Chapter 133: Qi Feng’s Uncertainty Her face was almost pale, her long eyelashes were drooping, and there seemed to be two shadows under her eyes. Qi Feng sat down quietly beside her, feeling very distressed.
He would rather she yelled, hit and scolded him now than see her ignoring him so indifferently, and seeing the scars on his face no longer hurt as before.
Xiaolan, who came over with the food, looked at the two people sitting in the courtyard. Just as she turned around to leave, she suddenly saw Gao Decai appear in Su Yixuan. He hurriedly walked to the two of them and said a few words, Qi Feng
He got up and left. It must have been the emperor's announcement that he was going to see the emperor. Xiaolan looked at Yanyan with a sad face and brought the food in her hand to the room. When she was about to go to the courtyard to call her, Yanyan
It was gone. She sighed silently and had to go back to the room to take away the food.
Yanyan didn't go very far, she just walked near Su Yixuan. She just wanted to be alone for a while, but there were people everywhere in the palace. She just walked to a secluded pavilion, Jiu'a
The figure of my brother appeared in front of me.
Yanyan just glanced at him lightly, pursed her lips and didn't want to speak.
"Yanyan..." Brother Jiu stood beside her quietly and called her. After being silent for a while, he spoke again, "Brother Qi did such a thing because he was drunk. In fact, he
I don’t know what I have done... I can testify for Brother Qi that the only one he loves is you."
Yanyan tried her best to keep the corners of her lips curved unnecessarily, her clenched fists were trembling uncontrollably, her nails dug deeply into the flesh, and it hurt so much that she didn't seem to feel any pain at all.
When she heard Brother Jiu mentioning Qi Feng intermittently, what lingered in her mind forever was the scene she saw, but Qi Feng never explained it.
Seeing that Yan Yan was silent, Brother Jiu became a little anxious and said hurriedly: "Yan Yan, please talk, okay? If you are still angry with Brother Qi, I will help you beat him up again so that he dares to bully you."
you."
With that said, Brother Jiu turned around and was about to leave. Yanyan immediately grabbed him by the tail of his clothes and shook his head, "The matter is now over. There is nothing more to say. I want to be alone for a while, so you go back first."
Brother Jiu looked at her worriedly, and finally turned around and left.
When Yanyan returned to Su Yixuan, she saw everyone looking at her with strange expressions. Yanyan always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't tell what was wrong. She called Xiaolan to bring her some food.
Decide to fill your stomach first. It's a small matter to be angry, but it's a big deal to starve. Only when you fill your stomach can you have the strength to face it.
After a while, Xiaolan came up with hot food. She lowered her head and kept picking up the food. As she ate, tears still fell down. She stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears, and then continued to eat.
He kept stuffing things into his mouth.
Xiaolan stood beside her and hesitated to speak, but she still couldn't bear it. She reached out and took the chopsticks from Yanyan's hand, "Miss, just cry loudly. If you endure it like this, you will feel very uncomfortable."
Yanyan ignored her, grabbed the spoon next to him and continued to scoop rice into his mouth, but Xiaolan snatched it away. She suddenly yelled, "Miss, the emperor has granted marriage, don't do it for His Majesty Seventh Prince."
Sad."
The air suddenly stagnated, and I forgot to swallow the rice in my mouth. Did the emperor propose marriage so soon? Did Qi Feng agree?
Yanyan stood up suddenly. When Xiaolan saw this, she quickly ran to the door and blocked her way, "Miss, all of us slaves have seen it. Since Brother Seventh has treated you like this, why do you have to do it for him?"
Sad. His Royal Highness has been caring for you silently behind your back, why can't you look back at His Highness?"
Yan Yan was stunned for a moment. Do they even think she should give up Qi Feng?
"Since the young lady has lived in Suyixuan, the prince has come here almost every day. Every time, he stays in the dark and watches the young lady from a distance. Even if he knows that the young lady likes His Majesty the Seventh Highness, the prince still cares about you, young lady. These, we
These slaves can all see that the prince's love for the young lady is no less than that of the seventh prince, or even more..."
"Xiaolan!" Yanyan interrupted her. She knew what she said, but love could not be given just by saying it. She knew that Xiaolan cared about her, but there were some things that she had to solve immediately.
Yanyan decided to go to Yuyang Palace to ask Qi Feng for details, but Xiaolan was determined to go with her. Yanyan couldn't convince her, so she followed.
When Yanyan walked to Yuyang Palace, he smelled a burning smell. Looking in the direction of the smell, he saw Su Xi burning something. Seeing Yanyan, Su Xi hurriedly ran to her door
The person beside him said nothing, but suddenly hugged Yanyan tightly.
After a long time, Yanyan gently pushed Su Xi away and said, "What are you burning?"
Su Xi opened her mouth, her face serious, as if she didn't want to mention it. Under Yan Yan's gaze, she said disgustedly: "It's a bed sheet. I hate that bed sheet, so I burned it."
