The song ended. It turned out to be so uncomfortable and unbearable. It turned out that he still overestimated himself.
In fact, I love you very much, but it still stops where you are.
He knew that the wind in her heart would not blow on him, just like him. She knew that she had remembered another person in her heart, and that person's name was,
Atobe Keigo
He never asked anything about her. He didn't know whether it was him or her who was the stubborn one. However, after going back and forth, it turned out that he still let her know, let her know his feelings, and...
have his love
Sitting back on the lounge chair, they were still sitting together. Sanada just raised his eyebrows and looked at the two of them lightly, but said nothing more. He knew that there were some things that he could not intervene in, nor could he change.
It seems like there is nothing he can do to help him
Yukimura will be another kind of problem for you. How do you deal with it and how do you face it? As smart as you are, maybe this time you can’t predict the outcome.
Standing up, he walked into the court again, and it was another round of almost crazy games. His own tennis practice, Yukimura, was exactly the same as what he saw in the hospital.
It hurts, but you still smile
"Otowa, today's tea is delicious," Seiichi Yukimura held the cup in his hand, smiling as he talked to her as usual. He knew that at this time, she might not know how to face him.
Then let him take the initiative
Seeing his gentle smile, Otoyu pursed his lips slightly. The bottom of the cup in his hand was semi-transparent. Several petals of wild chrysanthemums were floating in the water, with a hint of yellowish color, and fell lightly into the cup.
, dyed all the contents in the cup, there is also a slight light yellow color
Like the petals of a sunflower, guarded happiness, silent love
Jingshi, do you want this too?
She raised her face and smiled at him, but her smile was a bit stiff at times. She didn't know what else to do besides smile. "This is a wild chrysanthemum," she pointed to the cup in his hand.
The voice is a little choked
"I bought it last time..." Yukimura Seiichi said softly, with a faint response, but his voice seemed to have lost its color. Returning to such a past, there was endless confusion.
"Yes," Yinyu nodded, "There is rock sugar in it, which can clear away heat and reduce inflammation." Her voice sounded much normal this time.
Yukimura Seiichi sighed softly and drank the water in the cup. However, why is rock sugar so bitter?
It was a very abnormal atmosphere. Even Kirihara, who usually just rushed forward without caring about anything, felt it, and he became much better behaved.
"Well, it looks like there's trouble," Liu Ren'er leaned on the rest chair and looked through his notebook. Such things really made people worried.
Is the entanglement between these people about to begin?
He couldn't help but jot down a few points, but they were useless to him. The information on Yukimura Seiichi was still lacking, and could usually be called 0.
After school, going home, something repeated every day, the two of them still walked together, but they talked a lot less, as if they were avoiding something. It wasn't until they reached the villa that Yukimura Seiichi stopped.
"Go in," the voice was still as gentle as water, and the slightest hint of sadness penetrated her heart.
"Well," it seems that she can't say anything except nodding now? She can't say it, and she can't say it.
Yukimura Seiichi smiled slightly and turned around. That kind of back view made her eyes slightly sore. That somewhat lonely figure
"Jingshi," she suddenly called him
What? The young man turned around, his clear smile stained the purity of the sky. Such a clean smile made her heart prick hard, causing a sharp pain.
"Be careful on the way." She clenched her schoolbag tightly, took a deep breath, and finally spoke.
"Okay," he said with a faint smile. He turned his head again. There was some melancholy in his eyes that could not be erased. It kept lingering in his eyes, but she did not see it.
It wasn't until that figure could no longer be seen that she turned around and looked at the villa in front of her. She suddenly raised her head and saw that a lot of clouds were gathering in the sky in the distance. If she looked closely, the setting sun was like blood.
When she walked in, the maid was already standing at the door waiting for her. When she saw her, she still smiled like that, which made her feel a little warm.
I haven’t seen you for two days, but this place is still spotless, which shows that they are still working as hard as they are.
"Miss Saya, what are you going to have for dinner?" the maid Kazuko asked her with a smile.
Otoyu slowly came back to her senses, then looked at her, thought for a while, and then said, I want to eat Chinese food. In fact, she really didn't have much taste, but she really couldn't refuse Kazuko.
Moreover, for the sake of her health, she must eat some
"Okay, I'll be ready in a minute." Please wait a moment. Hezi bent down and said respectfully, turned around and walked towards the kitchen.
Otoyu walked back to his room and put his schoolbag on the table. The room was warmer than the warmth in the hall.
Sitting on a chair, the sun-proof curtains hanging on the window blocked all light sources. She lowered her eyes lightly, and when she blinked slightly, a butterfly seemed to be flying out of nowhere, with a hint of drunken confusion.
What happened today was so sudden that she regretted going so far as to hear the conversation between them and break the peaceful atmosphere. However, on the other hand, she was also a little lucky that Yukimura Seiichi was so restrained.
Man, if he didn't say anything, maybe her guess would never be established.
That's fine. If you know, you understand, then there will be less guessing about many things, which is good for him and her.
Maybe they can't go back to the past, but it may not be better to go back to the past
After unpacking her schoolbag, she took out the notebook in the bag, the notebook filled with Keigo's handwriting. She lightly scratched the surface with her fingers. She picked up the notebook and put it against her cheek. There was a faint smell of books, and some
cold feeling
Keigo, what do you think I should do? What should I do?
