Shen Lin undoubtedly suffered another huge blow, which made her almost give up on Chen Feng.
But she has not implemented the plan she had discussed with Tang Yue before. If the plan succeeds, she still has some opportunities to get back together with Chen Feng.
After all, she and Chen Feng have been together for seven or eight years, so there must be a basis for their relationship.
So, after stopping at the third red light, Shen Lin said, "You'd better take me home directly. It's already a little late, and I don't want to go there and drive back."
Chen Feng had no objection to this, he just said "OK", turned at the next intersection, and drove towards the community where they had lived for several years.
Ten minutes later, the car arrived at the gate of the community.
In the past, there was an old security guard in his 50s or 60s at this gate, who was responsible for raising the landing pole and stopping incoming vehicles. But now the landing pole is gone. The original community gate was an old-fashioned double-opening large iron gate. , Chen Feng had one when he came here last year, but it is gone now.
Vehicles can freely enter and exit this community without any obstruction.
In this way, it is convenient for residents in the community, but it is also convenient for people who are not from this community to come here.
The car drove directly to the downstairs of the unit, and Shen Lin invited her: "Come up and have a seat, have a glass of water before leaving."
Chen Feng immediately refused: "No, I have something to do when I go back."
Shen Linxin said: What can happen to you? Are you going back to watch TV with those two women?
"Are you so afraid of me now? Even if I ask you to go up and sit down, you won't dare?"
Shen Lin deliberately provoked the general.
Chen Feng turned to look at her and said helplessly: "Stop trying to play tricks on me. Didn't you listen to what I said before?"
After Shen Lin was stunned for a while, she sighed and said: "Of course I heard it. It's just that you and I are a couple after all, and we have been together for seven or eight years. You treat me the same way we did back then." Don’t you miss this relationship at all?”
Chen Feng shook his head and said, "I've made it clear to you what needs to be said. Let the past go, why should we keep it in mind? We must live in the present and look forward."
Shen Lin said angrily: "Of course you can say that now, if you get rich after getting divorced, you can change women every day, but what about me? Do you think it's fair to me? I chose you when you were not at all rich. , married you without any regrets, and almost severed ties with my parents because of this. In the end, what did I get in exchange? In exchange for a divorce certificate. I was abandoned by you, you don’t want me anymore, do you have any Have you thought about how I feel?"
Chen Feng was really hard to refute what she said.
Shen Lin chose him when he was very poor and spent the most ordinary time in his life with her. Although she failed to stay with him in the last two years before the divorce and often gave him cold treatment. Violent, but there is no doubt that she spent her best youth for him.
But then again, didn't he also devote his best years to her? And he also invested a lot of emotion and energy in her, but in the end she failed to hold on to their relationship.
In the end, the two ended up divorcing. Chen Feng was at fault, but she was obviously at fault too.
Of course, it was Chen Feng who initiated the divorce after all. Chen Feng must bear at least 70% of the responsibility for the divorce.
"Divorce is uncomfortable for both of us, and I didn't mean to abandon you at that time. With my condition and state at that time, what qualifications do you think I have to abandon you? I just don't want to drag you down."
Chen Feng's defense somewhat relieved her, but she still had a lot of resentment in her heart. She took advantage of this opportunity to continue: "That's nice to say, why are you dragging me down? I think you are.
You are tired of me and want to be alone and free."
Chen Feng couldn't talk about the fact that he was terminally ill. He just said: "I was like that at that time, with a monthly salary of three thousand yuan, wasn't it a drag on you?"
"I never thought that you would be a drag on me. Besides, you had hands and feet at the time, and you were in good health. Although your work was a bit poor, and I complained about your low salary, I did say that you were a drag on me and that I disliked you.
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Chen Fengxin said: It's strange that you don't dislike me.
However, given his state at that time, it was normal for her to dislike him. He himself even disliked himself at the time.
"It makes no sense to say this now..."
"It makes sense." Shen Lin interrupted him firmly, "We haven't had a good conversation since our divorce. Taking this opportunity, I want to make it clear to you once. Let me ask you, when did you
Why do you want to divorce me? Do you suspect that I was having an affair with that Yuan Dawei at that time? Or some other reason?"
