Turning to the side and leaning against the bed, Zhang Zihao said calmly: "Actually, if a person has practiced more, he can withstand more and support more. Although your mentality has been hit,
Yes, people are indeed sad, but after all, it’s not just because he lied to you, and you feel that the relationship you have had for many years is fake? Whether this matter is serious or not is important, it all depends on whether you can bear it.
That's all, when I say you are young, one is that you do look young and beautiful, and the other is that I do think that you are a bit naive and do not have the endurance that someone of your age should have."
Su Rongrong glared at him angrily. When this man said this, she felt that she had lost all face. If possible, she really wanted to go over and slap him a few times, but she was also afraid of being exposed, so she did this
She still leaned on the bed obediently and wrapped the quilt tightly, for fear that this man would take advantage of her. However, because she was not convinced, she said angrily: "Then you think this is not important, what is important, just you."
Bastard, you love someone when you meet them, so of course you just say so."
Zhang Zihao smiled foolishly. He could see that Su Rongrong was embarrassed by what he said. Seeing her shyness, he found it quite interesting. As for this woman, he knew that she also agreed with what he said to some extent.
He's just a tough talker.
But when this mood came, Zhang Zihao also relaxed, so he smiled like a friend: "Tsk, I don't say whether feelings are important or not, I just want to see some feelings, just this noisy feelings,
I really don’t care about it!”
Su Rongrong was stunned for a moment, turned her head and looked at him suspiciously: "What do you mean by that?"
"Nothing." Zhang Zihao responded briskly, and then looked at the woman with a smile. It was really interesting that this little woman was so happy, and then said: "Look at your feelings! I feel that it is true.
It’s not interesting. Just like you, you don’t know the most painful thing about him. He doesn’t know what you want most. Although the two of you are talking and laughing together, isn’t this just a gorgeous appearance?
That’s it? I’m a jerk! I don’t like to play with this kind of emotion, and I think it’s boring.”
"Huh, what are you talking about? It's like you are a great lover, but you are not just a playboy." Su Rongrong pulled the quilt and huddled under the quilt, but this man is quite a man.
It's funny, I'm not afraid of him knowing about my little girly thoughts, and what he said is somewhat reasonable, so after a few words, Su Rongrong's mind is no longer occupied with the sad feelings.
, naturally I feel a little better.
This didn't feel so tit-for-tat anymore. Zhang Zihao also seemed very relaxed. He took out a cigarette, lit it, took two puffs, and then said with a smile: "It's just facts, it's just words."
Su Rongrong took a light sip, and then said with some disdain: "It's just you, then tell me how you view relationships. I would like to ask you, is this how you fall in love with each other?"
"My feelings." Zhang Zihao smiled bitterly. When he talked about this, he fell into deep thought. After thinking about it for a while, he felt as if he had knocked over a five-flavor bottle. Some were bitter, some were sweet, some were sad, and some were missing.
.
After taking a puff of cigarette and relaxing his breath, he said slowly: "My feelings can also be said to be a life-changing friendship."
"A life-changing friendship?" Su Rongrong's eyes widened. She had heard many explanations of relationships. She was also curious if the relationship between a man and a woman could be regarded as a life-changing friendship.
"Yes!" Zhang Zihao didn't wait for her to ask more questions, but responded first. Thinking of the brother, he smiled bitterly, and then continued: "My feelings are not coaxed, nor are they crying like this.
Yes, back then, when my brother saw that I was all alone, he tried his best to help me with everything. Unfortunately, my brother died, and I risked my life. In order to avenge him, I fought with those bastards for several years.
His hands are also covered in blood, and he has killed no one knows how many people."
"And Sister Qing, ever since I saved her for the first time, she has protected me in every possible way. I have no other good qualities, but I am also a person who repays kindness, so those bastards in Country R want to
She was not in a good position, so I rushed over there and killed all those bastards. Over the years, I have killed more than a thousand people. Do you think I like killing people?" After Zhang Zihao finished speaking, he said
Looking at Su Rongrong helplessly, he really didn't know what it was like to talk about these murderous hands.
Su Rongrong shook her head bitterly. She had always thought that Zhang Zihao was a bit romantic, a bit brave, and a bit heroic. He was a murderer.
Devil, she wouldn't even think so to her death, so seeing how sad he said it, she still felt a little helpless and sad.
Zhang Zihao glanced at Su Rongrong and took a breath, and then said: "Actually, the first day I picked up the knife to kill, I was tired. I really didn't want to care about anything or anyone. After doing so much,
The country will only think that I am acting out of loyalty, and the people will not think that I am a hero. On the contrary, many people will laugh at me and say that I am stupid and say that I don’t enjoy a good life and don’t have fun in a good life. But in the eyes of ordinary people,
They will only think that if a brother dies, he will die, and if he takes revenge and cannot survive, he is just a woman. You can just help her, why bother to fight for her? If you die, you will have nothing, it is not worth it, but I
Just be so stupid and keep fighting so hard."
Zhang Zihao took a puff of cigarette, shook his head slightly, and then said bitterly: "If I really die like that, many people will only say that I deserve to die, and I don't know how I will be punished by others for being such a stinky person.
If you throw it into any pit, in the end you may not even have anyone to put incense sticks for you. You may not even have a pit to rest in. You may even be used to feed dogs, haha```You
Do you think I am stupid or funny?"
After hearing what Zhang Zihao said, Su Rongrong was even more speechless. She leaned against the bed and looked at him quietly. She had never thought about those things, and had never encountered those things. When she heard this man say
Come on, she felt sad for him, her eyes were red, and she felt sorry for him even more.
Zhang Zihao sighed, fell down, leaned tightly on the bed, and then continued: "In fact, in the final analysis, I did this just because of friendship. Maybe I don't know how to coax people! I don't know how to tease girls.
I'm happy, but for the people around me, I'm willing to do anything. Maybe I don't understand love, and I can't coax women, but I treat each of them with my heart, unlike you, who are usually laughing and joking.
, but when I encounter problems, I start crying. I don’t think there’s anything good about this kind of love. If you say this is true love, maybe I don’t understand it!”
"Ahem, I have worked hard for these years, I have endured these years, I have been lonely, I have been sad, I have been dissolute, and I have survived it. Maybe it is luck! In the past few years, I have met some women who understand me.
Zhang Zihao said so much and sighed so much in one breath. He had never been like this in so many years. This made his eyes wet. He hadn't shed a tear in many years. Today
My eyes were wet.
Wiping his eyes, Zhang Zihao turned back and glanced at Su Rongrong. Although she was considered an elder, she looked like a little woman. When she saw this embarrassing thing, she felt very embarrassed. She licked her lips.
Then he said with some embarrassment: "Uh~! I'm really not very good at coaxing people, and I'm generally not very good at complaining. It's just what you said, I couldn't help but say a few more words, this and this
``It really made you laugh.
Su Rongrong was slightly stunned. After hearing so much, she also felt that her eyes were wet. She stood up, wiped her eyes, and then muttered: "You bastard, you don't know how to coax people, but you still made me do this."
Is it sad?”
"Uh~! I'm just telling the truth." Zhang Zihao's old face twitched, he was really embarrassed to be made such a fuss by his mother-in-law.