Xia Lele looked up at Qi Yi and saw a drop of crystal tear hanging from the corner of his eye. He grabbed the corner of Qi Yi's clothes and had never seen Qi Yi like this before.
"Le'er, are you here to see your mother? Go in, your mother is awake." Qi Yi quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and patted Xia Lele's head with a smile.
Seeing Xia Lele nodding, he smiled slightly, suddenly grabbed Le'er who was about to push the door in, and whispered: "Don't tell anyone about the scene you just saw, okay?"
"Well, Le'er didn't see anything just now."
"Then, go in."
Hearing two "squeaks", the door opened and closed.
The petals of plum blossoms fell all over the ground. When the breeze blew, the dead and still beautiful flowers fluttered and fell in the places within reach. It was as if there was a shallow layer of flowers there, which was depressing.
The depressing snow was pink and crystal clear, with dew at night, and a faint fragrance drifted in the wind.
Qi Yi walked to the yard and sat down, staring blankly at the stool she often sat on. She bent down and picked up a handful of fallen flowers, and the tiny flowers fell from her fingers.
Looking at the last plum blossom lying in his hand, he sighed silently, and the deepest part of his heart was so soft that it hurt, "Yan Fang, I love you. I have remembered you from the first time I saw you. Second
The first time I saw you, you were engraved in my heart. Every time I meet you, I fall in love with you more. Until now, I can’t erase you from my heart or my mind. I can’t fall in love with another woman again, even now.
From beginning to end, you have been the love in my heart. The six years in Yunshuang City were the most beautiful and happiest six years in my life."
A few falling flowers from the plum tree fell on his shoulders. The gentle wind blew, and a pink flower left his shoulder with reluctance.
"I once thought that we would always live in Yunshuang City, just you, me and Le'er. Until the day when we are all old, I will still be by your side and be able to watch you until the last moment of my life."
"But, I am so selfish. I have always known that you are another person in my heart. Although you are happy in front of others, I know better than anyone that you will secretly cry when you are alone.
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"I know it's time for me to leave. I finally made up my mind to leave. Do you know how much determination I had to make before I was willing to leave? But, you used the fragrance to keep me here, and I couldn't bear to leave."
"I love you so much that I can't bear to leave you. I just want to see you every day. As long as I can see you and see you smiling happily, I will be happy. If I can't see you, I will be uneasy. But eventually
One day, I have to leave and leave your happiness. The only person who can make you happy is him. Therefore, only by leaving will I not become a burden on your heart. Do you know? Yanyan, you have to be good. In this way,
Only then can I make up my mind to leave you. Something happened to my seventh brother, and I know how sad you are. Do you know that seeing you faint is like a sharp knife slicing through my heart. Before I leave, I will definitely let you
All the unstable factors around you have disappeared. So, you promise me not to make yourself sick again, okay?"
The wind seemed to answer for her, gently blowing the last flower in her hand to the ground, where it fell into the pile of flowers and blossomed into its final beauty.
He smiled silently, stretched out his hand and gently placed it where she had sat, and nodded, "If you are well, I will be well. If you are happy, I will be happy."
He stood up and looked at the place where she had been sitting and smiled softly. When he turned around, he was so frightened that he almost fell down on the stool. He immediately stood up calmly and said, "Lin Xin, you... when did you appear behind me?
No sound comes out?"
Lin Xin rolled her eyes at him and sat next to him, "I called you twice, but I don't know what you were doing just looking at the stool. You didn't react at all when I called you."
Qi Yi's eyes froze, then he regained his composure and said with a smile: "You... how long have you been here?"
"I just came here. When I came here, I saw you standing here alone. I don't know what you are doing." Lin Xin pouted dissatisfiedly, but the fingers hidden in his sleeves were tightly held. In his eyes,
Under the gaze, fine beads of sweat were soaked in the palms of her hands. Her eyes were erratic, as if she was dodging.
Seeing that the tension in his eyes had finally relaxed, she looked up at him and asked, "What were you doing here just now? You were so serious. Did you think you were talking to Hua?"
He laughed dryly and said: "Seeing the falling flowers makes me feel a little sad. I just looked at it more seriously, so I didn't hear you calling me."
"Yanyan, is she feeling better?" Qi Yi looked at the flowers in front of him and asked.
"After drinking the medicine, I have fallen asleep now. Le'er is sleeping with her in the room." Lin Xin turned her head and looked at him secretly, and the last flower in her hand fell from her fingers.
After the words fell, both of them remained speechless, with their own emotions tumbling in their hearts. Lin Xin bent down and grabbed a handful of plum blossoms and played with them in his hand, while Qi Yi raised his eyes and looked at the plum blossoms on the branches in front of him.
