Su Zhengliang put down his coffee cup and took out his mobile phone. When he saw the caller ID, he pressed it without hesitation, "Mom."
On the other end of the phone, Mother Su's voice was full of excitement, "Xiao Liang, how are you doing?"
"I'm fine. How are you and sister?"
"We are all fine. Qingqing is getting married next month. The wedding is scheduled for the 10th of next month. You have to come back on time to attend your sister's wedding."
Su Zhengliang smiled happily, "That's great. She has finally found her own happiness. I will try my best to arrange time to come back."
Su's mother's comforting voice came from the other end of the phone, "That's good. Since you went to Germany two years ago, Qingqing and I have been thinking about you every day. It just so happened that we could have a good family reunion while she was getting married.
Get together."
"kindness."
"Xiao Liang, now that your sister's matter has been settled, have you seen the girl you like over there?"
Su Zhengliang knew that his mother would definitely take this opportunity to ask him about his situation. He evaded, "Mom, I don't want to fall in love now. After going through so many things, I just want to let myself be quiet. Besides, when I came here,
My purpose is to learn music, so please don’t force me.”
Mother Su seemed a little disappointed, "Okay, I won't say anything anymore. Don't be too tired. Take care of yourself."
"Well, I will. You also need to take care of yourself. I'll die first."
After putting down the phone, the complex emotions on Su Zhengliang's face quietly emerged again.
Two years ago, when he learned that Lin Xiluo had never loved him, even though he was treated that way, Su Zhengliang did not fall into despair like he did eight years ago. Although there was a brief period of pain, he is no longer the same person as he was then.
That's me.
I buried all the pain and resentment deep in my heart, and my only goal was to one day be able to stand on the world stage and play in front of everyone.
After rejecting You Shaoqi's love, he still came to Heidelberg alone, just to cut off all people and things related to love.
Time is really a magical medicine. It can make those painful experiences gradually forgotten by people as time goes by.
However, will this scar that has been haunting me for many years really heal so easily? Will the poison that has penetrated into the bone marrow disappear without a trace under the scorching sun? Will it ever come back one day?
And by deliberately obliterating it like this, can you really forget it?
Perhaps, as the old man said, he still cares, but he is just entangled by the memories of the past. He no longer has any nostalgia for him.
When I learned that my sister was about to get married, I was certainly happy and wished I could fly back to her now to give her my blessings. However, once I went back, those endless blind dates would follow one after another.
He had clearly decided that he would never fall in love again in this life, let alone be emotionally involved with anyone. However, thinking of his mother pleading with him and sighing, Su Zhengliang felt a little shaken in his heart.
Su Zhengliang, do you know what it means to go back? Are you really going to fall into this emotional whirlpool of tormenting each other again? Your heart is already riddled with holes, do you still want to make other people's hearts change too?
Does it have to be as broken as you?
The voice that had been silent in the bottom of his heart suddenly sounded at this moment, whispering in his ears like a magic spell, spurring Su Zhengliang's soul at all times.
No, no, I'm just going back to attend my sister's wedding. I'll come back after it's over and won't have anything to do with anyone else.
But what should you do with your mother? Do you really have the heart to see her with such an expression on her face as she keeps pleading with you in tears, but you ruthlessly and cruelly reject her? Su Zhengliang, can you really do such a thing?
A person whose heart has died is no longer qualified to be loved by others. Let me bear all the sins and unfilial piety by myself. No matter how much she begs me, I can no longer hurt others.
The cool night wind, accompanied by the fragrance of flowers in the yard, entered Su Zhengliang's heart. In the dark blue sky, a crescent moon hung high in the sky, emitting silver light.
Silently looking up at the quiet night sky, deep worry emerged from his pale and anxious face.
Unconsciously touching the small pendant around his neck, Su Zhengliang suddenly realized something and took it off.
His black eyes stared dimly at the silver ring in his hand, which was as hot as his own body temperature. His eyes were like lake water, with profound meaning.
That day, I originally decided to throw away the ring, but happened to meet Lin Yuan. After returning home, I thought about it repeatedly and struggled for several days, but finally did not throw it away.
In order to always remember what Linsilo had done to him, Su Zhengliang wore this piece with a leather rope and hung it around his neck.
However, I don’t know since when, when I feel uneasy or hesitant in my heart, I will touch it unconsciously. As long as I feel the unique metal texture of this ring, the fear and confusion in my heart will slowly disappear, and my anxiety will disappear.
Your heart will gradually calm down.
Staring deeply at the ring, Su Zhengliang's thoughts drifted into the distance.
Not long ago, at Haisen Piano School, a girl showed love to me.
In fact, I have long felt that the other person's attitude towards me is unusual, but I have chosen not to love anyone and can only keep pretending not to know. However, that girl seems to be possessed by me.
Even though I hinted to her countless times, she turned a deaf ear.
That day, I rejected the other party tactfully. When the girl asked me the reason for rejecting her, I actually took off the ring from my neck and showed it to the other party.
The girl was very surprised when she saw the ring. Then she smiled a little disappointedly and said, "Su, it seems that you must love her very much."
At that time, I didn't hesitate at all, but said decisively, "No, I don't love him anymore. Wearing what he gave me is to remind myself of everything he has done to me."
."
When the girl heard that she used "he" instead of "she", her beautiful royal blue eyes showed not only surprise but also shock.
"Su, since you no longer love him, why can't you accept me?"
"I'm sorry, love is too heavy for me. I have experienced too much. I am too tired and can no longer bear anyone's love. You are a good girl and you will definitely find the love that truly belongs to you."
Yes, everyone can find their own love. My sister has already found it, and he has also found it.
The slender fingertips tightly twisted the ring, making two deep marks on the fingertips. Su Zhengliang's eyes quietly grew colder.
Su Zhengliang, since you have chosen not to love anymore, don’t be sad anymore, don’t be nostalgic, and don’t look forward to it anymore.
Slightly loosening his fingers, the warm ring slipped silently from his hand and disappeared into the grass.