"Why?" This is what she has always wanted to know. If his Xiye likes her, why doesn't he want her?
"Because... you are as sacred as a goddess in my heart. Although you have many shortcomings... you have a bad temper... you are unfeminine... and you often bully me... but I just like you like this. It's just...
When I was fifteen years old..." Xiye told her his past bit by bit. She was the only woman he told her personally.
"Xiye..." He had such a painful past, why didn't she know anything about it and still forced him to follow her again and again...
"You know all this, will you still... like me like before? Haha..." Xiye suddenly left her body and sat sideways on the back seat, tears sliding down her face from time to time...
"Xiye..." She didn't know what to say, but she felt very distressed and wanted to protect him.
"If you can't accept it, don't break into my world again!" Xiye said lightly, her eyes full of confusion, like...a lost prince, with an empty heart that needs someone to fill it.
"Xiye, don't be like this. I like you... I always have, but... Mianmian is no longer clean and is not worthy of Xiye..." She cried and was at a loss, holding Xiye's back.
is crying
"Then, what do you want me to do!? Give up on you?" Xiye looked out the window coldly. Why did the sky suddenly turn into black and white? It was as heavy as his current mood.
"I don't know, I don't know..." She cried harder and hugged her harder. She didn't want to let him go just like that, not at all...
"Tears can't solve anything. Let's end it like this. Go find the man who fell in love with you, haha..." After Xiye finished speaking, she slowly opened her hand.
"No! Don't! Don't!!! It's you I love, it's Xiye... It's always been Xiye, please... don't leave me..." Ruan Mianmian pulled her hair crazily and cried harder.
, eyes are red and swollen
"Do you know what you look like now?" Xiye's heart tugged hard, throbbing with pain...
"..."
"Like a prostitute! Looking like those disgusting women makes me sick to my stomach and makes me want to vomit... I wish you were dead! I hate that you broke into my world and stole my heart so easily, and then you were so free and easy.
Go to bed with other men and leave me alone, I don’t know what to do..."
"I hate you!"
"hate you!!"
"Hate you!!! I never want to see you again!!!" Xiye almost roared. After yelling at her so fiercely, she didn't have any extra strength left in her body, and she felt as if she was going to die from exhaustion.
, slowly close your eyes...
The surrounding scenery slowly turned into black and white, and then it became blurry and he couldn't see what it was...
Finally, it disappeared from his mind bit by bit, and he only heard someone calling his name desperately, the two words he was familiar with: Xiye
Ruan Mianmian, I love you, it hurts so much, what should I do, it really hurts here...