For a long time, Lin Xin felt that she was about to suffocate in this silence. She stood up and stood in front of him. She suddenly grasped a corner of her clothes with her fingers and bit her lower lip suddenly.
"What’s wrong with you?"
Qi Yi stood with his hands behind his back and looked at Lin Xin in front of him calmly.
"Are you really so speechless when you're with me?" Lin Xin looked at him with a little tear in her eyes, and her fingers that grabbed the clothes were harder, and her fingers turned white.
He did not answer her, but looked at her quietly. Just as he was about to speak, Lin Xin immediately interrupted him, "Stop talking. You will only say something to ask me to leave you. I don't want to listen."
After saying that, Lin Xin quickly walked to his room without giving him a chance to speak.
In the evening breeze, she left in a hurry, her clothes were flying in the wind, and her hair was flying messily, as if her mind was so messed up that she just wanted to hide.
Watching her leave, until she rushed into his room, he sighed and whispered to the wind: "I'm sorry, you will not be happy if you are with me. One day, you will understand."
Lin Xin rushed back to the room and quickly closed the door. Finally, she couldn't help but fall to the ground against the door. It seemed that only the coldness of the ground could bring her a little comfort, and tears flowed down uncontrollably. One drop at a time, her chest fell.
The clothes in front of her were soaked, and there was no light on. The room was dark and quiet, and she could only hear her own cry of failure.
I still wanted to see his figure, so I couldn't help but staggered up from the ground again, and opened the door crack a little. I wanted to see him, just see him. The door crack was too narrow, so I couldn't see his figure.
If you pull it wider, you can't see it, and if you pull it wider, you still can't see it. Until the door is fully opened, the place where he stood in the yard has long since disappeared, leaving only a field of petals.
I couldn't stop my heartache, as if it was the last time I saw him, and my heart ached so much. I ran to where he was standing, picked up a flower that might be lying on his hand, and tears fell down and soaked into the place.
Applying pink, a faint blush stung her eyes.
She heard everything he said. From the beginning when he said he loved Yanyan, she heard everything he said later. She always knew that it would be very difficult to replace Yanyan, and she never thought about it.
To replace Yanyan's place in his heart. She just wanted to be by his side, just like the six years he was willing to be by Yanyan's side, she was willing to stay by his side until she grew old.
Why? Why didn't he even give her this chance?
Unable to stop crying, she squatted on the ground in pain, covering her heart with her hands. She seemed to be in pain there. Even she didn't know whether it was pain or not.
Is the pain numb, or is it the feeling of heartache, the pain has penetrated into the blood, and there is no pain there anymore.
In the yard, under the plum blossom tree, a thin figure was trembling. Finally, he couldn't bear it anymore, so he walked over and patted her back gently.
All the blood in her body stopped flowing at this moment. Lin Xin turned around stiffly and saw Qi Yi through her misty tearful eyes. She wanted to get up, but found that her feet were numb from squatting and she fell down.
On the ground. He stretched out his hand to help her sit on the stool. She suddenly rushed into his arms, wrapped her arms around his waist, and tears finally burst out.
It wasn't until she was tired of crying that Lin Xin suddenly pushed him away, stretched out her hand and wiped it on her face.
"Don't think too much. I just suddenly missed my mother a little bit and that's why I cried like this." Lin Xin raised her head and said firmly. Because she cried for a long time, her eyes seemed to be swollen and made her dry and uncomfortable.
He walked to sit next to her and said softly: "Lin Xin..."
"Don't talk!" Lin Xin immediately interrupted his speech and turned to look at him, "Listen to me."
He looked at her, and her swollen eyes stung his eyes. She suddenly sniffed, stood up and walked away for a few steps, then turned to look at him, "I know what you are going to say. What you are saying is nothing more than
Even those words that don’t want to delay me, but aren’t you the only one who understands my mood best? Don’t say anything else to make me leave you, let alone leave alone, because no matter where you go, I will follow you and pester you.
With you."
"I didn't say I wanted you to leave me." Qi Yi said.
Lin Xin was stunned, her dry eyes hurt, she blinked and looked at him, "You said you won't say you want me to leave you again?"
Qi Yi nodded, stood up, walked to her side, and said with a smile: "Okay, you go back to the room and rest, your eyes are swollen like this."
"It's okay, it's okay." Lin Xin shook her head excitedly and happily, holding onto his arm tightly and looking at him in disbelief, "Is everything you just said true?"
Seeing him nodding again, Lin Xin finally shouted excitedly.
"It's late at night. You should go to bed early and I'll take you back to your room."
Lin Xin blushed slightly and nodded, walking a little awkwardly. Looking at her appearance, Qi Yi sighed softly in his heart, not letting her leave, but he would leave.