her a blank look. Seeing her smiling relaxedly, her heart couldn't help but relax slowly with her. "I don't know if it's because of pregnancy, but I even feel that I'm less and less like myself.
”
Indecisive and impatient, there is no trace of the past? "No matter what, you can't be wronged."
Yang Xi still smiled faintly and stopped saying anything.
If you don’t feel wronged, you will feel wronged by others. Besides, in this troubled time, who is not living a life of fear in grievances?
"You have changed a lot." The woman in front of her was restrained and mature, almost no longer had the naughty and stingy he used to be. Ruyan moved her lips, trying to say anything, but she couldn't say anything.
For a moment, relatively speechless.
In turbulent times, who can keep a childlike heart unchanged?
Finally, Yang Xi stood up and sootheed his muscles and bones. "Okay, let's talk about what's going on in the future. I'm hungry. Do you have something delicious here?"
"Of course I won't treat you badly."
Ruyan immediately called the palace maids to prepare lunch.
"You need to prepare more weight for one person." Looking at Ruyan's slightly surprised gaze, she smiled helplessly: "I'm afraid that someone is still basking in the sun outside."
Not long after, someone appeared at the dining table with a light but slightly warm red face.
"I said this harem is chaotic enough. All generals and national commanders can enter and exit freely. Those who are kings are not afraid of being filthy in the harem." Yang Xi said casually while eating the dishes.
In the Qing Palace drama I watched before, which emperor was not guarding against a normal man in the harem like a wolf? Who would have expected that both generations of kings, Murong Xi and Murong Yun, could ignore all this?
The speaker was unintentional and the listener was intentional. Jie Xu, who was beside him, lowered his head and tried hard to snatch the rice. A hint of embarrassment and guilt passed through his face.
"Slow down, be careful to choke." This is not the first time Ruyan and Jie Xu have had a meal at the same table, so naturally they won't feel embarrassed.
However, when Yang Xi saw his face full of frivolous expression, he seemed to remember something after being stunned, and blurted out: "Don't panic, I didn't say anything to you."
It would be fine if she didn't say it. As soon as she said it, Jie Xu was stuck in her throat and couldn't move forward and backward, and her handsome face turned red in an instant.
"What's going on with your lips?" Ruyan only discovered this obvious scar, "Who bites it?"
"It's not her!" He glanced at Yang Xi quickly.
Yang Xi's eyes were drooping, and his face was covered in black. Should this person be so stupid?
After a moment of embarrassment, Ruyan laughed for the first time. This was the first time she laughed invisibly in front of others, "You...haha, haha..."
Yang Xi was so embarrassed that she just wanted to find a hole in the ground to drill down! "Don't get me wrong, I have nothing to do with him."
Jie Xu glared at her with dissatisfaction, but dared not speak out.
Ruyan looked at the two of them carefully, with an ambiguous smile on her face: "This palace has become like this, if there are those outside the palace..."