Taking small steps, my intestines are full of knots.
She and he would always have the same mind at some point. Just as Bai Qiqian understood what he meant by those words, he indeed knew that Lin Huanger deliberately knocked over the tea cup and burned herself.
However, he did not directly say that he believed in himself, but said that he understood everything.
He still didn't want to point out Lin Huang'er in front of him.
Bai Qiqian sighed sadly: "Ye Liyuan, you big bastard, what should I do to you?" She is also a young woman, and she also wants him to pamper her well.
"Fuyao, I should be the one to do something with you." Ye Liyuan appeared in front of Bai Qiqian like a ghost, with a slight smile on his lips, "Fuyao, actually you are very important to me."
Bai Qiqian was stunned, stopped and looked at Ye Liyuan.
At this time, he was so beautiful that it made people's hearts beat. The flowers and trees behind him were full of prosperity, and there were a few butterflies spreading their wings on the branches. The sunlight was pouring, and the two figures overlapped perfectly on the ground.
But Bai Qiqian had no time to take into account the beautiful scenery. His words echoed in her ears, Fuyao, you are actually very important to me. It was touching, but with a touch of lingering sadness.
Bai Qiqian didn't understand why she felt sad, but her heart was sour.
Ye Liyuan hugged her closely and kissed her lips. Bai Qiqian was a little stunned and a little dazed. It was the first time she looked at him so close, and saw his world-class face, which was so close to Chi Chi, slender and thick.
Thick eyelashes, phoenix eyes tightly closed, delicate eyebrows, slightly raised, with a hint of evil deeds.
His kiss was long and full, and Bai Qiqian felt a touch of sweetness in her heart.
Suddenly, a sentence came to mind, a hug makes you grow old, a kiss makes you grow old forever. It turned out that she really had this feeling of growing old forever in her heart. With a little nostalgia and a little confusion.
Ending the long kiss with some lingering feelings, Ye Liyuan looked at her: "Fuyao, the Lingxiao wisteria in the study room has bloomed. Let's go and have a look." Lingxiao wisteria is a very beautiful flower that is intertwined with each other.
On the vines, purple flowers are in full bloom.
Bai Qiqian had never heard of this kind of flower, and asked curiously: "What kind of flower is Lingxiao wisteria?"
There was a thick smile in Ye Liyuan's eyes: "You are really a curious cat. Once you see it, you will know it." Lingxiao Tengluo, he didn't know why he wanted to take her to see it.
Bai Qiqian's heart was so sweet that she was sad: "Your Majesty, please don't call me Fuyao in the future, okay?"
In my heart, I always thought that the name Fuyao only belonged to the princess who had passed away, even though her name was the same as his own, calling Bai Qiqian.
Ye Liyuan didn't notice her little thoughts and nodded: "Well, I'll call you Qianqian from now on, okay?"
Bai Qiqian smiled like a flower: "Well, it doesn't sound so harsh this way. Yuan, can I call you like this too?" Bai Qiqian looked at him expectantly, she was afraid to hear it from his mouth.
To the point of rejection.
"If you like it, you can do whatever you want." Ye Liyuan smiled like a spring breeze.
Bai Qiqian was very excited, it seemed that the distance between herself and him had taken a small step closer.
"Yuan, sooner or later, I want you to have only me in your heart." Bai Qiqian looked at Ye Liyuan firmly, "No matter what kind of shadow they have left in your heart, I want to leave their shadow in your heart."
It’s getting lighter and lighter.”
"Qianqian, you are really cute like this." She always expressed her love to him directly. Her strong and deep feelings were shown so clearly by her.
"No, Yuan, I'm serious. Time is always the best proof and the cruelest reality. As time goes by, those figures on the top of your heart slowly become lighter and lighter. When you recall,
Only then did I realize that the past suddenly seemed like a dream.”
"Well, you are right. Many things, when looking back, suddenly seem like a dream." Just like his memories of Lin Huang'er, in the final analysis, his most profound memory was the time she rescued him.
The two of them walked into the courtyard and into Ye Liyuan's study.
She had come to his study, and once lay on the rockery to peek at his every move.
However, Bai Qiqian did not expect that behind his study, there was actually a grassland with a wide view, and at the end of the grassland was a small stream.
"The person who designed this palace is really a genius. I have never seen such an ingenious design." Bai Qiqian sighed sincerely, "I didn't expect that there is a cave behind this study, and it is such a beautiful place."
"Qianqian, do you like it here very much?" Seeing her looking so cheerful, Ye Liyuan was also infected by her happy mood.
"Who wouldn't like such a beautiful place?" Bai Qiqian asked back, and then ran around on the ground, spinning in circles. Like a dancing butterfly, it flapped its wings wantonly and flamboyantly.
When she was happy enough, Ye Liyuan said to her: "Qianqian, I will take you to see Lingxiao Vineroot."
