Su Zhengliang opened his eyes and found that he had fallen asleep without realizing it.
Have you dreamed about that time again? The best moments that were buried deep in your memory and could no longer be recalled, as well as those unforgettable words, were truly reflected in the dream. Sure enough, I was young at that time
Ignorance, knowing that nothing will come of it between two men, yet still falling in love with them.
Dark sadness slowly slipped from his eyes.
Su Zhengliang, you are such a fool.
Outside the window, the deep blue sky is like the sea in the dark night, boundless.
The dark room was so lonely, leaving only a frozen and cold heart, empty.
Su Zhengliang sat on the edge of the bed, looked at his cell phone lying quietly on the bed, and thought of the appointment he had made with You Shaoqi in the morning that he would come to his home tonight to make final preparations with him for next week's seminar.
Guessing that You Shaoqi was about to arrive, Su Zhengliang got up from the bed and washed his face in order to prevent him from seeing his lost state.
As soon as I finished and walked out of the bathroom, the doorbell rang.
Taking a deep breath, Su Zhengliang warned himself in his heart.
Su Zhengliang, you must cheer up. You are no longer the ignorant fool you were six years ago. Linxiluo is nothing to you anymore, so you don’t have to care about him at all. The most important thing at the moment is
Just organize the activities of next week’s seminar and put everything else aside for now.
Su Zhengliang, come on.
Su Zhengliang regained his mood, raised his smile again, and opened the door. Sure enough, You Shaoqi was standing at the door, holding several bags in his hand.
"Shaoqi, why did you buy so many things?" Su Zhengliang hurriedly took the bag from You Shaoqi's hand, "Come in first."
"It's rare for me to come to your house. How can I come empty-handed?" You Shaoqi smiled and entered the house, opening a bag with two food boxes inside. "I haven't eaten yet, so I brought some over. You can take advantage of it while it's hot."
eat."
Su Zhengliang opened one of the food boxes, which contained crystal tofu and shrimps. The pink shrimps were inlaid among the white and tender tofu, which was particularly beautiful. Then he opened another box, and the light fragrance of stir-fried vegetables instantly penetrated the tip of his nose. Under the green vegetable leaves, there was
The plump and shiny rice will make you want to eat it just by looking at it.
Smelling the fragrant hot dishes, Su Zhengliang's stomach growled in dismay, "I can't bear to eat such a delicious and delicious dish, Shaoqi, thank you."
You Shaoqi sat at the dining table and smiled at Su Zhengliang, "If you have anything to thank me for, if you really want to thank me, just thank my dad. He knew I was coming over and cooked it specially, and he didn't know if it would suit your taste."
Su Zhengliang took a bite, and the soft and smooth tofu passed over the tip of his tongue with Youfu's warm love, which made his eyes feel slightly warm. "It's delicious. Thank you dad for me."
After eating, Su Zhengliang and You Shaoqi opened their computers and art books and started working.
Due to their different division of labor, You Shaoqi was responsible for word processing and summarizing the analysis one by one, while Su Zhengliang was responsible for information collection and document excerpts.
Time passed by minute by minute, and before I knew it, it was already late at night.
Outside the house, a continuous drizzle came unexpectedly. The few night passers-by on the street held up their umbrellas and walked faster on the cool night road in early summer.
Inside the house, the lights are warm and orange, and the rich aroma of coffee wafts from the room, adding a bit of tranquility.
You Shaoqi sat in front of the computer, his nimble fingers jumping quickly on the dark computer keyboard, and the bright LCD backlight shone deeply into his eyes through the rimless glasses.
He raised his head and glanced at Su Zhengliang, who was leaning at the desk beside him. He was holding his head with one hand and still writing notes with the other hand. That serious and focused look made You Shaoqi's eyes involuntarily fixate on his side again.
face.
The rain gradually increased, and raindrops splashed on the windowsill. The passing night wind brought a little rainwater into the house, and shattered it on the wallpaper, making a "crackling" sound.
When You Shaoqi heard the noise, he quickly withdrew his gaze. Finding that he was distracted again, he frowned and quickly turned his head, but he caught a glimpse of the half-open window from the corner of his eye. So, he stood up from his seat and strode forward.
Go to the window and close it.
"Pah!", the crisp sound made You Shaoqi turn around. The thin back was already leaning on the desk, and the pen in his hand fell to the ground.
It seemed that he was so tired that he fell asleep. You Shaoqi smiled softly, took a coat and put it on the sleeping man.
Looking at the slightly frowning sleeping face, You Shaoqi gradually fell into deep thought.
It has been almost ten years since I met Su Zhengliang. I can still clearly recall the first time I met Su Zhengliang. The feeling is so vivid and fresh in my mind, it feels like it was yesterday.
At that time, not long after I entered S University, I went to visit my tutor's house. I happened to see my tutor giving lessons to a boy who looked like a high school student. The boy was sitting in front of the piano and playing Chopin's "Farewell". What a coincidence.
I am also practicing this piece. What is different from my excessive pursuit of skills and lack of emotional investment is the innate delicate and gentleness shown in the boy's playing, and the clear and bright sound of the piano like a stream.
In an instant, You Shaoqi was captured firmly.
As the two met occasionally and chatted with their mentor, You Shaoqi learned that the boy's name was Su Zhengliang. His father passed away when he was very young, and his mother raised him and his twin sister alone. Perhaps he grew up in
In such a special family, Su Zhengliang is more mature than other children of the same age, and his mind has become more sensitive and delicate.
In subsequent contacts, the two gradually became familiar with each other, and Su Zhengliang gradually became good friends with You Shaoqi. You Shaoqi even regarded Su Zhengliang as his younger brother. He loved him very much, crying and laughing with him. Su Zhengliang was like this.
He broke into You Shaoqi's life unpreparedly and became a part of his life.
But since coming back this time, You Shaoqi found that he was paying more and more attention to Su Zhengliang. As long as he was with him, no matter what the occasion, he would always go to see him intentionally or unintentionally, without even knowing it. Just like the dinner just now
, he obviously burned it himself, but he lied. He obviously wanted to get closer to him, but was afraid to let him know his feelings. What is this inexplicable feeling?
You Shaoqi shrugged nonchalantly and quickly convinced himself.
You Shaoqi, you idiot. For a long time, haven't you always regarded Su Zhengliang as your biological brother? It's normal for an elder brother to love his younger brother, even if he doesn't let him know, and to give silently.
Then I thought about it, did I really just regard him as my biological brother?
Slowly walking back to the window, You Shaoqi stared at the dim light in the distance and fell into deep thought again.