Su Zhengqing didn't expect that Su Zhengliang would suddenly say this to her, and her beautiful eyebrows were raised high, "Why? I don't think you guys get along very well?"
Su Zhengliang shook his head, "I don't like her, so I don't want to waste her feelings."
"Relationships need to be cultivated slowly. At least she likes you. Moreover, I think you have no feelings for her, which shows that there is still a possibility for you to develop." As if thinking of his own affairs, Su Zhengqing smiled bitterly.
Turning away, "It's not like me and Linsilo."
"But sister, if I can never like her, wouldn't it be unfair to her? Zhou Hui is a good girl, and I can't bear to treat her like this."
"Then try to get along with her for a while. If it doesn't work, don't force it. After all, this is a lifelong matter."
Su Zhengliang breathed a sigh of relief, "Sister, thank you for understanding me."
After Su Zhengqing left, Su Zhengliang made himself a cup of coffee. Holding the coffee cup, he leaned against the window sill and meditated quietly.
Even if he doesn't date Zhou Hui anymore, as long as he doesn't have a fixed date, he will still be tired of dealing with the blind dates arranged by his family and never stop.
In this case, then continue to date Zhou Hui. Even if you don't love her, at least you won't hurt her. Maybe it's not a bad idea to just take care of her, fulfill a man's due responsibilities, and live a normal life.
A voice appeared in his head: Su Zhengliang, you irresponsible man, do you think this decision is fair to Zhou Hui? You are just afraid that the fact that you are gay will be discovered, but at the expense of other people's happiness.
.You don’t even have the courage to admit this, are you still a man?
So what if I admit it? If my mother and sister find out, they will definitely not be able to accept it.
Then you spend your whole life with someone you don't love. You have to know that you are not only harming yourself, but also harming a good girl who likes you.
Su Zhengliang struggled for a long time, and the resolute expression gradually became clear on his handsome face.
That's right, I shouldn't be so selfish, I should tell her my situation instead of deceiving her.
He took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Zhou Hui, asking her when she would be free on the weekend and they came out to meet.
Soon, the other party responded to the message, and the two made an appointment to meet in the Central Square at noon on Sunday.
Su Zhengliang put down his cell phone, drank all the coffee, and then raised the corners of his lips bitterly.
What is supposed to come will eventually come, and no matter how much you try to escape, it is useless.
Putting down the coffee cup, Su Zhengliang raised his eyes slightly. Outside the window, the endless sky came into view.
The dark blue sky is like a thick curtain, hanging in the sky. The bright stars are like diamonds, inlaid on the curtain, twinkling and extremely charming.
Once upon a time, there was a person who accompanied me, standing on the roof of the dormitory and looking at the night sky like this. However, things have changed and people have changed. Now, I am the only one who is still looking at the night sky. That person is no longer by my side.
Yes, that person is about to become someone else's fiancé.
Thinking of this, Su Zhengliang closed his eyes in pain.
Don’t you no longer love him? Since you no longer love him, why are you still so sad? What is this dull pain in your heart?
**********On Sunday, Su Zhengliang came to the pre-arranged place to have lunch with Zhou Hui.
Perhaps it was Su Zhengliang's first initiative to meet. While the two were eating, Zhou Hui seemed particularly happy and had a great time chatting with him.
Su Zhengliang looked at Zhou Hui's sweet face with an expression of excitement that could not be concealed. He really couldn't bear to tell her and let her suffer such a blow. After struggling for a long time, he planned to tell the other party the truth about his situation on the way back.
After eating, Zhou Hui asked to go shopping. Su Zhengliang hesitated for a few seconds and then readily agreed.
The two of them walked side by side on the street, admiring the street scenery and the dazzling array of products in the windows, but their mentality was completely different.
Zhou Hui always had a sweet smile on her face. While talking to Su Zhengliang, she pretended to look at the goods in the store casually, but she took the opportunity to secretly look at Su Zhengliang.
Su Zhengliang just smiled faintly and kept a distance of about ten centimeters from Zhou Hui.
The two of them walked for about ten minutes. When Zhou Hui saw a store not far away, her eyes lit up and she pointed forward, "There is a jewelry store in front of you. I saw it recommended in the magazine."
, how about we go in and have a look?"
Just when Su Zhengliang was about to answer her, the smile on his face froze when he looked at the person walking in front of him.
I saw Lin Xiluo holding Gu Xinyi's arm, talking and laughing, like a couple in love, walking over a few meters away from him.