Chen Feng immediately shook his head and said: "I basically don't inquire about your work unit. How did I know that Yuan Dawei had evil intentions towards you at that time? Even if I knew, I definitely didn't believe that you had anything to do with him.
As for why I want a divorce, I have just said that one is that I don’t want to drag you down, and the other is that I am tired of the endless cold war with you. If this continues, I will go crazy, and I will definitely be a pain in the ass for you.
It’s a deep torture. So, it’s better to get divorced and still be free from each other.”
Shen Lin took a deep breath, resisting the urge to cry, and said with a slightly choked voice: "You are free, but what about me? I'm just suffering even more."
Chen Feng frowned and said, "Why are you suffering? When we got divorced, you agreed without much hesitation."
"You have proposed divorce so clearly, how can I disagree? And I said at the time that if I gave you another chance, I clearly didn't want to divorce you, but you refused, can you blame me?" Shen Lin
The tears finally flowed down.
When Chen Feng saw this, he was not in a good mood.
As Shen Lin said, after all, the two have been together for seven or eight years, so it is certainly impossible not to have feelings for each other.
This is the deep-seated reason why Chen Feng tries not to meet her. One is that he feels he owes her, and the other is that he is afraid that after meeting, he will "get emotional" or lose control of himself, and then something will happen to her.
Neither of these is what Chen Feng wants.
"Okay, I admit that the main responsibility for the divorce lies with me. Is that okay?"
Chen Feng didn't want to argue with her on this issue.
Shen Lin took out a tissue from her handbag, wiped her tears, took a deep breath and said, "Originally, the main responsibility was on you. At that time, if you could cheer up and work hard to make progress, I would have done that Will I have a cold war with you if I'm angry? If only you could have a better temper and take the initiative to soften up and say nice things to me, I wouldn't have a cold war with you for so long."
Chen Feng also said with some emotion: "Both of us are quite stubborn, a little arrogant in our bones, and neither of us will give in, so it's really not suitable for us to be a couple."
"If it wasn't appropriate, why did you stay with me for more than seven years? If you hadn't been unhappy at work and unmotivated, would I have lost my temper and had a cold war with you?"
"Okay, I've already admitted that the main responsibility lies with me, so don't be stubborn. What's the point of talking about it now? You'd better get off the car and go upstairs to rest early. Remember, we have to trade houses tomorrow afternoon. Should you draw up the contract, or should I help you draw it up?"
When it came to the matter of the house, Shen Lin's attention was diverted and she said: "I will draw up the plan. I will print it out directly at the work and go through the transfer procedures in the afternoon."
"Okay, then get off the car and have a rest early."
"Are you so eager to drive me out of the car?" Shen Lin asked dissatisfiedly.
Chen Feng said calmly: "Don't you think it's embarrassing for us to talk about the past now?"
Shen Lin shook her head and said: "I don't think so. I just want to have a frank talk with you and clarify our previous matters. So, I hope you will come upstairs with me and go home and have a good talk."
"What happened in the past that we can't discuss clearly?" Chen Feng asked.
"For example, why were you so decadent and self-defeating at that time? I have never been able to figure it out. I know that your work was not going well at the time and you were suppressed by your boss, but it didn't make you so depressed? The you I knew before were always full of fighting spirit. "
"At that time, I mainly felt that I was trapped in a shoal and was being tricked, and that I could not put my talents to use. In addition, I was bound by the broken contract and could not resign, otherwise I would have to pay a large amount of liquidated damages. At least at that time, I personally was paid I couldn’t come out. So, I was like that at that time. In addition, I feel that the bad luck and bad luck in those years made my mental state very bad."
Shen Lin looked at Chen Feng with complicated eyes and asked, "Why didn't you tell me about the contract?"
"What's the use of telling you? Instead, you have one more person to worry about."
Shen Lin was silent.
Seeing this, Chen Feng urged again: "Okay? Get out of the car quickly."
"I don't."
Shen Lin suddenly spoke in a coquettish manner, which made Chen Feng feel excited all over.
Shen Lin looks cold and arrogant on the surface, but mainly towards others. When it comes to him, in private between the two of them, she will occasionally act coquettishly towards him.
