Nangong Mei looked at the golden window curtains with blurred eyes, and couldn't help but reveal a touch of tenderness, and said firmly: "My heart can't be given to you, it no longer belongs to me, it...has already been given to Luo Ming."
She betrayed their oath, and her body betrayed him. She only had the right to love him. A selfish love was the only light in her life from now on.
Shangguan Ziyan pinched Nangong Mei's weakened shoulders and said in agony: "But what I want is your heart! It's your heart!" Once, when her heart belonged to him, he was so happy.
, Even if there are many hardships, her gentle eyes are his hope in despair! Now, she is beside him, right in front of his eyes, but she is so far away, so impossible to touch.
Nangong Mei slowly closed her eyes and said sadly: "I'm sorry, I have done what I can do." She wanted to compensate him, even if it was with her own body, the only thing she could do was her own heart.
She can't control it either!
Shangguan Ziyan pinched Nangong Mei's fingers and unconsciously tightened his grip. His charming eyes were bloodshot and he said sadly: "I will make your heart come back! What you love is me, your love."
, so strong!" When they met for the first time, Nangong Mei kissed him with tears. She gave him without regrets and so many heartbeats were deeply imprinted on his heart. This relationship cannot be let go.
If you drop it, pick it up again!
That night, Shangguan Ziyan was lying next to Nangong Mei, but he never touched her in the slightest. What he wanted was not only her person, but also her heart!
Another cold winter enveloped the earth. This winter, Shangguan Ziyan still spent time with Nangong Mei. But last time they were in the Worry-free Valley. Last winter, they were so in love with each other. And this winter, even if
Lying next to each other, we still can't feel each other's heartbeats. They are clearly close in front of us, but they feel far away.
The sky became brighter, and the candles in the palace were blown out by the palace maids, allowing natural light to illuminate the entire palace.
Nangong Mei slept on the back side of the bed, because she hadn't slept well these days, so she slept soundly that night. Shangguan Ziyan put one hand around her slender waist, lying on her side, as if like this
Watching Nangong Mei fall into sleep.
The maids came in and went out again, not daring to disturb the master's rest, but they had endless things to say and talk about in their hearts. As soon as they went out, they all started talking about it.
"The emperor favored Nangong Mei last night!"
"Is it true? Nangong Mei kidnapped the Queen Mother and injured the Emperor. Instead of dealing with her, the Emperor favored her?"
"How can this happen? Nangong Mei came and moved directly into the place where the queen should live. Now that she has made such a big mistake and there is no punishment, then the position in the harem belongs to her!"
"Then this queen will be lawless in the future?"
"That's not true! The emperor was injured because he was trying to save her!"
"I heard...I heard that Nangong Mei is not a simple person! She confused the emperor before, and now even the queen mother is confused. Not only does the queen mother not blame her for her disobedience, but she also intends to make her and the emperor happy. She really knows that she is Shi
What kind of magic is this?"
"She must have some witchcraft! I heard that she was once the favorite concubine of the Emperor of Huihe Kingdom. Before entering the palace, she was the woman who killed the God of War. She once killed many people in the fighting field in the military camp.
Where is the young man! She has confused the King of War, the Emperor of Huihe Kingdom, and now she has confused our Emperor!"
"This woman must be a goblin! Otherwise, how could she kill so many people and still be loved by so many outstanding men?"
"Yes! It must be like this!"
"Shh... you must not talk nonsense! Nangong Mei dares to disobey even the Queen Mother in the palace without being punished. We must not provoke her! Be careful that trouble comes from your mouth!"
"Yes, yes! If she finds out, we won't be able to protect our heads anymore! Let's not talk about it...go and do your own thing!"
With that said, all the palace maids dispersed and went to do their own things, but the matter they just discussed did not end there. Starting from them, it started to spread wildly in the palace.
The sky was completely bright, and Nangong Mei slowly opened her hazy sleepy eyes. What caught her eye was Shangguan Ziyan's charming and charming face. Even with her eyes closed, he could still see his unruly nature.
In fact, Shangguan Ziyan's nature was not like this, but in Nangong Mei's heart, the impression of Shangguan Mu Shao was so profound that it was engraved in her heart.
Nangong Mei gently pulled out from under Shangguan Ziyan's arm, quietly got off the bed, put on her clothes, and walked out of the hall. Since Shangguan Ziyan had woken up, she didn't need to stay any longer.
Take care of him here.
After Nangong Mei closed the door quietly, Shangguan Ziyan's evil eyes slowly opened, and his dark eyes looked in the direction of the door with a little sadness and helplessness.
