In Chen Feng's view, Shen Lin certainly wanted to remarry him.
But Chen Feng was destined to be unable to help her realize her wish.
Considering her depression condition and the love debt he owed her, Chen Feng could only try his best not to irritate her and cooperate with her as much as possible to make her think that she had really gotten back together with him.
Perhaps because of this, she gradually began to have some unrealistic ideas, such as remarrying him and returning to the time when they were in love and married.
But Chen Feng himself knew that Chen Feng would never be able to satisfy her in this life.
He has already broken free from the marriage prison he weaved with her. Unless there is something wrong with his brain, it is impossible to jump in again.
"You want to remarry me, don't you?"
Chen Feng finally asked.
Shen Lin's face froze slightly, but she quickly reacted, nodded slightly and said: "I want to remarry you, but I know it is almost impossible for you. Therefore, after getting back together with you this time, , I have already recognized the reality and no longer have the extravagant hope of remarrying you."
This time it was Chen Feng's turn to be surprised. After being stunned for a while, he asked with some disbelief: "You really think so? Don't you expect to remarry me?"
Shen Lin nodded with certainty: "Of course. Although I also want to remarry you and let our lives return to the time when we were loving before, but I know this is impossible. We have loved each other, but we have also tortured each other, and we have also tortured each other. There has been a misunderstanding. I know that after our divorce, everything can never go back to the past. You are now worth hundreds of millions, surrounded by beauties, and some younger and more beautiful women are surrounding you, fawning over you. How can I be so virtuous and capable? Want you to love only me again and remarry me? So, I have long recognized the reality. What I want now is to be with you. I don’t ask you to remarry me, but at least give me a partner. identity of."
Partner? This can be interpreted in many ways. Wife and girlfriend can both be called partners.
Of course, if you are a lover, you can barely call yourself a partner.
Chen Feng did not call her true on this title. He just sighed and said: "Why are you doing this? You used to be my wife and I was your husband. Now if you just be my lover , don’t you think the psychological gap is huge and unfair to you?”
Shen Lin laughed at herself and said: "In the past, I was definitely not willing to just be your nameless woman, but after communicating openly with you last time, I figured it out. Life is short, no matter what, at least I am very good. I like the feeling of being with you. I don’t want to be apart from you forever, and I don’t want to have no trace of you in my life.”
The fact is that Shen Lin knew that he was terminally ill, and her heart was full of guilt and reluctance for him. She wanted to make up for him and accompany him as much as possible during his lifetime, and accompany him on the last journey of his life.
In addition, she also wanted to leave a child for Chen Feng that belonged to the two of them. In this way, it was not in vain that the two had been in love for so many years and that they were a couple in the first place.
Of course she was embarrassed to express this idea directly to Chen Feng.
She wanted to take it step by step, first restoring a real relationship between man and woman with Chen Feng.
It's a pity that she just made an affectionate move towards Chen Feng, but Chen Feng was very sensitive and rejected her directly, and even said such unintelligible flirtatious words.
After hearing what she said, Chen Feng didn't feel much complacency or joy in his heart. Instead, he felt a little uncomfortable. He sighed softly and said: "Linlin, you don't have to wrong yourself, let alone give in to me because of so-called love. I know you. Shen Lin has always been a very proud woman of the new era, independent and self-reliant, and will never compromise for a scumbag like me."
Shen Lin smiled softly and said, "Don't always call yourself a scumbag. You are a bit more romantic now, but you are still not a scumbag. At most, you are a lecher."
His ex-wife suddenly became so gentle, considerate, and considerate, which made Chen Feng feel a little at a loss.
"Chen Feng, let's start over. I don't ask you to remarry me, but I ask you to still love me and have my place."
As she spoke, Shen Lin slowly stepped forward and stood in front of Chen Feng, almost close to Chen Feng's body. Her pretty jade-like face was slightly raised, her eyes were as clear as water, and she looked at Chen Feng with affection.
