17. Crying in begging (do not buy children's shoes that have already been purchased)
Chen Yinyang's heart was tugged viciously, as if someone had grabbed it in the palm of his hand and ravaged it. The pain was so painful that he stopped breathing.
Why do you say we are not familiar with each other?
His eyes were staring blankly at the person on the sofa opposite, trying to see him clearly. Maybe he had mistaken the person. He was not Ji Fengli.
The man sitting next to him seemed dissatisfied with Ji Fengli's answer and continued to ask: "If we weren't familiar with each other, would we go to the beach together for vacation? Or would he even get hurt for you?"
Why do you ask this question...
Chen Yinyang stayed beside the man uneasily and wanted to escape, but his shoulders were hugged tightly and she could only lean on him weakly like a doll.
She could clearly feel Ji Fengli's eyes lingering on her. Thinking of his answer, her nervous heartbeat became unstable.
"I went to the beach for vacation at the invitation of others. As for the fact that he was hurt because of me, I can only say sorry, but this was out of his personal wishes and does not mean that I have the same feelings for him."
Facing Kloster, Ji Fengli's expression did not change at all, as if he was explaining someone or something that had nothing to do with him.
Irrelevant...
These three words made Chen Yinyang feel that his body was about to freeze. He pinched his palms with his nails to relieve the pain in his heart.
If I do something you don't like, you can criticize me and scold me, but don't pretend you don't know me.
Because you have become the most important existence in my heart, and if you look at me with indifference, then to me, I am the only one left in this world.
Chen Yinyang screamed sadly in his heart, hating his own weakness, and wanted to shed tears of dissatisfaction, but he was so heartbroken that he didn't even have the strength to cry.
I want to leave the last trace of dignity in front of him.
Chen Yinyang gritted his teeth and turned his red eyes to look elsewhere, never daring to look at Ji Fengli again.
As if seeing Chen Yinyang's appearance, the man's hand gently touched his head to comfort him.
"Mr. Ji, it seems that I misunderstood. Because Xiaoyang has been staying here and is very lonely, so I want to find his old friends to chat with him. I didn't expect that your son is not familiar with him. I'm sorry.
You caused trouble."
"Mr. Kloster, you're out of sight," Chen Yinyang shivered violently when he heard Ji Fengli's father's voice and leaned into the man's arms, fearing that he would mention the unsavory deal between the two of them.
"I met Xiaoyang once. He is a good boy, sensible and polite, and he is a classmate of Fengli. As an elder, it is only natural for him to get hurt."
Hearing Ji's father's words, Chen Yinyang's mind boomed. Since he told the fact that he had met him once...
That means Ji Fengli must know about my meeting with his father.
Chen Yinyang glanced at Ji Fengli's expression desperately, and sure enough, he slightly raised the corners of his mouth, revealing an extremely sarcastic smile.
Imagining Ji Fengli's expression when he knew he had been deceived, Chen Yinyang felt heartbroken.
I didn't betray you, I wanted to help you.
Chen Yinyang opened his mouth weakly, but no words came out. His chest was so tight that he was about to explode.
But even if you can make a sound, what's the use?
I couldn't explain the fact that I had deceived him, and I couldn't tell him the truth.
What Ji's father said to him at that time is still vivid in his mind: If you refuse, he will be expelled from St. Louis and will not be able to return to England. At that time, the Ji family will not accept a useless person, and his life will be ruined by you.
in hand.
I can't ruin his life.
Chen Yinyang closed his eyes tightly, trying to block out everything around him, so that he would not be hurt or face Ji Fengli's hateful expression.
At the critical moment, he could only shrink his soul into his body, not seeing, hearing or thinking, so that the pain would stay away from him.
"What's wrong, little sheep? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
Realizing that Chen Yinyang's body was constantly trembling, the man anxiously hugged him into his arms and rubbed his back comfortingly.
I wanted to say that I was fine, but like a drowning person, my hands tightly grabbed his clothes and refused to let go.
I want someone to rely on and never want to feel abandoned.
"If you feel uncomfortable, how about we go up and rest?"
The man coaxed him softly, fearing that he would be hurt again.
Chen Yinyang nodded vigorously against his chest. At this moment, he didn't want to see anyone.
"Well."
The man slowly picked him up and apologized to the two people on the sofa: "Mr. Ji, I'm so sorry. Xiaoyang is not feeling well. We will wait until next time to discuss other matters."
"It should be." Ji's father stood up on the sofa and said meaningfully: "It is very important to take good care of the patient's health. Of course, the most important thing is that Mr. Kloster is a man who sticks to his word."
The man smiled, and there was something unspeakable hidden in his words: "Please don't worry, I will talk to you about the rest of the matter slowly."
"Then I won't bother you."
The man nodded to Ji's father, and Ji Fengli stood up from the sofa, slightly gesturing to him, ready to leave together.
He just left.
He left without saying a word.
Chen Yinyang couldn't explain how he felt. He was looking forward to him leaving, but was afraid of him leaving.
Listening to the footsteps getting further and further away from him, Chen Yinyang thought of countless scenes with him. The strength that came out of his body from nowhere left the man's body and stumbled to Ji Fengli's.
From behind, grab his hand.
I wanted to call his name, but my throat could only make a ah-ah sound, anxiously expressing my feelings.
Please look back at me and say a word to me.
Chen Yinyang had abandoned his self-esteem, knelt on the ground, and grabbed his hand with all his strength.
Even if you scold me, let me know that you haven't forgotten me yet, Ji Fengli!
After holding back the emotions for a long time, he finally couldn't help but cry out in pain, and all the tears fell on the hands held by the two of them, which were hot and quickly turned cold.
As if feeling Chen Yinyang's tears, Ji Fengli slowly turned around, glanced at him indifferently, and took away his hand mercilessly.
Then.
Leave without looking back.
Chen Yinyang wanted to stand up again, but fell to the ground awkwardly, and could only look at his back with eyes blurred by tears.
The sun is shining brightly outside, but I am forever abandoned in the darkness.
Monsoon Li, Monsoon Li...
He muttered the name in his mouth, but no sound came out.
Chen Yin leaned his head against the cold floor and cried silently, wanting to cry all his life's tears.
His body was in constant pain from the violent exercise, and the gunshot wound on his back became increasingly unbearable, reminding him of the forgotten fact.
Suddenly, his body was embraced into a warm embrace.
Chen Yinyang grabbed him and cried heartily on him regardless of his embarrassment.
It would be nice if tears could make me forget that person.
At the same time, the person he was leaning on seemed to whisper something softly into his ear.
"In this world, I am the only one who can be by your side."