"Little maid, since you like me so much, why did you leave, huh?" He knew part of the reason, but he thought about all of it. The real reason why she left at that time has always been his heartache and his concern.
Heartache
When he asked this question, he could clearly feel her body trembling slightly. He just held her closer to him.
Otoyu half-opened her eyes, and all she saw was the white shirt in front of her. It was very white, like snowflakes in winter, clean and dust-free. Why should she leave? Why. In fact, she really didn't want to, really didn't want to leave him.
No one knows how desperate she was when she left, and no one knows how long she was in pain at that time. She never wants to recall that feeling again.
"Because, I don't want Jingwu to be hurt." After a long time, she slowly said these words. She didn't want him to be hurt, so the person who got hurt was her. However, she would rather that such injuries were on her body.
Hurt, Atobe Keigo was stunned. He didn’t know who in this world could hurt him. Atobe Keigo. She was really stupid.
"Why will you hurt me if you don't leave?" He lowered his head and looked at her closed eyes. She was so quiet, as if she were a peaceful watercolor painting, quiet, light, but somehow,
It made his heart ache a little bit
Yinyu gets closer to him. It seems that only in this way can he have the courage. He has never dared to look back on the past. It turns out that as long as he thinks of that reason and that he doesn't like her, he still feels heartbroken.
Therefore, she could only stay close to him and look at him like this in her dreams.
Is it okay if I don’t want to separate? Is it okay if I don’t want to leave?
The reason she didn't want to tell anyone, the reason she never told anyone, the reason she wanted to hide in her heart forever.
"Keigo likes Fujiwara," she smiled bitterly, "but Fujiwara approached Keigo because of revenge on me. If he knew about this, then he, who is so proud, would definitely be sad. So,
We can’t make him sad, we can’t let him get hurt. Fujiwara said that as long as I leave, she will love Keigo well. As long as I leave, that’s it.”
A few pieces of brilliance flashed from the eyelashes, like the wings of an angel, so pure, so clean, and so tender and stained with tears, as crystal clear as morning dew, and every flickering light is enough to make people heartbroken.
"Who told you that I like that woman?" After hearing what she said, Atobe Keigo wanted to strangle that woman to death. He really took advantage of her too much. He just asked her to drop out of school. He should be more ruthless.
That's right, and this stupid woman, how could she think he would like that kind of woman? In which eye did she see that he liked that non-gorgeous woman?
"If you like her, you just like her. He will sit at the same table with her, leave me to accompany her on dates, let her enter the tennis club, kiss her, like it. This is how it is, and it should be like this. If this is not like it,
, So, what does it mean to like?" She spoke slower and slower, and her voice became softer and softer, until in the end, it became the sound of shallow breathing like the trembling of piano strings, and such a small smile made people feel distressed.
That's fine, that's fine. Yinyu hugs his waist tightly again. Don't wake up. Don't want her to want to approach him like this. Even if it's in a dream, she can.
She just wants him
"Stupid woman," he lowered his head, and some unknown emotions gathered in his eyes. He really should deal with her well. How could he misunderstand him like this? When did he like that woman? Who did he like?
, it has always been just her
"How stupid, the person I like is you, it has always been you," he murmured again. He lowered his head and kissed her pale lips gently. Her lips were sweet and soft, because of her body.
The reason is that it is a bit cold at this time and he likes it very much
The maid stood at the door and quietly opened the door. She came to take a look within the stipulated time. The moment she pushed it open, she quickly covered her mouth when she saw the two people inside. At this time,
Sitting on the bed, two people hugging each other tightly, she saw that her young master Jingwu was actually kissing Miss Shaye.
She closed the door immediately, but her face was flushed. In fact, she really wanted to see it again. It was such a beautiful scene. That gentle and warm young master, such a handsome and gentle young master, was something he rarely saw.
As if she saw the angel in her dream, such a beautiful picture standing there, she forgot the passage of time.
That night, Atobe Keigo did not go back to his room to sleep, because the girl in his arms hugged his waist and never let go. She seemed to be extremely insecure. As long as he forcibly pulled her away, she would look at him.
When he saw her half-opened eyes, she looked so hazy and sad that he couldn't help but feel sad. So, that night, they slept together.
Holding her curled up thin body tightly, Atobe Keigo put her head on his arm, sighed softly, and slowly fell asleep.
The weather was particularly nice on the second day. The sun had penetrated through the curtains and fell on various parts of the room. The fragrance of roses was mixed into the air from time to time. The room was filled with a faint yellowish halo, which was also extremely soft.
, it’s such a good day to look out, maybe most people’s mood is starting to change from gloomy to bright.