Chen Feng smelled the familiar fragrance emanating from her body again, and his throat was slightly dry. He moved his eyes away from her bright red lips with some difficulty, and said as calmly as possible: "Linlin, I think you should be more careful. Think it over carefully before making a decision. We are still resuming our relationship. Are you really mentally prepared to just be my lover? Are you really willing to just be me, a woman with no name or status? Besides, if I were to be my lover in the future Can you feel balanced about marrying another woman? Can you be willing to do so?"
Chen Feng's words were like pouring cold water on her. Under normal circumstances, when a woman hears his words, even the highest enthusiasm in her heart will be extinguished.
But these are clearly not normal circumstances.
Shen Lin knew that he was terminally ill, knew that he could die at any time, and knew that after Chen Feng was diagnosed with cancer, he chose to divorce her because he did not want to drag her down. She knew that Chen Feng had sacrificed a lot for her.
Therefore, in the face of life and death, nothing else matters.
Shen Lin now only wants to compensate Chen Feng and want him to live happily and comfortably in the remaining days. It's that simple.
"If you marry another woman, I will definitely be a little unhappy and unwilling, but I will not question you like a shrew, I will only silently bless you and hope you can be happy. Even if you arrive If you need to break up with me, I will fully respect your wishes and leave silently."
Chen Feng was a little moved by what he said. He really thought about him wholeheartedly.
If Shen Lin had been so reasonable before and considered him wholeheartedly, would the next two years of marriage have turned into such a miserable situation?
"I don't even know what to say when you think about me so suddenly? Can you tell me why you are suddenly so... so reasonable now?" Chen Feng asked the doubts in his heart.
Of course Shen Lin couldn't tell the truth and say that I already knew that you had a terminal illness and would die at any time, so that's why I was so tolerant of you.
Shen Lin just smiled and said with affection in her eyes: "We have known each other for so many years. In fact, I fell in love with you at first sight from the first moment I saw you. Later, I tried every means to make you chase me. , falling in love and getting married, this is all my plan for you. Although there were twists and turns and even unpleasantness after our marriage, it could not change the fact that I have always loved you.
Especially after the divorce, I went on many blind dates and met many outstanding men, but I couldn't fall in love with them anymore. I still have you in my heart. Believe it or not, even if you are poor now , I will still love you and want to be with you. This is the fate of both of us, and I don’t want to escape."
Shen Lin's words of affectionate confession made Chen Feng feel numb all over. He wanted to believe that what she said was true, but his reason told him that he should only believe half of it at most.
Especially when she said that if he was in poverty now, she would still want to be with him. How is this possible?
This may work to deceive a young boy of fifteen or sixteen, but he is now a divorced man in his thirties, so it would be too naive to believe such words.
You are so poor that even your biological parents may despise you, let alone your ex-wife who divorced you?
Therefore, Chen Feng believed at most half of Shen Lin's words. The previous part about the two falling in love and getting married was true. She had indeed fallen in love with him at first sight, and contacted him in various ways to lure him to pursue her.
After the divorce, no one she liked on blind dates was because she had him as her ex-husband for comparison and reference. Of course, it was difficult for her to like other men.
Because he is recognized as a handsome guy with a score of 90 or above, and later he became rich and has a net worth of hundreds of millions. How can ordinary men compare to him?
"Okay, I understand. Thank you for your deep love for me. This makes me very stressed."
Chen Feng looked at her calmly.
"Don't put any pressure on me, because these are all my wishes. Now I just want to be a male and female couple with you again, at least as a couple again. I hope you can satisfy my wish."
As Shen Lin said that, one hand had already touched his chest.
Chen Feng subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab her hand, and breathed out softly and said: "I don't want to think about it yet, it's not okay yet. Linlin, you are different from other women, you are my ex-wife. I am not ready yet." good."
Chen Feng was very direct in his speech. The two of them were also so direct two years ago after their divorce. However, for some unknown reason, the two of them hid something in their hearts and did not say it out loud.
"Then when will you be ready?" Shen Lin looked at him with a hint of resentment, "I've already said that I don't ask to remarry you. I just want you to give me the position I deserve. I want to remarry." Be your woman. If you can accept other women, can’t you accept me again?”
