After giving birth, Yang Xi was very idle and lying in bed for two days and two nights before she could barely sit up and eat some porridge and small dishes.
After serving her, Feng Ba helped her lie back on the bed and covered her with a quilt. He sat by the bed and held her slightly pale hands on her face, gently rubbing her weakness and softness. Never satisfied
"Thank you, fairy, thank you." This is what he said the most in the past two days
She gently held his big palm and looked soft, "Have you seen the baby today?"[
"I've seen it today" There will inevitably be regrets in life. The biggest regret in this life is probably that among so many people after the birth of the child, he was the last one to see him.
Who told him to be so nervous that he fainted from the utmost nervousness that the great war god who had been proud of it for a long time and a long time
Yang Xi reached out and brushed his handsome face, "Post me..."
"What's wrong?" She has been depressed these two days, although she smiled when she looked at the child, but once she calmed down, there was no smile on her face. He looked at her face nervously and asked softly, "Do you feel uncomfortable? Do you want to call the palace doctor over to take your pulse?
She shook her head and hesitated for a while but couldn't help but ask her questions: "Tell me Xu...Is he still alive?"
Feng Ba stared at her: "Why did you suddenly ask this?"
"I saw him that night I really saw him." Because I was too excited, I felt a little pain coming from under my body. She frowned and tightened his hand: "Ba tells me if Xu is still alive. Why didn't he come to see me?" Why don't I see him?
"You... are thinking too much." Feng Bahui held her hand and pressed her back to the bed and lie down softly and said, "Don't think about the past anymore."
"No, I really saw Xu that night, it was clearly him..."
"I was the one who brought you here that night." His face turned and a trace of light flashed in his eyes. "Are you still thinking about other men in my arms?"
"Postscript..."
"Close your eyes and sleep well and don't want to keep your body well, and then do you know if your child needs you?"
She looked at him quietly and finally flashed with her eyes. Maybe that night was really her own hallucination. He was obviously injured and could be saved. How could he still be alive at this moment.
But Xu really misses you very much...
That night, Feng Ba coaxed his woman to sleep and went to the wet nurse to see the child for a while, and then walked along the thick snow. He walked into the front door of a certain yard.
As usual, the man on the bed with a faint sandalwood light in the room was sitting cross-legged and closed his eyes to rest.
"She found you." Feng Ba sat down at the table and poured himself a cup of hot tea.
Helianxu's eyes moved slightly but still did not open his eyes. "I feel relieved to have you here."
"When will you hide it from her?" Knowing that she is obsessed with him, she can still be moved by what his heart is thinking [
Helianxu finally opened his eyes and saw a calm face, "It made her think I'm dead."
"But you can't help but go to see her." If he was really heartbroken, he wouldn't always guard her and snorted coldly: "You have learned a lot of Ye Che's ability."
Helianxu clenched his palms gently and didn't say anything
Feng Ba took out two secret books from his arms and gave them to him out of thin air: "I have studied Ye Nanshan's martial arts routine and your Thousand Miles of Meaning Transmission, which will be of great help to restore internal strength."
After taking the last sip of tea, he stood up and walked away
The person behind "Feng Ba" called out: "Has the child been named?"
"Not yet" Feng Ba looked back and raised his handsome eyebrows: "What are your suggestions?"
"Rui'er" was the name he thought of when he knew Yang Xi was pregnant with his own child for several nights and couldn't sleep. It was just Helian Rui. Now Feng Rui saw that he didn't say anything, he said indifferently: "If it doesn't suit your wishes, don't care."
Feng Ba was silent for a moment and turned around and left behind a sentence without any emotion: "In the future, I will let Rui'er see you from time to time."
As the sound disappeared, the green shadow also penetrated the snowflakes in the sky with the wind
Helianxu kept watching the wind and snow, and his heart was excited for a long time before he calmed down.
He said he would let Rui'er see him in the future... Although he is not his surname, he is also his child...
Looking down at the martial arts secrets in his hand and Ye Nanshan's soul-moving technique, his mind was confused and his mind was adjusted and calmed down again.
