The slender hand bones were held together tightly, but the deep eyes were full of pain and helplessness, and he said slowly: "Is the person in your heart really me?"
Turning her eyes, Nangong Mei looked at Luo Ming in surprise. There was pain and unconfidence in those narrow eyes that she had never seen before. Her heartbeat suddenly accelerated. Her lips opened and closed, but she could never say a word.
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Luo Ming knelt down next to Nangong Mei, with deep love still in his narrow eyes, and said sadly: "Because I was hungry, you went to cook for me. That was the first time you cooked for me.
I was really happy eating the food I made, even though this dish was what you originally planned to cook for that man. Do you remember one night? You were drunk, and you kept chanting that man’s name when you were drunk.
Say, you love him so much. I am right next to you, but you can’t see me, let alone know how painful my heart is. I am alienated from you, and I am afraid that I will think of you as soon as I see you.
As I read his name, I was afraid that I would not be able to help but ask who you really love in your heart? I would also be afraid, I have never been so afraid of knowing the answer..."
What a stupid man. Only when he regards her as his whole life can he care so much and be so timid and uneasy. Nangong Mei was moved by his love and felt sorry for his pain, but she couldn't hug him or give him anything.
A reassuring answer, just said coldly: "You don't trust me, and you also hate my body. My body is dirty and not worthy of the noble you!"
"Yes! I care that you have had other men!" Luo Ming locked Nangong Mei's dark pupils, and his twisted face revealed something called jealousy, "You are my woman, as long as I think of you and other men
The lingering love the man had, those scenes day and night, I just want to tear that man into pieces! I want to pull him out of your memory. I can't change the past, and I don't want yours either.
I still have him in my heart!"
She was so crazy in love that she couldn't even control herself! The feeling in her heart seemed to have changed. In the lingering moment before she fell into coma, Luo Ming actually didn't hate her body, but a feeling that filled his whole heart.
But the jealousy that cannot be vented.
All this time, she cared too little about him, it was him who was constantly paying for her.
Nangong Mei's eyes flickered, and there was distress in her dark eyes. She quickly lowered her head and pretended to be distant and said: "The person I love most has never been him. The person in my heart now is not him."
It's not him! But I won't forgive you either. Love is no longer needed for me."
All she gave him was the top of her head, and the feeling she gave him was so alienated. Although she didn't give him any more chances, a certain wound in his heart quietly healed.
Even now, she still has him in her heart!
No matter how indifferent she is to him, he can think that she is angry and he can coax her. As long as the love has not disappeared, this relationship will not end.
In fact, what he cares about most is that there is another man in her heart, but she said that she no longer loves him, so what does he care about? Even if she really still loves that man, even if he cares so much about her
He has had other men, but all this becomes so insignificant compared to losing her! As long as she is still willing to stay by his side, everything can be fine.
"Mei'er..." He stared at her dreamingly, with infinite tenderness in his narrow eyes, "I will cure you! I will spend my whole life making you believe in love again!" He who has everything, she
It is his only pursuit!
"I don't want to die. I will follow you to find the Tianshan Snow Lotus, and then I will leave!" She didn't want him to be in so much pain, and she didn't dare to give him too much hope. She was afraid that she would really die.
, he will not know how to survive.
Luo Ming lay down on the maple leaves on the ground, closed his eyes comfortably, and said slowly: "We will follow you to the end of the world, to the end of the world."
Nangong Mei looked blankly at the man she loved deeply in front of her, feeling conflicted and painful in her heart. She felt that her eyes suddenly turned dark, her mind suddenly fell into a blank, and her slender body fell down weakly.
The slender willow eyebrows frowned together impatiently, and the thick eyelashes trembling slightly. She felt that there was a lot of noise in her ears, and her thoughts wandering in the darkness seemed very irritable.
The noise that kept ringing in my ears became clearer and clearer. It seemed to be a woman's voice. This voice was still very familiar.
The consciousness that fell into the deep sea gradually returned to reality, and he slowly opened his eyes. The first thing that caught his eye was Luo Ming's gentle and joyful eyes.
Her thin lips curved into a perfect arc, and she called out softly: "Mei'er..." Her eyes, as deep as a pool of water, had a looming light.
Turning her eyes, her dark eyes stared at the roof, and said coldly: "Are you leaving?" She heard Sister Meng talking outside, and most of the content was about things they needed to prepare before leaving.
"Yes. We have stayed here for many days." He looked at her pale face and felt endless distress in his heart.
Holding the bed with her hands, she struggled to sit up. Although she did not fall down weakly, she could only move extremely slowly, even if it was just a simple action like sitting up.
Being comatose again made her slightly better body become even weaker.
