By the time he calmed down, Zhang Zixuan had been sitting in his office for a long time.
Thinking about how he had been forbearing towards Zhao Zhihuan for a while, Zhang Zixuan thought, Zhao Zhihuan must have regarded him as a sick cat, otherwise why would he dare to bully him like that!
Coming to this conclusion, Zhang Zixuan had a strange smile on his face. Since it was clear that Zhao Zhihuan was using his power to suppress him, he had to resist. Didn't Chairman Mao say that wherever there is oppression, there will be resistance.
Zhang Zixuan has never been the kind of person who has a low eyebrow and is submissive. It is said that in order to escape the influence of his parents on him, he had a falling out with his parents.
You must know that although Zhang Zixuan's family is very open, when faced with big events, it is all the same things passed down from feudal families.
Although his mother can allow him to call her the queen, when it comes to Zhang Zixuan's issue, the queen's words are like an imperial edict and must not be disobeyed.
In a daze, Zhang Zixuan seemed to have returned to that night of dispute.
It was at the beginning of the year, and I went home to celebrate the New Year. Because it was already the next semester of my senior year, there were basically no classes left. All the classmates in the school had already started looking for jobs, so Zhang Zixuan’s purpose of coming back this time was to
He proposed to his parents the idea of going out to work.
After finishing the meal, the family of three sat in front of the TV and watched a program.
"Mom and Dad, I want to go out to work!" Zhang Zixuan hesitated for a long time before finally expressing his inner thoughts.
"What? Work?" Zhang Zixuan's father was the first to react when he heard Zhang Zixuan's words, and then asked Zhang Zixuan a question.
The queen on the side saw Zhang Zixuan say this, and then looked at Zhang's father who was starting to have a seizure next to her, and immediately started to do Zhang Zixuan's ideological work.
"Xiaoxuan, listen to what mom says, shall we work in a bank? The work there is easy, and the benefits are also good."
Since he was in college, Zhang Zixuan's parents have prepared him for future work. In their eyes, only those jobs that can last a lifetime are jobs, and other jobs do not count.
Zhang Zixuan doesn't know why his parents have such thoughts, but in the Zhang family, Zhang Zixuan has never had much choice in speaking.
Just like when Zhang Zixuan was applying for college, he couldn't speak at all. Even though he was going to college.
"But, Mom, I don't want you to use that method to help me find a job, otherwise I will feel indebted to you all my life. You have already given me a lot." Zhang Zixuan argued hard there, not wanting to be beaten by Lin.
Knocked down by the mother's offensive.
It should be said that this is the second time Zhang Zixuan has made plans for himself. The first time was when he was taking the college entrance examination.
"It doesn't matter what you give, as long as you have a stable job, everything we do will be worth it." The queen looked at Zhang Zixuan affectionately.
The queen knew that Zhang Zixuan had always been an obedient and affectionate child, so now she looked at Zhang Zixuan with tears in her eyes, trying to influence him in this way.
Zhang Zixuan looked at the Queen's serious and sparkling tears, and suddenly felt that he was particularly heinous. He lowered his head and said nothing. At this time, he really didn't want to say anything.
After all, Zhang Zixuan has never forced anything in front of his parents. As long as his parents say they are unwilling, he will immediately give up that plan.
"Xiaoxuan, listen to your mother, we only have a son like you! Besides, you spent so much money to go to college. When people ask us what you do for a living, we can never say that you are unemployed.
Already?"
The Queen is particularly good at treating Zhang Zixuan in this way. After all, once the emotional card is shown, few people can match it.
Zhang Zixuan sat there biting his lip and still didn't speak, but a plan was slowly taking shape in his heart.
"That's it! You can take the civil service exam!" Lin's father, who had been silent next to him, saw Zhang Zixuan resisting and gave him another suggestion.
Therefore, the path paved by Zhang's father and Zhang's mother for Zhang Zixuan is to be a civil servant or a staff member of a bank. In their view, only these two jobs can be called jobs, and the others cannot be called jobs.
"Dad, my personality is not suitable for that kind of life. I never want to get involved in anything above officialdom." Zhang Zixuan also tried his best to shirk Father Lin's arrangement.
Although Zhang Zixuan has a sharp mouth, his heart becomes cold when he thinks of having to chat and laugh with so many people. Moreover, Zhang Zixuan feels a headache just thinking about the Naxi socializing in the officialdom.
"Xiaoxuan, aren't we thinking about you? Look, we spend money to get you into a good company and a good job. Isn't this great? And if you come back to work with us, it will be easier for us to take care of you.
!" Zhang's mother still didn't give up, thinking that Zhang Zixuan must come back and stay with them.
Zhang Zixuan knows that his parents only have one son like him, and they want to keep him close to them. But his heart is not that small. He also wants to go outside and see what it is like outside.
scenery.
Zhang Zixuan looked at the somewhat old faces of Zhang's father and Zhang's mother, and felt a little sad in his heart.
But Zhang Zixuan felt that he couldn't do it if he had to give up all his ideals and accommodate his parents! After all, the future life is for himself, not for his parents.
"Mom and Dad, I just want to go out for a walk. You have paid so much for me. You have been helping me since I was in school, but I want to go out alone." Zhang Zixuan said thoughtfully there.
Zhang Zixuan knew that if he did not convince them, the final result would be that he would be convinced by his parents.
Seeing Zhang Zixuan like this, Zhang's father and mother couldn't say anything else. They just sighed and said: "Since you want to choose the path you want to take, we won't force you! After all, we are old and it is impossible.
Always with you!"
In fact, Zhang's father and mother knew Zhang Zixuan very well. After all, when he was applying for college, they forced Zhang Zixuan to apply for a university in the province, but in the end Zhang Zixuan secretly changed his choice without telling them.
So when Zhang Zixuan started to pout, Zhang's parents and Zhang's mother really couldn't do anything to him.
Zhang Zixuan's eyes were red and he didn't know what to say.
In fact, only he knows that the reason why he has been refusing his parents' help is not because he is noble, but because he is a gay. If he stays with his parents for one more day, he will hurt them more.
He would rather go far away and not let his affairs affect the two old people.
Maybe one day, he can truly face his sexual orientation and confess everything to his parents with a smile.
However, that day is not now, but far, far in the future.
Thinking of this, Zhang Zixuan's lips revealed a bitter smile.