Otoyu felt uncomfortable and wanted to reach out to block the light in front of her eyes, but found that her hand was pressed by something and could not move. When she opened her hazy eyes, she saw an enlarged face, an extremely handsome one.
Face
Looking around, her confused eyes slowly became clearer. Could it be that this was not a dream at all? She was not dead. Then the place where she is now is the Atobe mansion, and the person in front of her
Atobe Keigo, she felt that her head was so dizzy, how did all this happen? Looking at the sleepy boy, she was a little distracted. At this time, the boy's eyes were tightly closed, and his long and thick eyelashes were placidly attached to his face.
A faint dark shadow swept across his face, especially the tear mole under the corner of his eye, which was beautiful and coquettish.
It's him, it's really him
Stretching out her fingers, she touched his cheek gently, just to confirm whether he was real and whether she was dreaming now.
The very smooth touch of skin between her fingers, the warm body temperature, and the sound of his breathing from time to time all told her that this was true. She was back in Tokyo, and at Keigo Atobe's house.
What's even worse is that she actually slept with Atobe Keigo
She vaguely remembered that she seemed to be hugging a kind of warmth and not letting go. Could it be that that warmth was him? But, she didn't understand why she was here?
Keigo, didn't he no longer care about her? Didn't he no longer want him, and she should be at Rikkai University. She took out her hand and rubbed her brow, and then slowly remembered everything, because the coach suddenly
The whip made her fall into the water. No one came to save her in the water, but at the end of her consciousness she saw a beautiful deep purple. That purple was very much like Jingshi's hair color.
If that's the case, then the person who saved her in the first place should be Seiichi. However, the place she is in now is Tokyo, not Kanagawa. Was it him who brought her there?
Is it because her brother who had an accident entrusted her to his care again? He really tried his best to take care of her. However, he made her feel more sad than ever before.
He couldn't give her what she wanted, and couldn't give it, because he had given it to others. She didn't want his care, his attentiveness, or his tenderness.
Carefully pulling away his hand, and then the other one, she tried to sit up. As a result, the sleeping boy opened his eyes for no apparent reason, staring at her with funny eyes, as if he was enjoying the silence.
Morning, and her almost evasive movement
"I'm sorry," she lowered her head, not knowing why she was apologizing.
"What, you want to escape?" Atobe Keigo suddenly turned over and pressed her under him. He looked at her suddenly surprised eyes evilly and said with a bit of pride, "You have finished taking advantage of me.
Do you just want to leave it alone? Don't you want to be responsible?" He raised his eyebrows, and his young face seemed to become extremely mature in an instant.
How could she take advantage? However, this posture was too ambiguous. She could clearly feel the boy's warm body temperature, which had risen a few points. His sudden movements made her instinctively feel shy and uneasy.
In fact, she has never had such close contact with a man, not even her fiancé in that world. During the years they were dating, they held hands at most and had a few close kisses, but they were just a few kisses.
Stop there, because they were both shy at that time. Maybe it was because she was too quiet that he fell in love with someone else.
Therefore, she is really at a loss now. If she continues like this, she really doesn't know if she will faint. Is this posture too intimate? Another gentle breath blew past her ears.
My body trembled slightly, and I found that he was a little closer again.
"Tell me, don't you want to be responsible for me?" Atobe Keigo lowered his eyes. He really liked the bewildered expression of his little maid. It was really fun, like teasing an innocent little girl.
bunny
Responsible Otoyu didn't even dare to move this time, leaving only the boy's fresh but hot breath, constantly washing over her body.
They didn't do anything yesterday. What's the responsibility? Besides, doesn't he like Fujiwara Yumi? Is he making fun of her again? Does he know that he will really make her sad and very sad?
sad
She turned away and smiled sadly. Is this her fate? Does he want her to suffer more?
"Little maid, what's wrong with you?" The young man straightened her face, but saw tears on her face, such cold tears, such sad injuries, such heartbreak, and such tears streaming down her face.
He was shocked. He had never seen her so sad. In the past, no matter how much she was injured or suffered, she never cried so sadly even when she met Tezuka again. But now she is crying.
With a look he had never seen before, girls cried. He had seen a lot of girls cry, but none of them were like her. It seemed that just shedding tears could make people feel the indescribable pain in her heart.
Such pain has penetrated into her bones
"Why are you crying?" He paused, gently caressing her face with his fingers, letting her fluttering eyelashes continue to brush against the palm of his hand.
"Why are you crying, why are you crying..." She kept repeating this sentence, but it was a sadness that others did not understand.