Chen Feng could only say helplessly: "Give me some more time. I'm really not mentally prepared yet. You are different from other women. I told you that you are my ex-wife."
Shen Lin still liked hearing this, so she smiled generously and said, "Okay, I'll give you some more time, but I don't want to wait too long. Can a week be okay?"
Chen Feng was speechless, but in the end he nodded slightly and said, "Okay, I will think about it within a week."
Shen Lin said angrily: "Do you still need to consider this? I don't want you to be responsible anymore. I only ask for a chance to get back together with you. I don't ask for status or remarriage. Can't you accept this? I If you are not afraid of a woman, I don’t know what worries and fears you have as a man. This is not like you at all."
Chen Feng was left speechless. He was indeed worried and scared. The reason was that the previous marriage between the two, especially the suffocating marriage life in the last two years, still makes him frightened when he thinks about it, and he never wants to dream about it again.
Therefore, when he was asked to "get back together" with his ex-wife Shen Lin, even though she said she did not ask for remarriage or status, he still had a psychological shadow and could not make a move or talk for a while.
This cannot mean that Shen Lin is unattractive to him, the fact is exactly the opposite.
Shen Lin, his ex-wife, is still very attractive to him. Although he is dating several women now, many of whom are younger and more beautiful than Shen Lin, this does not mean that they are more attractive and charming than Shen Lin. .
The bonus of being an ex-wife alone is something that other women cannot compare with.
Many divorced men, even if they face a hundred dissatisfaction with their ex-wives, as long as their ex-wives are not ugly, or they did not want to kill her during the divorce, if they have the opportunity to have sex with their ex-wives again, seven or eight out of ten will still I won't be able to hold it.
This is the bonus effect of the status of the ex-wife. Many divorced men have special complexes and feelings for their ex-wives.
Chen Feng didn't have such special complex and feelings before, but since he pretended to start dating Shen Lin again, this complex began to appear involuntarily.
That is to say, he has good determination, coupled with the psychological shadow caused by suffocating his married life, otherwise, how could he still be hesitant and dare not take action now?
When Shen Lin saw that Chen Feng had nothing to say, she deliberately provoked: "Chen Feng, don't let me look down on you. You have sex with other women just because you talk to them. Why don't you dare to have sex with me?"
Of course Chen Feng knew that this was a provocation method, so he gave her an annoyed look, then suddenly reached out and pulled her over, and slapped her on the butt, not too hard but not too light either.
Shen Lin didn't expect Chen Feng to come out of nowhere. After being stunned for a while, she yelled "Ah".
"Okay, you plotted against me step by step, do you think I can't tell?" Chen Feng regained his strength and joked with a smile, "You want to sleep with me now, but I won't let you succeed so easily. I can't sleep. Go to sleep, I have all the initiative, just wait obediently."
The reason for Chen Feng's sudden change in attitude was very simple, because he discovered that Shen Lin had been scheming and tricking him. After he suddenly realized this, he certainly didn't want to be led by her.
He is no longer the stupid and passionate young man that he was back then. She finally captured this handsome guy in the image of her prey.
Besides, as a grown man, he was pressed harder and harder by a woman like her, and in the end he was even at a loss. It was really embarrassing to tell him.
In addition, as she said, since she is not afraid or worried, what does he, a grown man, have to worry about? As for those psychological shadows from back then, they can be eliminated quickly as long as they are willing to eliminate them.
Anyway, he is now blessed with good fortune and good luck, so he should not disappoint God's care for him, enjoy himself in time, and do what he wants to do. As long as he does not break the law, discipline, or violate conscience and morality, there is nothing he cannot do.
When you open your mind and think about things, everything in this world is nothing.
Shen Lin was certainly surprised by Chen Feng's sudden change of attitude, but she was even more delighted. She blushed and said with a smile: "Okay, then I'll wait for you. But I hope you won't make me wait in the next few days." too long."
Chen Feng reached out and touched her smooth face with a natural expression, nodded with a smile and said, "Don't worry, I won't keep you waiting for too long." ()