Ye Che obviously didn't expect that the person whose throat he was locking was the woman he had longed for. After being stunned for a moment, his eyes lit up and he wanted to embrace her with joy.
Yang Xi retreated slightly to avoid his long-arm embrace, then a pair of small hands grabbed his wrists and pressed his disobedient arms to his sides.
"Don't move." The medicine powder has just been sprinkled and it has not completely penetrated into the wound. If you move around at this time, it will spill the medicine powder on the bed. During the march, all medicines are precious and cannot be wasted casually.
Ye Che obeyed and stopped moving. He just watched her calmly, her beautiful eyes gradually became blurry again after she woke up for a moment. "Xi'er"
Yang Xi glanced at him lightly, "If you have any other injuries on your body, I'll help you take care of them."[
"Yes" he slightly broke away from her grasp and placed a big palm on his chest. He looked at her with a melancholy light in his eyes, and he looked at her for a moment.
"Here," he said quietly, pressing the position where his heart was, "I'm injured here, it's very deep and painful."
"Don't touch the wound." She wanted to gently take away his hand, but his big palm held it back. She frowned: "Ye Che, I am Ba's princess."
"You are also my queen." He held her firmly and pulled her to his chest. The other hand fell on her waist to prevent her from leaving.
Yang Xi wanted to struggle hard but was afraid that pulling would tear his wound. She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down and talk to him: "I am not your queen, Ye Che, please wake up."
"I'm awake." His attached eyes swept over her features inch by inch and finally landed on her thin pink lips. How long had it been since he had tasted those two red lips? He yearned for her day and night but could never look forward to her. He smiled bitterly: "Why can't I forget you and always think of you?"
She turned her face away from him and said coldly: "No matter what, there is no possibility between me and you, and I have no affection for you."
"If there is no love, why are you in my tent now?" Capturing her momentary panic, he smiled and said, "Why do you always have to deceive yourself, Xi'er, you have feelings for me, you care about me."
"I'm not" she growled and met his smiling gaze, but the bitter smile stung her eyes. She calmed down and said calmly: "I only care about you because you have been kind to me and treated me well." You have been our friend not only to me but also to Ba and Sufu."
She promised Sufu that no matter how much love and righteousness the four of them had in her life, she would be happy and enjoy "No more Ye Che"
"I won't give up." He once tried to give up, but the result of giving up was that he lived like a zombie for more than a year. "If you can accept Helianxu, you can definitely accept me. I care about you no less than any of them. They can do it." I can do the same for you."
She shook her head vigorously and tried to drive him away but was unable to do so. "Ye Che, listen to me, I'm really not suitable for you."
"No one is more suitable for me than you"
"Ye Che" she said seriously: "I already have four husbands. How many people can a person's heart love at the same time? I love Ba, I can't live without Su Fu, I can't forget Yun, I pity Xu... then What about you, which one do you want to be in my heart? Are you also willing to have incomplete love with just a little bit of emotion?"
He looked at her lost in thought
She continued: "If I were not the woman you like, would you also make fun of me like everyone else in the world? I am a dissolute and shameless slut. Every step I have taken with them has not been as easy as you imagined." I can no longer walk on this road and I don’t want to leave. Do you understand?”
Ye Che's hand loosened slightly and she took the opportunity to escape from his confinement and hid far away.
"Xi'er..."
"You are the king of a country, and your beautiful life has just begun." She calmly covered the loneliness in her eyes and said with a smile: "In the future, there will be many, many good girls around you. By then, you will feel like what you are today." Everything I said was just because I couldn't think about it for the moment, and you might even find it ridiculous..."[
"I won't" He is not a three-year-old child. He knows what he wants.
"Stop talking." Yang Xi quickly interrupted what he was about to say and said firmly: "No matter what, I will not accept your affection. You are right. I care about you, but caring only for a friend is not what you think." "
She walked aside and hurriedly packed up the medicine box, then turned to him and said: "Your wound is not completely healed yet. Tomorrow I will ask the military doctor to give you more medicine. During this period, please do not eat meat or fish, do not drink alcohol, and avoid spicy food. And don't eat any more." Looking for Sufu to attack you...I will feel sorry for you if you hurt Sufu."
"Don't you just feel sorry for him?" He pushed up his upper body and stared at her closely, "Don't you feel sorry for me even just a little bit?"
"I won't." She took two steps back for fear that he would suddenly pounce on him desperately. "Please don't do anything to my man again and don't make me hate you."
After saying this, she stopped looking at his lonely face and turned to leave.
"I'm still behind you," Ye Che shouted forcefully, his eyes never leaving her slender figure. "Xi'er, no matter what you think, I don't care how unfeeling you are to me, I'm still behind you, waiting for you to look back." "
As long as she turns around, she can see him
Even the slightest bit of her affection is precious. He only wants a little more. In the past, he was too ignorant to see his own heart, but now he can't look back.
"No matter where you are, all I want to see is that my road ahead is yours."
She strode out of the tent. The cold wind that came her way messed up her hair and hurt her eyes. She rubbed the corners of her eyes, which were a little cold. She closed her eyes and finally left.
With sour eyes, she couldn't see the road ahead clearly. She just followed her heart and walked forward step by step.
When everyone told her that she did not make a wrong choice, she would often question everything she had gone through. In the past, she forgot about Ba. She only wanted to spend a quiet life with Murong Yun. Later, she fell in love with Ba and thought that she could be with him for the rest of her life.
They don't know why she got to this point, and she doesn't know either. When her husbands make fun of her for being a philanderer, she silently accepts it because even she herself can't find a more suitable reason than this.
At this point, being together for the rest of her life is already too far away for her.