"Because you are very bad, very bad." She raised her head and looked at his face. There was easy-to-see love in the boy's eyes, but it made her feel even deeper heartache.
"If you don't like me, don't talk to me like this. If you don't like me, don't care like this. If you don't like me, don't be so gentle to me. If you don't like me, don't give me hope and then take it away cruelly.
, Because this will only make me more heartache and pain, Keigo, don’t be so nice to me, I don’t want you like this, you don’t know, my heart hurts, it really hurts.”
She closed her eyes, and all that passed before her eyes was a blur of white, like butterflies, deviating from the realm. In the end, only darkness remained, just like her life.
"Alas..." With a soft sigh, the young man reached out and pinched her cheek gently. The little maid opened her eyes and looked at me.
Yinyu slowly opened her eyes. Finally, after a burst of light, her eyes became extremely clear. The gorgeous face and clear voice of the young man in front of her still touched her heart all the time.
There was a stabbing pain in the heart again. After everything had been said, he would stay away from her and would not care about her anymore. It was fine this way. It was fine this way.
"Little maid, don't cry anymore," he gave a deep warning, sat up, and then held her in his arms, still in the same intimate posture, which had not changed.
"Little maid, did I say that I don't like you?" He looked at her eyes that were brighter because of tears, and suddenly he hated himself. It was him who made her so sad.
Otoyu shook his head. He never said he didn't like her, but he also never said he liked her.
"Tell me, have I ever said that I like Fujiwara Ikumi?" Atobe Keigo asked again, but found that her body suddenly became stiff. She still cared.
"What a stupid woman. How could I like someone like you? Is it difficult for me to behave clearly?" He pinched her cheek hard this time. You said, how could I like you?
Such a stupid girl, huh? Really, Shiro liked her before, and Shiro was so kind to her. When did Atobe Keigo become so kind to girls? Who else besides her?
What does it feel like to go from hell to heaven in an instant? She has felt it, and her fragile heart can no longer withstand such a torment.
He likes her. Keigo said he likes her. Her lips kept trembling and her heartbeat seemed to slow down a bit. How could she be like this? Isn’t it Fujiwara Ikumi that he likes?
"Little maid, I will only say this once, please remember it." He let go of his hand and looked straight at her clear little face, "I have always only liked one person, and that is my little maid, the only one."
little maid"
"Do you understand?" he asked her. When he saw that she didn't respond, he continued: "Nod and say you understand."
Otoyu nodded unintentionally because of his words and lowered her eyes lightly, the corners of her lips raised slightly. It felt like going from hell to heaven. It was really beautiful, wasn't it a dream?
This boy said he likes her, but he really does
But, why does she still feel that it is unreal?
"What are you thinking about again?" He raised her face, but found that she was lost in thought again. What's wrong? In his arms, she could still think about other things. Isn't this too powerful for his gorgeous appearance?
ignored
Yinyu raised her eyes to look at him, and saw the depths of his eyes. The young man's eyes flickered, as if his entire youth had blossomed, so gorgeous, so beautiful, and so serious.
Would he, who was so aloof and arrogant, really like someone like her? For a person who might not even be able to save her life, she always thought that his care for her was just for her brother's entrustment, because she had already
It was his responsibility, so she became the girl closest to her in Hyotei Academy. She even lived in this extremely luxurious Atobe mansion because of this.
Discovering love, realizing love, getting used to love, instinctive love, when all of this appeared before her eyes, she discovered that he might no longer need her.
She lowered her eyes slightly, her slightly wet eyelashes, as if all her perseverance had been crushed when the prosperity came to an end.
A drop of water fell on the young man's hand, and then slowly fainted
He said he liked her, stretched out his arms and hugged his waist tightly, burying himself in his arms. Even if it was a lie, just let her be so greedy just once.
Does anyone know how the roses sting when they bloom?
Time flies, like water, she only wants this once in her life
Suddenly I remembered that song again
The best thing in my life is meeting you
Atobe Keigo allowed her to hug him tightly, and reached out to gently stroke her soft hair. He had always liked her hair, which was pure black, the color of the night, and always had a faint scent of jasmine.
It seemed that he had made her cry again. Sometimes this woman was strong and could survive anything, but sometimes she was fragile and seemed to break at the touch of a touch. For the first time, he discovered that he was really cruel to her.
He should have told her long ago, his heart should have ended such undeserved punishment long ago
Lowering his head, he whispered in her ear gently, "Little maid, don't you believe it yet?"
Believe it? Otoyu's body trembled slightly, but she still felt that inexplicable fear. When hope suddenly appeared in despair, how happy was she then? But, could she really do it?