Yukimura Seiichi was very kind to her, she knew it, she knew it from the first day, but it was too late, her heart had already been engraved with another person's name, and when she opened her eyes and closed them, they were all his shadow
, she knows what her feelings are and what she wants. Even if that person doesn't like her, she is still so stubborn, just like Zeng Jin, she is constantly giving up her feelings, everything.
It's neither his fault nor Fujiwara's fault, so whose fault is it?
No one stipulates that if I love you, you must love me. Turning to the first page of her memory, she clearly remembered the gorgeous and beautiful smile on his face. He gave so much.
Warmth, meeting him is the most beautiful embellishment in her life
And he just doesn't love her
People often say that the best way to forget a relationship is to start a new relationship. However, is a relationship like this really fair?
Jingshi is a very good person. He is so good that people can't bear to hurt him. She doesn't want to accept him when she has someone else in her heart. This kind of behavior is really hurtful to him. Yes, she
It's not him who can't make decisions for him, but how long will it take for her to forget that person, one year, two years, or 10 years?
Jingshi, that boy is only 15 years old, does he still have to endure so much?
Also, she really wanted to remember the young man who was extremely flamboyant and gorgeous from beginning to end, because,
That is her, the continuation of memory...
Loving him seems to be her instinct, just like eating, drinking, and breathing. She can't remember when this happened. Maybe it was a long, long time ago, when he first fully
When he believed her without any reason, when he promised to teach her to play tennis that day, when he asked her to face Tezuka with an extremely determined attitude, perhaps, it had already started earlier.
Start paying attention, start liking, and start loving
Some people say that falling in love with someone sometimes only takes a drop of water to fall, a leaf to fall, and a gust of wind to blow by. So how much time did it take for her?
Putting the notebook into her schoolbag, she quietly looked at the schoolbag that was different from Hyokui, with a hint of hurt in her eyes. When love has become a habit and instinct, what else can she do?
Such feelings are really confusing, but she still knows clearly what she wants to do?
At such a young age, you really shouldn’t have too much harm in your young years. You should be happy and don’t need to be a burden to others.
Slowly retracting her eyes, she walked towards the door and opened it. The crystal chandelier had a milky white light, which shone on her lonely face. Her fingertips moved slightly, lightly, and she clenched them little by little.
She was sitting on the sofa in the hall. Apart from her, the only person in the somewhat empty hall was Hezi. When Hezi saw her, he always showed a comfortable smile, and he was familiar with them.
She is usually quiet, so she rarely comes to the lobby. Unless necessary, she stays in her room. Kazuko made her a hot milk tea, and she reached out to take it.
She clenched the cup in her hands with both hands, and the heat in the cup kept coming out. Although she couldn't see it, she could clearly feel the temperature on the cup. Her fingertips gently rubbed the edge of the cup, and the warmth was gentle.
The porcelain, the gentle touch, and the milk tea in the cup were constantly exuding a faint milk aroma, mixing into her breath.
There was a faint haze in the eyes, and there was a bit of coldness in the silence.
She picked up the cup and took a sip. This one was strawberry flavored, her favorite drink. She frowned slightly and looked at Kazuko, but actually wanted to ask how she knew which flavor she liked.
Many times, they knew her hobbies very clearly but she never said it.
She wanted to ask, but when she saw Hezi standing straight and the smile on his face, she chose not to ask.
Maybe, it's just a coincidence
After dinner was ready, she was still the only one in the large restaurant. On the table were several small flower rolls and stir-fried vegetables, very light dishes, which she also liked very much.
After taking a bite, the taste is quite authentic. It seems that the chef is also very good at cooking Chinese food. She has indeed changed a lot since coming here, but there is only one thing that has not changed, that
Even though she still likes Chinese food, she always has some special memories in it.
This is something that no other dish can replace
After eating, she walked out and turned around to see Kazuko clearing the table. Would you like to have this too tomorrow? In the morning.
Turn around, start again, walk upstairs, that direction is her room
A silent night, alone in a room, this is her life now. It can't be said to be good or bad. She is used to it. The only thing she is not used to is that there is no air with a light fragrance of roses here. She always feels
There's something missing in my heart
Maybe it's not just this person who's missing, it's just a certain person who's missing
How is he doing now? Is he listening to music at home, reading German novels, swimming again, or is he with Fujiwara Ikumi?
She shook her head and slowly closed her eyes. The image of the purple-haired boy appeared in front of her again. Jingshi, when will you figure it out?
Thinking of this, she walked to the bed, then lay down on the bed, burying her face in the soft pillow. She didn't even think about it now, let alone letting others
She closed her eyes tightly, and the alarm clock on the bedside kept ticking silently, indicating the continuous loss of time.
And this night is destined to be an unusual night
The next morning, Otoyu had breakfast early in the morning. It was a simple Chinese breakfast. It was very light, but surprisingly delicious. It seemed that the chef had really figured out her taste now.
After walking out of the door, Hezi stood at the door and said goodbye to her with a smile.
She nodded, turned around and walked out
Looking up, the weather seems to be particularly good today. Although the sun has not fully risen, the extremely transparent blue sky is already vaguely visible.