The Sky Vine grows on the other side of the green grassland. On the intertwined vines, purple flowers grow in layers, which is really beautiful. The faint fragrance among the flowers is a bit intoxicating.
Ye Liyuan looked at the Lingxiao wisteria, with a touch of sadness on his handsome face, but the corners of his mouth still curved beautifully: "Qianqian, Lingxiao wisteria is my mother's favorite flower."
Bai Qiqian listened quietly to Ye Liyuan describing his memories of his mother and concubine.
"Emperors have been ruthless since ancient times, and my father is no exception. Every child of my father was born to a woman he had favored and truly loved. However, I am the only exception."
"My father was separated from his ministers during a hunting trip. Later, he met an assassin on the way. My father was injured and escaped. He fell into a coma on the road and was rescued by my mother and concubine. My mother and concubine had an ugly appearance and did not like my father.
But in order to repay my mother and concubine for saving her life, my father brought her into the palace."
"A new generation replaces the old ones, and the most indispensable thing in the harem is beauty. The father was ruthless and soon left his mother and concubine behind. Maybe it was because the life in the harem was too lonely. Later, the mother and concubine always wanted a child, but her father
The emperor doesn’t allow it.”
Ye Liyuan spoke very slowly, but it was very painful.
His childhood must have been very difficult. Thinking of this, Bai Qiqian's heart ached with him.
"Actually, I have never understood how much courage the weak-tempered mother-in-law must have to drug my father. With just one favor, the mother-in-law became pregnant with me."
"My father's favor for my mother and concubine was a complete accident, and my arrival was also an accident. After I was born, my mother and concubine loved me very much. When I was a child, I couldn't tell it clearly until I slowly grew up.
The palace people noticed that I look neither like my father nor my mother."
If this kind of thing happens in ordinary people's homes, it is something worth studying, let alone if it happens in the palace. The late emperor must have suspected that the child was not his, and since there was no evidence, he could only ignore him.
ask.
"Perhaps you can guess that my father suspected that I was not his son, but he had no proof. I once heard him questioning my mother-in-law in the palace. At that time, my mother-in-law was very sad and shed a lot of tears.
.”
"My mother once said that if my father truly loved her, I would know the reason. Unfortunately, my father never truly loved my mother. When I was ten years old, my father gave me a glass of poisonous wine."
Bai Qiqian held Ye Liyuan's hand. His fingers were very cold, as if they were born to be so cold to the bone.
The two people clasped their fingers together, bringing a little warmth.
"That day, I was practicing swordplay in the bamboo forest. A lot of mist came inexplicably from the forest. I inhaled the mist and fell to the ground. I was bitten by a poisonous snake. At that time, I passed out. When I woke up
, Huang'er is by my side."
It turns out that Lin Huanger saved his life, so he was particularly kind to her.
Ye Liyuan probably also knew that what happened to him that day was not an accident, but a planned murder. And he also knew who did it.
"After I went back, I saw my father holding my mother and concubine crying bitterly, and her face was as beautiful as a fairy. Later, I found out that my mother and concubine came from a very strange race, and the women there were ugly.
The man’s face is no different from that of ordinary people.”
"If she meets a man who truly loves her, her face will be restored. If she does not meet him, the covered face will be revealed only when he dies. My father regrets everything he did to his mother and concubine, but it is a pity that my mother
The concubine has passed away."
"Death may be a kind of relief for the mother and concubine." Bai Qiqian said in a low voice, "The father is ruthless, and the mother and concubine's feelings for the father are probably exhausted in the palace."
"My father is so unlucky. At that time, I swore that I would protect my beloved woman in my life."
Bai Qiqian's heart was very bitter: "The person you want to wait for is Lin Huang'er."
Lin Huang'er once saved him, and he had a hard-to-explain feeling for Lin Huang'er.
Ye Liyuan nodded: "Well, the person I once wanted to protect was indeed her. At that time, I wanted to give her the position of concubine, and then dismiss the concubines in the house and pamper her alone. But..."
Bai Qiqian curled her lips and said, "But you didn't expect that I would have the courage to refute you and vow not to go to court. Therefore, a large part of the reason why you and Lin Huang'er are in the current situation is because of me."
"Qianqian, actually I'm glad you didn't go to court." Ye Liyuan looked serious, "Because you made me see some things clearly. Lin Huang'er is not as beautiful as I imagined. Maybe, I don't love her.
.”
Bai Qiqian suddenly smiled treacherously: "Ye Liyuan, did you find that you fell in love with me?"
Ye Liyuan smiled unintelligibly: "What do you think?"
Bai Qiqian was silent. In fact, she didn't know, maybe even Ye Liyuan himself didn't know. He had witnessed the indifference between his father and his mother. He wanted to love, but found that Lin Huanger couldn't bear it.
If you deserve his love, maybe that's not called love. It can only be said that he is very good to Lin Huanger.