Yan Yan's eyes flashed with unknown emotions, and he quickly changed the topic, "Is Qi Feng here?"
She nodded and glanced at the study, "His Royal Highness has been shutting himself in the study since he came back from Qianqing Palace. Even now, he is unwilling to come out."
"Really?" Yan Yan murmured and walked to the door of the study, stretched out his hand and knocked on the door. Suddenly, an angry shout came from inside, "Go away, I told you not to come and disturb me."
Ignoring the roar inside, she reached out and pushed the door open. As soon as she pushed the door open, there was a sound of "get out of here", and a book hit her forehead. She immediately squatted down in pain. Xiaolan hurriedly helped her
Picking up her, "Miss, are you okay?"
Qi Feng suddenly raised his head and looked at the door. He didn't expect it to be Yan Yan. His eyes froze and he immediately ran to her side, "Yan Yan, does it hurt? I didn't expect it to be you."
Yanyan endured the pain and shook his head, ordered Xiaolan and the others to go down, closed the door gently, and stared at the man in front of him, "I came here to ask you something."
He nodded and held her hand tightly.
"Do you remember who was in the bed that night?" When Yanyan asked this question, she secretly decided that as long as he told her for sure, it was her, not Zhao, who was with him that night.
Yue, she is willing to forgive her. If he is not sure, then there is no need for her to forgive him.
Qi Feng's hand holding her hand trembled slightly. He was also drunk that night. In his memory, it was clearly words that made him crazy all night, but when he woke up early in the morning, it was Zhao Yue lying on his bed.
.Looking at Yan Yan who was looking at him with wide eyes, he really couldn't explain all this, so he had to answer her honestly, "Yan Yan, believe me, you are the only one I love. That night, I clearly remember that it was...
You carried me back to my room, and I remember being with you... But I'm not really sure how Zhaoyue appeared in my bed. When I woke up and saw Zhaoyue lying on my bed, I was also confused.
Already."
With a "snap", Yanyan slapped Qi Feng in the face.
She didn't want to explain all this, she just wanted to leave the palace immediately, as far away as possible, and never come back again. She turned around and left, Qi Feng hugged her hard and refused to let her leave.
Yanyan let him hug her for a while, and finally said: "The emperor has already announced the marriage, hasn't he?"
He held her body stiffly and did not answer.
"The emperor has already proposed marriage, so you can't resist, can you?"
His body gradually became cold as he held her. If he was sure that it was not Zhao Yue that night, he thought he would fight to death and not acquiesce in his father's proposed marriage. But if he really mistook Zhao Yue for words, he couldn't just
Taking possession of her body like this without being responsible, he is so inhuman.
She gently took away the hand holding her, resisting the urge to cry, and turned around to look at him calmly, "Since everything is a foregone conclusion and I am destined to have no fate with you in this life, then you allow me to leave the palace.
"
As soon as she said these words, Qi Feng felt the pain as if his heart was being pulled away. He had no shame to say anything to save her. It was he who broke his promise to her, and it was he who hurt her like this. In his mind
The words that she wanted to leave kept flashing across her face, beating his heart over and over again. An unprecedented fear surrounded him. Was he going to lose her?
Yan Yan looked at Qi Feng who was silent. The light in his eyes had gradually dimmed. Heartache overwhelmed her unexpectedly. Now he didn't even have a word to save her. She suddenly felt that she hated him. She hated that he had given her a promise but then he did what he did.
I hate him for taking her, but he is not sure about such real memories.
She turned around and walked out of the study quietly, and was greeted by Su Xi and Xiaolan. She just tried her best to maintain her composure, secretly deciding that she couldn't cry, at least not in front of him.
However, the more she thought she didn't want to cry, the more disobedient those memories about him appeared in her mind. She tried her best to push those memories back, but no matter how hard she tried, those images of him once protecting her came flooding back.
Flashbacks in my mind, colliding with each other.
Finally, she could no longer have it all. The emperor had already proposed marriage, and he accepted it tacitly. Even if she was willing to forgive him, this love was no longer pure.
Feeling the heat inside her body rolling violently, she ignored Xiaolan's shouts and finally ran to a hidden place, squatted on the ground and cried loudly. She cried out in pain and kept comforting herself until she finished crying.
Then she can face it with strength, and after crying, she can leave the palace without any worries.
Tears kept overflowing, and she couldn't stop them no matter what. She had no choice but to cry and sing, singing over and over again. She didn't know whether she cried until her tears were gone or she was tired from singing. Finally, there were no more tears at the corners of her eyes.
When the cold wind blew, she felt swollen and painful. She stood up suddenly, reached out and slapped her face hard, shrugged, and after crying, she was only strong.
She was about to go back with her eyes swollen and sore from crying. Suddenly she saw the figure in front of her, and her body suddenly stood there stiffly, unable to move away.