It felt like someone had knocked her hard in her heart, and unconcealable sadness flashed through Lin Xiluo's eyes, "Liang, I'm sorry, I had no choice but to do this."
Su Zhengliang shook his head in disbelief, "Even in the dream, you still want to lie to me, just like you did six years ago at the cost of all my happiness, right?"
Lin Xiluo really didn't know what to do. He could only keep defending himself, "Liang, I didn't lie to you. I really love you. What should I say before you will believe me?"
Su Zhengliang grabbed Lin Xiluo's collar tightly and kept shaking his head, "I don't know, I just hope that this dream can continue like this and never stop... But Xiluo, a dream is a dream after all, etc.
When I wake up, there is nothing left. You are still someone else's fiancé...and one day, you will become someone else's husband. What should I do by then? Tell me?"
Lin Xiluo saw Su Zhengliang in such pain, but he had nothing to do. He could only comfort him over and over again, "Liang, it won't happen, it won't happen. I promise you, I will never let this day happen. This day will never happen."
It won’t come.”
The strength in Su Zhengliang's hand gradually increased, and his sad voice became more and more excited, "It's useless. No matter what you promised me, it was all in a dream. When this dream ends, you will still be the heir of the Lin family, and I will still be a
An ordinary university teacher."
Speaking of this, Su Zhengliang smiled miserably, "Moreover, he is a homosexual who only likes men. In the eyes of the world, people like me who like the same sex are perverts. Xiluo, you know, I have wished that I was like
Others are normal people, so they can walk hand in hand with the person they like openly and openly, and get blessings from family and friends. But I can't do it, I can't fall in love with a woman, this kind of depression is deep in my heart, and I am afraid of being betrayed.
The fear of being discovered by others has haunted me for more than 20 years, and will always be with me until my death. Xiluo, tell me, when can I stop being afraid and live a normal life like others?"
Listening to Su Zhengliang speaking out the pain in his heart for the first time, Lin Xiluo felt an abnormal pain in his chest. He stroked Su Zhengliang's face and tried to calm him down, "Liang, stop talking, I won't allow you to talk nonsense like this again."
Keep talking."
Su Zhengliang grabbed Lin Xiluo's hand and said, "I'm not talking nonsense. This is the truth. Xiluo, maybe... there was a mistake between us from the beginning. If I hadn't fallen in love with you back then, maybe I wouldn't be so painful today.
…”
Seeing that Su Zhengliang was getting frustrated, Lin Xiluo quickly corrected him, "No, Liang, I never think there was a mistake between us. No matter you are a man or a woman, I love you because you are Su Zhengliang.
The unique Su Zhengliang in this world."
Su Zhengliang raised the corners of his mouth sourly, "Xi Luo, I am indeed dreaming. How could you say these words to me in reality."
"Fool, you are not dreaming," Lin Xiluo gently took Su Zhengliang's hand and touched his cheek, "touch my face."
Su Zhengliang touched the angular face, lowered his eyes and murmured, "I can really touch your face, which makes me feel that this dream is more real than anything I have ever experienced before. It makes me want to do it again."
Don’t wake up and be with you forever... In the past six years or so, I have often dreamed of the happy times with you, and dreamed of feeling your body temperature like I did tonight.”
"Xiluo, let tonight's sweet dream become my permanent memory..."
Su Zhengliang smiled slightly, and then he actually opened his arms for the first time, hugged Lin Xiluo's neck with force, opened his mouth and kissed Lin Xiluo's lips fiercely.
Lin Xiluo was stunned by Su Zhengliang's sudden movement, and then he immediately reacted and held his waist tightly, allowing Su Zhengliang to nibble on his face and mouth without any control, with deep black eyes.
Full of care and love.
Su Zhengliang effortlessly pried open Lin Xiluo's mouth, stuck out his tongue and moved clumsily in and out of Lin Xiluo's mouth. Just when he wanted to continue, the other party suddenly turned back and wrapped his soft and powerful tongue around the tip of his tongue.
Suck.
