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224 Suicide Thoughts

Su Dai's heart finally calmed down. She finally came to the National Temple, but she didn't know if Shen Jizi was still there.

Just as she was thinking this, someone suddenly opened the door and made such a loud noise that she couldn't help but tremble and looked over.

I saw a monk holding a bowl of soup in his hand. When he saw Su Dai waking up, he immediately grinned: "Good girl, I finally woke up!"

That was the magic machine. Su Dai's hands grasped the quilt tightly. Thinking of the kit, she suddenly felt nervous.

Shen Jizi came over, handed over the soup and medicine, and said, "Drink the medicine first."

Su Dai's left hand was weak, so she could only hold it with her right hand. Looking at the dark liquid, she could only drink it while holding her breath, but the bitter taste spread in her mouth in an instant, and she took a sip.

Chills, my God, how could it be so painful?

Yan Wuxue saw her distorted face and quickly gave her a few candied fruits and said, "Eat a little candied fruit, it will not be so bitter."

Su Dai ate it as she was told, but then she handed the porcelain bowl to Yan Wuxue and said, "I have something I want to talk to Shen Jizi alone."

Yan Wuxue was stunned and glanced at Shenjizi, remembering that when he first arrived with Su Dai in his arms, Shenjizi was also very nervous about Su Dai, so he stood up with you and closed the door when he walked out.

Shen Jizi's gaze rested on Su Dai's body, with profound meaning. He sat down leisurely and asked: "But have you seen the brochure?"

A wry smile appeared on Su Dai's lips and she nodded.

"Sure enough, it seems that this is really the time when you are at the end of your rope." Shen Jizi was quite moved. "However, this is also your disaster. There are always many disasters in life. You can't avoid them, you can only bear them."

"But this is not my life!" Su Dai was a little excited, her cheeks flushed, "This body is not mine in the first place."

Shen Jizi stared at her for a while, then the smile on his lips faded and he said, "I know, but you have been living in this body for a long time. Since you are living in this body, you have to bear it."

Su Dai felt weak all over and felt abnormal pain in her shoulders and heart. After a while, she said: "God will not give you a second life in vain. I understand this truth, so it will definitely give me more hardships, but I...

…I don’t want to live in this body anymore…I want to go back.”

She had never thought about her past life so much now. She thought that when she came here, she would just accept the reality and live a good life, but now she discovered that there was a major conspiracy waiting for her.

If this is a test, then she doesn't want to experience it at all. She would rather never have this life.

"Go back?" Shen Jizi suddenly smiled, somewhat mysteriously, "That's okay."

Su Dai raised her head in surprise. Although she had been prepared in her heart, she still couldn't help but tremble when she heard this sentence.

She looked at Shen Jizi and remembered what Shen Jizi had said in the past. This was really possible.

"Can I really go back? You are right, I have died once. In fact, I am not the real Su Dai. I just took over her body and lived with her identity."

Shenjizi listened and curled up his lips: "Haha! This is really novel, but if you want to go back, you need an opportunity. Another thing is that your original physical body will not be destroyed, otherwise you will not have a physical body when you go back."

Su Dai's heart sank, she closed her eyes and said, "So, my physical body must be destroyed."

She has been here for a long time, how could she still preserve her body in modern times?

Shen Jizi also fell into silence. He had no better way. This was going against nature. But it was an accident that Su Dai could live in this body. It seemed that Su Dai matched this body, so

Something went wrong.

"Actually, it's good to be alive. Is there anything you can't solve? Or you can calm down a little, and when you recover, everything will still be fine." Shen Jizi comforted him softly. Su Dai came to see him today, and she would definitely encounter something like this.

What can't be solved?

When Su Dai thought of that day in the palace, she felt a little choked up in her throat. The slight movement of her nose seemed to be blocked by something, and even she could not suppress the sound of crying.

Sheng Feifei didn't want her to be with Wen Yimo, so she planned such a good show with Sheng Ru.

But Sheng Feifei didn't know that Wen Yimo was using tricks against her and she didn't want to stay, but the revelation of that incident really hit her hard.

The pain she suffered today will be returned to Sheng Feifei tenfold in the future.

"Actually...there's nothing I can't bear. I just...can't figure out why it's Su Waner." Su Dai said slowly. There were memories of the past in her mind. Ever since she was a child, Su Waner had really loved Su Dai.

good.

This is like treating a princess. If there is any good thing, Su Dai will always be given a share, and Su Dai will often be summoned to the palace.

At that time, Su Dai only felt that her aunt was very kind to her, thinking that maybe she was like this because she was the only daughter in the family, but she didn't know that there was such a relationship secretly.

When Su Dai first took over this body, she had these memories in her head. In addition, Su Waner treated her well as always, so she got close to Su Waner. When the Su family was in trouble, she only wanted to save Su Waner.

That's all.

This is destined by God and is a sin.

Shen Jizi didn't understand the whole story, so of course he understood what Su Dai was talking about.

But now he could only say softly: "Girl, there is nothing that cannot be solved. If you really want to end your worldly relationship, then you will be a monk just like me."

After saying that, he touched his bald head with a proud look on his face.

Su Dai smiled, but she was a little interested, and said: "I have really considered this, there seems to be nuns in the national temple."

"Yes, yes, then you can stay here with me, but after becoming a nun, you can no longer drink alcohol and eat meat..."

As Shen Jizi was talking, someone suddenly pushed the door open. It was Yan Wuxue. He looked nervous and said loudly: "No! You can't become a monk! What should I do if you become a monk?!"

Su Dai was a little shocked and looked at Yan Wuxue blankly. I bet Yan Wuxue had been eavesdropping outside the door.

"Ah? This is really difficult to handle. It turns out that you owe so many love debts." Shen Jizi looked at her with a very obscure look and shook his head gently.

Su Dai was immediately dumbfounded. How could she say that she owed Yan Wuxue?

She frowned and said, "Uncle Third Master, I'm just talking."

"You can't even talk about it, you can't have such thoughts!" Yan Wuxue came over with a strong momentum, his handsome face was a little distorted.

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