Nangong Mei left the palace and walked towards the Fengluan Palace where she currently lives. At least it can still be regarded as her residence.
Along the way, many palace maids and eunuchs passing by saluted her very politely. Those who looked at her looked at her with fear, envy, respect, and contempt.
Nangong Mei only thought that it was the consequence of her holding the Queen Mother hostage, so she didn't think much about it. She didn't want to think about it too much. She didn't want to get too involved in the affairs in the palace.
"Miss Nangong, please stay." Shangguan Zijing stood upright beside the palace wall, looking at Nangong Mei with a smile on his handsome face. It seemed that he was here specially to wait for Nangong Mei.
Nangong Mei stopped, looked at Shangguan Zijing briefly, and said indifferently: "What's the matter?" Looking at Shangguan Zijing's clothes, he must be a noble person, although she didn't understand why he was waiting for her here.
It's coming, but I don't mind knowing the reason.
There was a nice smile on Shangguan Zijing's handsome face. He walked slowly towards Nangong Mei and said politely, "I'm Shangguan Zijing."
There are not many princes in the palace of Xingze Kingdom, only four. Shangguan Ziyan is the third prince. Because he is the daughter of the queen and is talented, he was established as prince since he was a child. As for the other three princes, they are also now
It's the prince. In Nangong Mei's mind, Shangguan Zijing seems to be the original eldest prince, and should be the current prince Jing.
Even the emperor, Nangong Mei would never take him seriously, let alone a prince who just appeared out of thin air.
Nangong Mei still just looked at Shangguan Zijing coldly and said, "Prince Jing is looking for me, why?" Except for people who are beneficial to her, she never wastes too much time for a stranger.
"Miss Nangong is indeed a straightforward person. She speaks quickly, so I won't beat around the bush." Shangguan Zijing looked at Nangong Mei with admiration, and became even more interested in Nangong Mei, "Do you know that there are rumors about you now?
The palace is full of flying objects?"
"I don't know, and I don't want to know." Nangong Mei said indifferently, her dark eyes showing no emotion. What others said about her was not important to her at all. Everything she cared about was not in this palace.
inside.
Nangong Mei's cold reaction seemed to be expected by Shangguan Zijing. He looked at Nangong Mei unexpectedly and continued: "There is a rumor in the palace that the seriously injured emperor favored you, girl, last night."
"Others can say whatever they like. These have nothing to do with me. If the prince just wants to say these things, then I will not accompany him." Gossip can make a person crazy, but to her, it means nothing.
In the bottom of her heart, she must not stir up any waves.
Shangguan Zijing looked at Nangong Mei's decisive departure and said in a louder voice: "What if the impeachment is to take the girl's life?"
Nangong Mei's steps continued unabated, and her cold voice drifted back: "It depends on the emperor's wishes." If Shangguan Ziyan would kill her, it would actually be a relief for her.
"But this makes the emperor very embarrassed! Not only does it hurt the girl's face, it also makes the emperor lose his dignity. The majesty of a generation of emperors is gone! The world is in turmoil and danger!" Shangguan Zijing said with an evil look on his lips.
Smiling, her deep eyes stared at Nangong Mei's retreating figure.
This woman's indifference is really endearing to him, and it makes him more and more tempted to possess her immediately!
After turning around a high palace wall, not far away was the Fengluan Palace. Nangong Mei's heart was in confusion. She looked at the three characters of Fengluan Palace and stopped there.
This Fengluan Palace was specially left to her by Shangguan Ziyan, and this queen's throne was what Shangguan Ziyan had always prepared for her! This country was the temporary peace she gained by drinking the water of forgetfulness!
Even though love is gone, she still returns to this palace, this prison of power, as time goes by.
It is not easy to be an emperor. But he protected her, doted on her, and struggled to give her peace in this place where there was no smoke of war.
She will stay here for a long time, maybe for a lifetime.
If you can only stay in this place, then you just want to get peace here, and it is impossible to rely on Shangguan Ziyan to give her this peace. No matter how much he wants to give her this peace, he can't do it.
That would just bring her more trouble and fights.
If you want peace in the future, you can only fight for it yourself!
Nangong Mei's approach was undoubtedly to intimidate everyone first. When no one wants to get close to her and is afraid of herself, that will be true peace.
A flash of coldness flashed in Nangong Mei's dark eyes, and she turned around and walked in the direction she came from. Shura's bloodthirsty cruelty began to revive in her heart.