It’s better to miss her than to meet her... I completely forgot him. No matter how deep the pain is, it cannot withstand the baptism of time. In another month, a year, or... One day she will forget him completely forgot that The man who once hurt her who was not qualified to protect her...
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The sound of time passes by in a blink of an eye, Feng Rui has grown into a two-year-old child
That day, Yang Xi came to Qingzhuyuan as usual to get a massage for Murong Yun as usual
After three years, Murong Yun still hasn't woken up, and she and Lian Xin have never thought about giving up.
"... Lian Xin is about to be on the verge of the penis, Yi Yang probably won't let her see you." She rubbed his legs and said to him as before. "Do you think Lian Xin's baby will be a boy or a girl?"
He couldn't answer her like before.
She sighed softly, "I know you are not interested in these... You also know that women just like gossip. I want me to tell you about national affairs every day and I can't even say anything about it."
Today he was surprisingly quiet. She said so much and he didn't react at all. It seemed that he was really tired of those family matters.
Put down his legs and hold his palms and knead him and said, "How about this, I made up a song to sing for you recently?"
This time his finger finally moved, she smiled and murmured:
"I saw you standing under the sycamore tree that year
The breeze blows on your hair and reminds me of a certain person
You said you never had any worries in your life
But now you have a home
You said where I am from now on
You said I can have a home wherever you have
you say……"
You said that from now on, you will be where I am now, now I am here, where you are where you are.
Tears as big as beans fell on the back of his hand, dripping, her eyes wet, his hands and burned, and the heart of the man outside.
Three years, he hasn't thought about her and miss her. But he can't take that step. He can't forget how his sword fell into her body. He can't forget the desperate eyes she fell in the pool of blood. The shrill call from your eyes
Suddenly Yang Xi stood up and ran out the door hurriedly, and he jumped onto the hidden tree branch in surprise.
After leaving Qingzhuyuan, she ran all the way to the backyard and came to the pond. Bu Yin endured tears that had been pouring out again. She pressed her hands against her lips and still couldn't stop the pain of losing voice.
"Xu..." After three years, you still have to torture me. When can you always easily feel his breath. Feel his pain and longing. If you die with your eyes open, you are unwilling to give up. Just be alone in the underworld. Why don't you just put me in a deserted and deserted place? Take away why
"Why Xu didn't let me see why you?" She slipped to the ground and buried her painful face between her knees and burst into tears.
There is a smell of him in the air and it feels like he is by my side, but she can't find him for three years. She has been walking on the road for three years. She always looks back and suddenly suddenly. There is always a luxury in her heart when she turns back. He was behind her but he never did
The sigh in the breeze was like his pity, like the sigh of helplessness when he hugged her. She always believed that his soul was by her side and never left, but why did he refuse to come out and why didn't he appear. Let her take a look
The inauspicious sighs came into her ears with the wind. She opened her eyes and stumbled and got up and chased the empty side.
"Xu, no matter whether you are a human or a ghost, no matter what you become, I still like you so much, please Xu, don't hide, don't Xu..."
The quiet breeze blew across the branches and leaves. Her voice was as hoarse as the dead branches struggling against the wind. A scream made her throat hurt and his heart.
"Come out and come out...please come out and come out..." She suddenly slipped before chasing the stone steps and fell forward fiercely.
He hesitated for a moment
Just a moment of hesitation, she had already fallen to the ground. Her pink palms were worn out by the rough stone steps, and her skin was oozing out with a hint of redness.
She smiled so sadly and desperately as she looked at her hands ripped with blood.
If he is still there, how can he bear to see her injured? How can he bear to use his life to protect her at any time?
How could he have been all just because she missed her too much and had hallucinations. The sigh was clearly just the sound of the wind blowing. The faint familiar smell was clearly just her imagination.
It's clearly just her luxury...
After three years of longing for him, I have never become indifferent because of the passage of time, but instead become deeper and deeper. My heart is getting more and more painful.
How can Xu stop thinking about you How can you stop hurting for you