"Mr. Su, the situation was really urgent at that time, and under such circumstances, the president could not explain to you at all. He could only choose to do this. Do you know how much he had to do in the few days when he made this difficult choice?
So much thought and exhaustion..."
Su Zhengliang's clear voice was full of anger and confusion, and the waves in the dark lake were turbulent. "Since he loves me, he should tell me all of this. At that time, I once asked him if he had anything to hide. If
If yes, please tell me, no matter what it is, I will face it with him. But what about him? What did he do?"
Li Sifan heard that Su Zhengliang still believed what he said, and that the reason why he was angry was because Lin Xiluo didn't tell him the truth, not because he really didn't love him.
If this is the case, this matter will not be difficult to handle. As long as he forgives his boss, the two people can still get back together.
"It's precisely because he loves you that he doesn't want you to get hurt in any way. The president once told me that you are the most important person to him in the world. He would rather be misunderstood and hated by you than let you
Take a little bit of damage."
Su Zhengliang chuckled coldly, "Don't let me get hurt? In order to prevent me from being hurt and involved, he would rather hurt me completely with his own hands again and again, letting me live with hatred for him. Then he suddenly ran away
Come and tell me the truth. It was six years ago and it is now. I am a man and I have enough ability to protect myself. Why do I need another man to protect me? Both parties are equal in love. Who does he think he is?
You didn’t give me the power to know, so why did you make such a choice for me without permission? Did you consider my feelings in such a reckless choice?"
Li Sifan continued, "So he regrets it now. In these short two years, as CEO, he endured humiliation and used any means to eliminate dissidents, and finally secured his position as President of the Lin Group. Although he looks extremely prosperous now,
But the pain in my heart has never diminished at all. On the contrary, as time goes by, those negative emotions are increasing day by day. Just last night, I told him about meeting you in the hotel, but he was questioning himself
Was the decision I made to protect you right or wrong?"
Su Zhengliang listened to Li Sifan's narration, lowered his eyes and stared at the dark brown liquid, "If I had known it would be like this, he shouldn't have made such a wrong decision in the first place. He used what he thought was the right way to protect me,
Don’t you know the pain of being deeply hurt by someone you love deeply?”
Taking a sip of the mocha in front of him, Li Sifanti Linxiluo defended, "I remember the president once said to you, 'No matter what happens, he loves you.' So, he did this just because he didn't want to
You were implicated because of him, and maybe he didn't take your feelings into consideration, but it doesn't change the fact that he loves you deeply."
"You think he loves me, then do you think it's right for him to love me in this way?"
Li Sifan shook his head helplessly, "Mr. Su, you should know that this is the kind of person he is. He would rather bear all the sins and hatred, but also hold up the sunny sky above your head."
Su Zhengliang trembled his eyelashes and said bitterly and sadly, "But he didn't bring me sunny days. The two years I spent in Germany were like years. Every time I think back to the promise he made to me, I compare it to what he hid.
The things I did made my heart hurt so much that I could hardly breathe. When I finally got out of this painful swamp, you told me the truth again, how could I accept it?"
"As long as you still love him and are willing to forgive him for everything he has done, you will have hope of being together." Li Sifan's clear eyes showed a bit of request, "Mr. Su, please tell me that you still love
him?"
Su Zhengliang's breathing paused.
Do you still love him?
In my mind, the long-lost voice sounded leisurely.
Maybe…
If you knew that he did this to you because he loved you, would you still be willing to forgive him?
I…
Su Zhengliang turned his head weakly and moved his lips slightly, "I will never forgive him..."
"Mr. Su..." Li Sifan was a little disappointed, but he did not give up, "You are the only pillar of the president's soul, and now you have to give up on him. So has all the president done for you been in vain? And
Is this the end of all the pain you have suffered?"
"This was his own choice at the time, to forcefully push me away from him. Even if he did it out of help, I will not forgive her." After a pause, Su Zhengliang's gentle voice gradually became lower, "Besides,
He is married now, don’t you think it’s too late to tell me these things?”
Li Sifan tried his best to argue, "Mr. Su, he and An Lina are just playing for fun. They have the name of husband and wife, but there is no real relationship between husband and wife. Moreover, they have already agreed that once the president takes over the Lin family, An Lina will be settled."
They divorced immediately after they left the group. Now there is only one year left before their divorce. Are you not willing to wait even one year?"
Su Zhengliang turned his eyes and looked straight at Li Sifan, his beautiful eyes like deep lakes covered with a thin layer of mist, "The matter has reached this point. There is no room for change. No matter how you defend him, I
I will never forgive him for loving me this way. So, whether he gets married or divorced, it has nothing to do with me..."
After saying that, he picked up the coffee cup and took a symbolic sip, with a calm expression, "Mr. Li, if you have nothing else to say, I'll excuse you first. Waiter, pay the bill."
"Mr. Su..."
Su Zhengliang walked out of the cafe under Li Sifan's disappointed gaze, glanced at the white Citroen parked next to him, and silently turned around and left.
Walking slowly on the road, ripples appeared in his black eyes.
In the cafe just now, when I learned the truth about Lin Xiluo's behavior from Li Sifan, I felt surprised, shocked, moved, resentful, and all kinds of complicated emotions intertwined together, making it really difficult for me to think about it at the same time.
Accept this truth.
Although he did this to protect himself, he ignored his own feelings and would rather destroy his trust and love for him, and would rather live in this world with hatred for him again and again.
He clearly promised to face everything together no matter what, but he made such a stupid and wrong decision unilaterally for himself. Did he regard herself as his lover?
Therefore, although I may still love him, I will never forgive him in this life.