"Why did you ask me to give up my seat to her?" She finally said in a muffled voice. He would never know what kind of mood she was in when she exchanged seats. He would never know.
She held on to his clothes tightly, fearing that if she let go, he would leave and disappear. She raised her head and looked at the young man's delicate face. He was really handsome, and the young man's face could already be seen.
future maturity
From now on, he will definitely still be that arrogant person
"I'm afraid she will cause trouble for you. That woman is too noisy, but you like silence." He chuckled, explaining that he rarely explained anything to others. If this way could make her believe her, then who would let him if he was willing?
She was the only little maid he wanted
"Well?" Otowa looked at him with wide eyes. How could this be the reason? But if you think about it carefully, with the character of a young lady like Fujiwara Ikumi, if she really didn't change her seat, then what would happen to her at that time?
, she must be powerless about this, because she doesn't like to argue, and Fujiwara Ikumi puts it bluntly, she is too domineering, and she will not let go of what she can't get. Her character is not because she is not kind.
, just because she was spoiled, so at that time, no matter what she did to her, she did not want to hate her, not because she was kind, but because she thought he liked that person.
But I didn't expect that in the end, I seemed to have done something wrong and misinterpreted his meaning.
"Then why did you leave me alone while you went on a date?" She asked again, but there was a sadness in her voice after not seeing each other for a long time, just like her at that time.
Being left alone, she didn't want to experience that kind of scene again.
"I just don't want you to bask in the sun," he pinched his face gently. Now he knew everything about her. Who made her not trust him like this? When she gets better, he will get back her money with interest.
This woman who came here didn't believe him so much, and she made herself so embarrassed.
"Besides, I'm not dating her, I'm just enjoying the cool weather." He glared at her angrily. She really deserved a beating for misinterpreting his meaning. Moreover, the word "dating" really didn't matter.
He is very repulsive. If he goes on a date with that woman, he will only go out of his mind.
Otoyu blinked slightly, and it seemed that it was true. Not long after he left, a car came. She remembered that the weather was really hot that day.
However, there is another thing that she can't mind. Every time she thinks about it, she will feel uncomfortable pulling everything at her. When she encounters it, she can't hold it back. Some loneliness is sadder than loneliness.
"What's wrong?" He frowned again at her sudden silence. He didn't like her like this.
Yinyu opened and closed her eyes gently, looking at his, but she didn't know how to ask.
"Why did you kiss her?" Her voice was very soft, almost whispering, but it made Atobe Keigo want to beat that woman severely again.
"She forcibly kissed me." The always proud young man had a suspicious blush on his face. For him, this kind of thing was a great humiliation. She didn't even know how many times he brushed his teeth at that time.
I just felt like it didn't have that kind of smell, it could be said to be disgusting.
But he will not tell her, or even anyone, about this matter. How could his eldest young master let others know about such an unsplendid thing? Wouldn't it be too shameful for him?
Strong, strong? Otowa pushed him away slightly. What did he just say? At that time, he was kissed by force. An arrogant person like Atobe Keigo would also encounter such a thing, so his
It means that he was taken advantage of
Then, it was her fault again. She no longer thought about what was wrong. He was always like this, and she was too passive, so the misunderstanding continued so deep.
It turned out to be just a misunderstanding
So, this month is really a bit self-inflicted.
Knowing that she was wrong, a slightly cold voice came from above her head, and she felt that he seemed angry.
Looking up, she found that the young man's face was expressionless. She knew that she had really misunderstood him.
Sorry, Keigo, she lowered her head, she really didn't dare to look at his angry face.
"Now that I know you misunderstood me, you will be punished," the voice above her head was very close, so close that she could feel his breath right next to her ears.
She raised her head suddenly, and he lowered his head. Just like that, due to the angle between the two of them, without any warning, she felt her lips hit an extremely soft and warm one.
Her eyes were horrified as she looked at the boy's face, which had been magnified countless times. No pores could be seen on his skin, as well as his thick and pure black eyelashes.
She stepped back, only to find that the boy's slender fingers were clasping her shoulders tightly, preventing her from moving at all. At this time, she was really close, and the tips of their noses had already touched each other, and her lips
Finally leaving his lips, this feeling will make your heart beat wildly.
"Little maid..." Atobe Keigo's sapphire blue eyes shone slightly, and her eyes were dazzled by the inexplicable brilliance. She could clearly see her in his pupils. She was so small, so clear.
Their bodies were pressed tightly together, and his fingers slowly slid down from her shoulders, along her back, and back to her shoulders. "Little maid, this is your punishment," but she didn't say it.
was finally hidden by him until it reached between his lips and teeth