Luo Ming, who was sitting by the bed, quickly went to help her, but she opened his hand. Because of this action, she almost fell. She struggled to stabilize her body and said stubbornly and ruthlessly: "You don't have to worry about it! Don't touch it again.
Me!" In fact, she wanted to keep looking at his happy smile, but she had to tear that smile away with her own hands. She didn't want to wait until the day when she was really gone and he would no longer even have a smile.
A trace of sadness flashed across Luo Ming's narrow eyes. He stood next to Nangong Mei, no longer helping him, but watching her nervously. As long as she had the slightest tendency to fall, he would immediately help her.
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There were fine beads of sweat on her forehead, and she realized that she had exhausted all her strength. Just the simple action of sitting up almost exhausted all her energy.
At this moment, she had never felt so clearly that life was so fragile.
After controlling her rapid breathing, Nangong Mei's dark eyes still refused to look at Luo Ming, and said coldly: "Let Zi Yuan come in, it's time to go to the carriage." With her own strength, even the bed
It was impossible to go down, and she didn't want Luo Ming to help her accomplish all this, so the best candidate was this accompanying girl.
Luo Ming's narrow eyes flashed with a trace of undetectable sadness, and he said gently: "She went to the town to buy things needed for the journey, and she hasn't come back yet." This woman is now trying every means to stay away from him, and it makes her feel uncomfortable.
He began to doubt whether he was right or wrong in letting her stay by his side. Perhaps what she needed more was a sky without him.
Nangong Mei lowered her thick eyelashes and responded lightly: "Oh." She had to continue spending time with Luo Ming, feeling very weird.
Her thoughts were spinning rapidly, trying to get out of this embarrassing situation or find a reason to let Luo Ming go out. However, before she could think of a reasonable way, she felt a sudden darkness and her weak body fell into a
In a wide and warm embrace.
"What...are you doing?" Nangong Mei looked at Luo Ming who suddenly picked her up in a panic. His unique smell lingered on the tip of her nose, making her heart start to get confused.
Luo Ming carefully held Nangong Mei in his arms, not letting her weak body feel any discomfort. He looked at the sweet girl in his arms tenderly and said, "Hold you into the carriage."
Nangong Mei's pale lips moved slightly, but she said nothing. She lowered her eyes and stopped looking at Luo Ming. Her beautiful face was filled with awkwardness.
Luo Ming felt extremely distressed when he saw such a weak Nangong Mei. If it had been in the past, when she didn't want to be hugged by him, she would have jumped out of his arms instead of being so helpless and submissive now.
If he was given a choice, one would be that the healthy Nangong Meihui would turn around indifferently and leave him coolly, while the other would be that she, who is now weak and unable to stand up, could only rely on him and stay in his arms.
, then he will not hesitate to choose her who is healthy, even if she will leave. What he wants is for her to be good, and what he is like is not that important.
Standing in the courtyard, Mrs. Meng kept telling Jiexun about going to the extremely cold place, telling her everything she knew as much as possible.
Sister-in-law Meng watched Luo Ming carry Nangong Mei out of the room, a flash of joy flashed in her eyes, and she said to Nangong Mei with a smile: "Girl, you are weak, and you must not show off your strength and go too far on this journey!
Otherwise, your health will never get better!" Sister-in-law Meng didn't know what kind of disease Nangong Mei had, but she was very concerned about her.
Nangong Mei forced a smile at the corner of her mouth and said softly: "Yes. I will pay attention. Thank you to Sister Meng for taking care of her these days." Sister Meng must have been worried a lot about her coma.
"It's good to know." Sister-in-law Meng nodded with satisfaction, looked at Luo Ming with a kind smile, and said like an elder, "The girl is your wife, and the husband must take good care of her.
!Don’t let her go out alone again. She is sick. As a husband, you must stay by her side and take care of her at all times!"
Listening to Sister Meng's words, Nangong Mei felt something was wrong. When she looked up at Luo Ming in confusion, she saw him smiling politely and saying, "Of course I will take good care of my wife!"
Wife? She remembered that she had never married him! Even in that only visit to the church, the ceremony was not completed. According to people today, it was not considered a marriage.
"We..." She opened her mouth and was about to argue, but was interrupted by a low voice, and she heard: In my heart, you have long been my only wife.
Luo Ming's eyes were as deep as a pool of water, and his bottomless pupils were so sincere and full of affection, which instantly captivated her mind.
This was the pair of eyes she was most obsessed with, easily capturing her soul. The deep love in her heart was surging, but it also reminded her that this was an inevitable road of no return.
She opened her cold lips lightly, and a cold voice came out of her mouth: "I will leave after I recover." Only by cutting off his hope and leaving could she feel at ease.
"Before that, I will make you change your mind." His dark eyes were full of determination and confidence. He hugged her tightly and walked towards the carriage with steady steps.