Especially in the early years when their relationship was relatively good, Chen Feng couldn't stand it if she acted like a spoiled child.
But in the two or three years before the divorce, Shen Lin almost never acted coquettishly in front of him.
Now she suddenly came like this again. Even though it had been at least three or four years, Chen Feng still felt his body go numb as if it was a conditioned reflex, and he couldn't help but shudder.
Some physical habits are really hard to change!
"Then what else do you want to tell me?"
Chen Feng suddenly lost his temper when speaking.
"I want you to sit upstairs with me and chat with me for a while. This is your home after all, don't you want to go up and have a look again?"
After Shen Lin finished speaking, she looked at him expectantly.
Chen Feng immediately shook his head: "Shen Lin, please stop playing with me. I've told you so clearly before, do you still want to rekindle our old relationship? Besides, even if our old relationship rekindles, I won't I won’t get back together with you. I’m going to tell you something ugly about this first. In addition, it’s impossible for me to stop dating other women after I get along with you. This is impossible. So, are you right? Do I never forget it?"
Chen Feng's words were very straightforward and even a bit explicit. Shen Lin's expression changed after hearing this. Finally, she sighed and said, "Okay, although you are very shameless in what you say, I know that you really want to I'm fine, I don't want to hurt me anymore..."
"Don't think too much." Chen Feng interrupted her, "I just don't want to get emotionally entangled with you. Since we are divorced, we shouldn't show too closeness."
Shen Lin sighed softly and said, "In the final analysis, you dislike me."
Chen Feng wanted to say: Yes, I dislike you.
But Chen Feng obviously couldn't really say that.
"Shen Lin, you are just an ordinary friend of mine now. There is nothing to say whether I dislike you or not." Chen Feng looked serious.
Shen Lin looked at Chen Feng with a faint look and asked, "If I am willing to be your woman, will you accept it?"
Chen Feng immediately shook his head and refused: "Don't be joking. You are my ex-wife, and I can't really treat you together with other women."
Although Chen Feng refused, his words made Shen Lin very happy. Her status in Chen Feng's heart was indeed different from other women.
"I'm serious, you must answer my question." Shen Lin stared at Chen Feng stubbornly.
Chen Feng just hesitated for a moment and then said: "Since you are willing, why should I not be willing? But I know that you cannot be this kind of woman."
"I happen to be this kind of woman. Since several of your other women can do it, of course I can do it too, or even do it better than them."
Chen Feng stared at her for a while, making her feel a little embarrassed, and then said: "Let's talk about this later. You are just impulsive and unbalanced now. Get out of the car quickly, I really have to leave."
Seeing this, Shen Lin knew that if she continued to talk to Chen Feng reluctantly, it would only make Chen Feng angry and bored with her.
"Okay then, just take me up and deliver it to your door. That's alright, right?"
When Chen Feng heard what she said, he got out of the car without saying anything.
Seeing this, Shen Lin could only smile helplessly and got out of the car.
Chen Feng led the way, and Shen Lin soon arrived at the door of her house.
Shen Lin took out the key and opened the door, turned to look at Chen Feng: "Are you really not going to come in and sit down?"
"I'm not going to sit down anymore. You can go in."
After saying that, Chen Feng waved his hand towards her, then turned around and left.
After Shen Lin stayed for a while, she reluctantly opened the door and entered her home.
This small home with Chen Feng left her with too many beautiful memories.
She is reluctant to leave here, but the reality is that the living environment here is constantly deteriorating. She lives here as a single woman, which poses great safety risks. Of course she does not want to have an accident on her own, after all, her life is her own.
In addition, if Chen Feng takes over this house, he will have a certain financial bond with her.
Chen Feng wanted to kick her away and kick her clean, but that was impossible.
…
When Chen Feng returned to Zijinyuan's home, the two girls seemed to be watching TV in the living room, but in fact they were counting the time.
They were quite happy when they saw that Chen Feng was back within an hour.
This shows that nothing happened between Chen Feng and Shen Lin, and there is no sign of rekindling the old relationship.
Knowing this is the most important thing for these two women.
After all, Chen Feng's behavior shows that he respects them more.
Otherwise, they would be really upset if they stayed up all night.