You Shaoqi pulled Su Zhengliang and walked to an alley near the restaurant.
Because one end of the alley is diagonally facing the street, and the other end is an old residential house that is about to be demolished. Many residents living here have moved away, so even though it has just passed dinner time, it is still very quiet here. Occasionally there are residents who have never moved out.
One or two dog barks were heard from home, but they were quickly drowned in the bleak autumn wind.
You Shaoqi stopped and looked at Su Zhengliang with his black eyes.
Su Zhengliang was stared at by the other party, and his narrow eyes were already filled with panic. He broke away his sweaty palms and said incoherently, "Shaoqi, just pretend that I didn't hear what you said just now. You, you let me go back."
You Shaoqi calmed down and said softly, "Zhengliang, I was too emotional just now, I'm sorry. But I really love you, so I can't date your sister. If possible, please let me stay by your side.
?"
Su Zhengliang kept shaking his head and backed away, "No, Shaoqi, no, I will never agree to it. You have become famous at such a young age, and you will definitely have a bright future. You must not do such a stupid thing to destroy yourself.
Future. If I agree to you, I will really harm you."
"Zheng Liang, maybe what I just said is unacceptable to you for a while, but if I don't say it again, I may really have no chance, because I will leave next month. If you can promise me, I will
I will quit my job in Germany and come to S University to teach so that I can be by your side. I don’t expect you to respond to my love. I just want to be by your side forever. Do you even have this request?
Can't you promise me?"
"Shaoqi, you think you love me, but have you ever thought that maybe your love for me is an illusion? I have always regarded you as my best friend in my heart, and you must think so too.
Right?"
You Shaoqi did not deny it, "I have always regarded you as a good friend and a good brother. But I found that I was wrong. My feelings for you as a friend and a brother have been slowly changed without knowing it. etc.
When I found out, I had already fallen deeply into it, Zhengliang, I love you."
Su Zhengliang raised his eyes and looked at You Shaoqi, "Shaoqi, do you really love me?"
"Yes."
"Then what do you love about me? What is there about me that deserves your love?"
You Shaoqi replied without hesitation, "I love everything about you."
"Then are you willing to give up everything for me? Including your parents, even your life?"
"I…"
Su Zhengliang's question was so aggressive that You Shaoqi couldn't answer it for a while.
Su Zhengliang raised his lips and smiled helplessly, "I knew you couldn't answer me, so Shaoqi, you don't really love me, you just mistook this friendship for love."
You Shaoqi grabbed Su Zhengliang's shoulder and wanted to deny his point of view, "No, Zhengliang, listen to me..."
Su Zhengliang had no intention of arguing with You Shaoqi. He took away the other person's hand on his shoulder and said tiredly, "Shaoqi, stop talking. I'm tired. Let me go. That's the end of today's matter. I can take it as such."
It never happened, we are still best friends, okay?"
When You Shaoqi saw that he could not persuade Su Zhengliang to accept him, the anger that had been pent up in his chest for a long time burst out again, "If that's the case, then why can Linxiluo do it? Why does he hurt you and torture you again and again, but you still can't forget him?"
Su Zhengliang lowered his eyelashes slightly, and the long eyelashes left a light shadow under his eyes. "The relationship between Linsilo and I is not what you think. We have no relationship for a long time."
"Then why were you so drunk that night? Why did you keep calling his name to ask him not to get engaged when you were asleep? Do you really have no attachment and love for him?"
You Shaoqi's question hit the nail on the head and instantly shattered Su Zhengliang's deliberately disguised strong shell.
Su Zhengliang's pale face lost all color. He tried his best to control his excitement, "Shaoqi, I don't know, don't ask me..."
You Shaoqi stared at Su Zhengliang closely, advancing step by step, forcing him to the wall, "You still love him, so you can't accept me, right?"
Su Zhengliang pressed against the cold and rough wall tiles, "No, I don't, I don't love him..."
You Shaoqi put his hands on the wall and trapped Su Zhengliang between the two walls. "Then why are you so panicked? Su Zhengliang, tell me, what are you afraid of?"
Su Zhengliang turned his head away and begged in a low voice, "Shaoqi, please, stop talking, let me go..."
You Shaoqi turned Su Zhengliang's head and forced him to look at him.
Seeing that the thin mist in Su Zhengliang's black eyes was still visible, You Shaoqi opened his eyes wide in disbelief, "Zhengliang, you cried, you actually cried for this man? How much do you love this man? Tell me.
?”
Su Zhengliang held back the moisture in his eyes, and his tired voice gradually cooled down, "I'm not crying, I'm just too tired, and I want to go home. Shaoqi, let me go. If you don't let me go, from now on, I will never let you go again."
I don’t have you as a friend anymore.”
You Shaoqi's body trembled, and then he put down his arms with a wry smile, "Zhengliang, I'm sorry, please go. I was too impulsive today, and I shouldn't have done this to you."
Su Zhengliang didn't say anything. He braced himself and walked slowly towards the street.
"Can you accept me as long as he is gone?"
After a long silence, You Shaoqi's voice came again, which made Su Zhengliang feel chilled the moment he heard it. But he did not stop moving forward and resolutely walked out of the alley.
You Shaoqi stared at Su Zhengliang's thin back, his dark eyes bottomless.
That's right, only if Lin Xiluo gets out of S city and completely disappears from Zhengliang's life will he accept me.
You Shaoqi, who was thinking this way, took out his phone and said, "Zheng Yufeng, it's me..."
**********The autumn rain fell on the ground as finely as needle tips, causing splashes of water.
Su Zhengliang was walking aimlessly in the rain. He had been walking in the rain for more than half an hour since he walked out of the alley.
The cold autumn night hit Su Zhengliang, soaking his hair and clothes, but he didn't care.
At this moment, he didn't want to go home, let alone face his mother and sister. He didn't know what he should do or where he should go. The world was so big, but there was no place for Su Zhengliang.
His most trusted good friend actually fell in love with him, and even told the truth that he had been deliberately avoiding for a long time, that is, he still loved Lin Xiluo.
Yes, I was in love with Lin Xiluo. In these six years and more than one thousand nine hundred days and nights, I had never really forgotten him.
But, so what? He already has a fiancée, and hasn’t he already rejected his love? What qualifications does he have to ask for the love that he has severely abandoned?
Thinking of this, Su Zhengliang stopped and looked up at the crying night sky, but did not notice a car driving in front of him.
**********After a violent braking sound, Li Sifan got out of the car in shock, and helped the man who was almost knocked to the ground by him, "Are you okay?"
When he saw the soaked man clearly, Li Sifan said in surprise, "Are you...Mr. Su?"