In the first days after Hu Feng passed away, Jingyuan was as lifeless as a walking corpse. She saw TV broadcasting their condolences and heroic deeds of the year all day long. She saw millions of wreaths flying, and yellow and white chrysanthemums facing the northern wind.
The snow was swaying between the sky and the earth. Her tears were almost dry, and the food and tea were not fragrant. She just locked herself up and regretted, sad, helpless, and desperate...
It's just that time flies, and three years have passed in the blink of an eye.
Just now, when Jingyuan is slowly coming out of the shadow of the past step by step, and is about to make plans for her future, suddenly today, she miraculously heard that Hu Feng survived and did not die.
The moment she heard the news from Xiao Zhang, her blood was surging and she was trembling with excitement. She didn't even do any research, so she ran towards her home.
When she saw that Hu Feng was really alive as Xiao Zhang said, and appeared in her home alive and well, looking at her with a familiar smile, Jingyuan's whole body felt soft and comfortable, as if she was walking.
The cloud wilderness, comfort, sweetness, excitement, ecstasy... All the joy filled my heart, and I couldn't help myself. I didn't care about being in a public place, so I rushed towards Hu Feng's arms with tears in my eyes...
Of course Hu Feng doesn't know about all the longings and joys in Jingyuan's heart.
At this moment, Jingyuan and Jingyuan were walking slowly on the quiet path. Occasionally, they saw one or two soldiers passing by, but Hu Feng's heart was not as sweet and shy as Jingyuan's. In addition to being frightened, he was still frightened.
Seeing Jingyuan holding her hand tightly and keeping her pretty face on his chest, she didn't want to leave for a moment. She was occasionally intoxicated by her sweet cries. No matter how stupid or stupid Hu Feng was in love, he would have given up on her now.
Jingyuan had thought through her thoughts thoroughly and missed nothing, but she thought of Zhou Yu who was still waiting for her at home.
, thinking of Zhou Yu's attachment to him and his love for Hu Feng, he tightened his heart even more. Although he saw Jingyuan looking at him with a blushing face, he did not dare to act rashly for fear of causing unnecessary trouble, so he could only say awkwardly: "I said
Jingyuan, you...you came out to me now, is there anything important?"
After a pause, Hu Feng was afraid that getting entangled with Jingyuan would be bad for both parties, so he continued: "If you have nothing to do, can we go back after walking this section?"
"Brother Hu..." Jingyuan didn't listen to what Hu Feng said at all. She just kept looking at Hu Feng infatuatedly. The north wind swayed, and the smile on her face was sweet, shy, and charming, and finally turned into a gentle whisper:
"Brother Hu, you know...do you know how hard I have thought about you over the years?" As he said this, thinking that Hu Feng had returned as the king and finally appeared in front of him again, he felt so happy and excited that he couldn't help but flutter.
shed tears
"Jingyuan, please don't cry, okay? Brother Hu didn't know you would miss me, and Brother Hu was also very happy in his heart. I'm glad to see you today!" Hu Feng felt soft when he saw the girl crying, but he thought of home and
A week of rain
Waiting for herself to go back, waiting for herself to become her support and harbor, she finally held back and did not raise her hand to help Jingyuan wipe away her tears. She only said softly: "But Jingyuan, let's go back, okay? The wind is blowing now, quite
cold”
Hu Feng didn't want to stay with Jingyuan for too long, because he was afraid that if he saw Jingyuan and she fell into the old habit of being soft-hearted, he would be out of control.
"Go back?" Jingyuan was stunned, and held Hu Feng's hand even tighter, fearing that Hu Feng would disappear from her side. Her tears were streaming, and her pretty face turned pale for a moment: "You... aren't you excited to see Jingyuan? Aren't you?
Do you hate Jingyuan? Are you... are you still angry with Jingyuan? Why did you say you wanted to go back when we just came out?"
"This...I..." Hu Feng sweated, and when he saw Jingyuan grabbing it with one hand, he hugged him around the waist, and then like Zhou Yu, he buried his head quietly in his arms and said with shame.
: "I... I don't hate you! I never know why I am angry with you. I just feel... I feel..."
"What do you think?!" Jingyuan hugged Hu Feng tightly, with tears in her eyes, and said faintly: "What? Do you feel disgusted when you see me now, so you want to stay away from me?"
"Uh! That's not the case at all." Hu Fenglei was shocked and said softly: "Silly girl, don't think so blindly. How could such a beautiful and kind girl like you make me hate you?!"
"..."
Hu Feng originally wanted to comfort Jingyuan, but unexpectedly, Jingyuan's expression suddenly changed, and she suddenly let go of Hu Feng's arms, then left Hu Feng's arms, and said sadly: "Stop talking, it depends on your attitude.
You're angry with me
!That’s right. I was angry with you back then, and I ignored you when I went to the apartment. You must have hated me so much. If you want to leave, then you should leave! I...I...just let myself
It’s better to be sad alone!”
After saying that, he turned around, as if he really no longer wanted to force Hu Feng.
"..." Seeing this situation, Hu Feng sighed silently, but he couldn't leave. He knew that Jingyuan must be feeling very uncomfortable. After hesitating, he took the initiative to hold Jingyuan's body. He just wanted to comfort Jingyuan quietly.
Didn't think about it
When they were pulled away, Jingyuan hugged Hu Feng fiercely again. After all, she was reluctant to let Hu Feng leave. Tears were streaming down her face and she begged: "Brother Hu, please don't leave? I...I really
I can’t bear to let you go!”
"Why……"
Hu Feng's heart gradually softened again. Seeing Jingyuan's sad expression, his heart ached. He didn't know when this girl fell in love with him. But at the moment, he was in debt and had no time to care about him. He could only stroke Jingyuan's hair and said sadly.
: "Jingyuan, actually, Brother Hu feels so sad when he sees you so sad, but...but do you know? It is impossible for us to be together after all."
"What?!" After hearing Hu Feng's words, Jingyuan suddenly raised her head, her face was indescribably pale and bloodless: "Why... why?"
"Hey! Brother Hu has a girlfriend now. I swear, as long as she treats me well in this life, I will never leave her and stay with her forever!" When I said this, I thought of Zhou.
Yu's attachment and love for her caused infinite tenderness to surge up in her chest, and she couldn't help but be in a daze. What dangled in front of her eyes was Zhou Yu's delicate and beautiful smile...
"Is...is that so?" When Jingyuan heard Hu Feng's words, her face became even paler, her red lips trembled, she gritted her teeth and said, "Could it be that...do you really love your girlfriend that much? Do you
Are you willing to see me cry so heartbroken for you that your heart is broken?"
"This..." Hu Feng looked at Jingyuan's sadness and was speechless. He couldn't help but lower his head quietly.