Liu Li's hometown is in a remote southwest area. It takes more than seven hours to get to N province by train, and her home is still in a remote small county. After taking the train, she has to transfer to a car to drive to her home. Speaking of which,
It would only take two or three days to do this for her, but this time would probably be wasted on the road.
Zhang Zihao came out with her early in the morning. The two of them sat on the train for most of the day. As soon as they got off the train, they got on the county bus again. After all this tossing and going, I don't know whether the woman was tired mentally or physically.
Now, Liu Li was a little tired. She leaned against the window of the bus and rested quietly with her head tilted.
Along the way, she didn't talk much, and Zhang Zihao didn't want to disturb her, so the two of them seemed very calm.
After waiting for a while, the car started slowly and left the station, looking at her hometown of Pingnan County along the way.
Although the county town is also remote, the road is not bad, the car ride is relatively flat, and the bumps are not severe. Liu Li rests quite comfortably leaning on the window, while Zhang Zihao is also bored, tilting his head and leaning on the chair to rest.
There were about twenty people in the car, but they didn't talk much. Apart from the roar of the car, there was no other sound.
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Zhang Zihao has not been to the countryside for a long time. The car was driving on the Panshan Highway. Outside, there were rice fields and green spaces. Just looking at this scenery, he smelled a local atmosphere, and he suddenly felt excited.
, and the mood is somewhat comfortable.
However, after riding in the car for a long time, Zhang Zihao was also a little thirsty. He looked for a bottle of water in his bag, opened it and took a few sips. At this time, Liu Li also turned her head.
This woman still looked unhappy, which made Zhang Zihao a little helpless, and he didn't comfort her much along the way. She was in a good mood now, and he also cared about her. Seeing the sad look on her face, he also asked
Said: "What's wrong? What are you worried about?"
"There's nothing to worry about." Liu Li responded softly. The way she spoke seemed to be a little indifferent to Zhang Zihao's concern. Maybe she was in a bad mood! She really seemed a bit indifferent to people.
However, she knew mentally that Zhang Zihao really regarded her as a friend. After thinking about it, she continued: "Actually, I am just very conflicted mentally."
"Contradiction?" Zhang Zihao looked at her suspiciously, and then asked: "What kind of contradiction?"
"Ahem~!" Liu Li sighed slightly, then sat up again and looked at the beautiful scenery outside the window. Perhaps she had a lot of psychological feelings. Looking at the simple working people, her eyes felt a little...
Stunned.
She looked at the scenery outside and muttered: "Actually, I often envy the girls in my hometown. When I get older, I can just find a man and marry, get married, have children, support the family, and live a simple and casual life.
, so many times I also think, why bother about love or not, just find a man and get married, why bother being alone, tired and annoying, and my family is always urging me, but I am a little scared~!"
"Afraid? What are you afraid of?"
"I don't know either." Liu Li replied softly, and at this moment, she finally turned around and looked at Zhang Zihao.
Maybe it was the beginning! Thinking about her own worries, she continued: "I don't know why, I don't dare to trust men. I always feel that there is no one reliable. Even if I want to get married simply, I just don't have peace of mind."
Come down."
"In the past! I always felt that I had a career, achieved success, and everything in life would be fine. But my boyfriend in college used to threaten me when something happened. After being alone for so long, I always felt that
I feel that many men are like that. Maybe when you have everything, they will coax you. When something really happens, you may be the first one to sell. So! I have always been mentally disturbed these years.
I’m very conflicted and don’t know what to do.”
"Actually, that's just what some men do, so why be so afraid." Zhang Zihao also responded calmly.
"I also know it's individual~! It's just that I've seen a lot of people in the past few years. Although many men don't do that, but when you are with a man you don't like, your psychological thoughts are too different. It's so noisy all day long. That's not right.
Are you just as tired?"
Zhang Zihao doesn’t know what to say. It’s true that it would be very awkward to live with someone you don’t like. Maybe the two of them don’t need any earth-shattering love together, but as the saying goes, everyone loves each other and has different personalities.
How can people with different opinions and different ideas live happily together? How can they not quarrel in life?
As for Liu Li, Zhang Zihao also knew that she was independent, knowledgeable, insightful and decisive, and had the style of a strong woman. Although she was not as powerful as Sima Qing, she was indeed very good when paired with an ignorant young man from the countryside.
It's inappropriate, and with those cunning and successful men in society, it's impossible for her to be like this now.
Although it is said that getting married does not require the other party to have any property, appearance, or talent, but a man with her insights and abilities is destined not to be one of those mediocre people.
A little man now.
Helpless, he could only sigh: "Maybe sooner or later there will be something suitable for you! There is no need to worry too much."