"Well…"
Su Zhengliang's tongue was treated like this, and waves of numbness were transmitted to the sensitive tip of his tongue. He narrowed his narrow eyes, hummed unhappily, and wanted to close his mouth. Who knew that the other party didn't want this deep kiss to end like this?
At the end, with a gentle push of the strong tongue, along with the sound of "tsk tsk", the flexible and thick tongue had already entered Su Zhengliang's mouth, sweeping every corner with the familiar light tobacco smell, provoking
Sensitive nerves in the lining of his mouth.
The long and deep kiss left Su Zhengliang's mouth slightly open, and a trace of body fluid kept flowing from the corner of his mouth, down his neck, and across the skin that was reddened by low fever, looking strangely erotic.
Linsilo let go and stared at the other person's blurred eyes and slightly red and swollen lips. He couldn't help but put his lips on his again.
Su Zhengliang enjoyed such a passionate kiss happily, and an unconcealable desire gradually rose in his heart. Suddenly, he let go of Lin Xiluo, and the strength that came from nowhere pushed him heavily onto the bed.
"Bright!"
Before Lin Xiluo had time to react, Su Zhengliang had already pressed up against his body, with his hands on Lin Xiluo's ears, panting and leaning down, looking deeply into his nose-to-nose look.
Then, a hoarse voice full of lust whispered in his ear, "Xi Luo, I want you..."
"Liang, you..."
Lin Xiluo, who has always been in a dominant position in love affairs, never thought that he would be in a lower position. He looked at Su Zhengliang's eyes dominated by desire in shock, and for a moment he suspected that he was dreaming. But before he agreed, he
He felt a scalding heat touching his upper and lower abdomen, and the jumping tip slowly rubbed against his lower body, making him realize that this was not a dream, he was actually lying under Su Zhengliang's body.
Su Zhengliang raised his eyebrows, stretched out his fingertips and touched Lin Xiluo's weak point, and said with a smile, "Xi Luo, look, you are also hard."
Lin Xiluo's weakness was gently touched by the other party, and the long-suppressed desire finally burst out. He controlled his disordered breathing and asked uncertainly, "Liang, do you really want me?"
Su Zhengliang sat astride Lin Xiluo, tore off his pajamas indiscriminately, stretched out his bright red tongue and slowly licked his wheat-colored skin, "Xi Luo, I have never pressed you before, tonight,
Just let me take you in my dream. This may be the last time we meet like this in a dream..."
Although Lin Xiluo was a little reluctant to be fucked by Su Zhengliang, he then thought about it. Su Zhengliang would never be so candid when he was sober. However, if he knew when he woke up that he would have experienced unforgettable fish and water with him tonight.
Maybe, I can use this as an excuse to entangle him and let him come back to me.
Thinking of this, Linxiluo gently pushed Su Zhengliang away, took out the lubricant from the drawer of the bedside table, opened the lid, and handed it to Su Zhengliang, "Liang, use it."
Su Zhengliang took the lubricant and pulled off Lincicol's pajamas with a little force. His slender fingertips traced the shape of Lincicol's desire on the bulging white underpants, and then tore off the obstructive fabric.
Then, he squeezed out some lubricant in his palm, smeared it randomly around the unexplored anus of Lincicol, and wiped the rest on his desire.
Lin Xiluo watched closely as Su Zhengliang lowered his head and slowly made these preparations. Just as he was preparing to welcome the other party's entrance, he saw that Su Zhengliang had not moved for a long time.
"Bright?"
Lin Xiluo called Su Zhengliang in a low voice, but there was still no response. He stood up and wanted to pat Su Zhengliang, but the other person fell directly into his arms, with his slightly hot forehead pressed directly against his naked arms, moaning.
Slight breathing sound.
Su Zhengliang actually fell asleep at such a critical moment, which made Lin Xiluo really dumbfounded. He shook his head helplessly, resisted the desire to be provoked by the other party, and covered Su Zhengliang with the quilt.
He got up and got dressed, went to get antipyretics and warm water, fed Su Zhengliang to take them, and then fell asleep next to him.