"Doctor, tell me, my body, I want to know." Otoyu took a deep breath. She could bear everything, including her life.
"If you want to know, then I'll tell you," the doctor thought for a while and decided to tell him about it. She had the right to know these things. Of course, he also hoped that she could be mentally prepared as soon as possible.
This is not cruel
"That operation was very difficult. The risk was very high, much higher than you imagined. As long as there was a small mistake in the middle, you might end up on the operating table..." The doctor's next words were not clear.
She didn't say it out loud, but it was enough for her to understand.
Did the doctor indirectly sentence her to death?
Her condition has really worsened, and it's so severe that she seems to have no chance.
With a bitter smile, she stood up and bowed deeply to the doctor. Thank you. The doctor thanked him and told her the truth. She was really mentally prepared, but she still couldn't accept the result.
It turned out that it was really more serious than she thought, 60%, far less than 60%, she knew. In fact, the doctor's words were somewhat tactful. The truth was a bit more serious than what he said.
It turns out that happiness is really so far away. When she finally caught the tail of happiness, she turned around and found that she was holding on to the wind in her hands. When she let go, there was nothing left.
When she walked out of the hospital and raised her head, the sunlight from the first floor fell into her eyes, but it could not wipe away the water in her eyes.
Her world already has too many people to care about, what a luxurious and bright life, and is she destined to burst into tears and have to take the people she loves with her?
Brother, father, mother, and Keigo
She carefully guarded them and these precious things. Couldn't she keep them at all? She kept them today, but not tomorrow. She kept the present, but not the future.
A touch of smile, a touch of life, a touch of happiness. It turns out that they are just such extravagant wishes.
She hailed a taxi, got in, and turned her head to look out the window. The driver accidentally raised his head and looked in the mirror in front of him at the tears falling in the eyes of the young girl sitting in the car. Under the dim sunlight, she looked a little desperate.
heartbreak
The car arrived at the entrance of Hyotei Academy. When she got out of the car, she was already adjusting her mood. They were all training now. She patted her cheek and forced out an unnatural smile.
, walked into the school
Although it is the weekend, there are many people in the school. It may have something to do with the fact that the tennis club can participate in the national competition, and maybe it is to watch his training. Even if it is just a glance, they are very satisfied.
Although that person has already stated that he already has a girlfriend, their obsession with him remains undiminished. You can not love me, but you can't stop me from loving you.
In fact, at such a young age, the love in their eyes may be just a little more worship and a little more chasing. Whether it is true love or not, it only takes time to measure it.
She was walking on the road to school, and the sycamore leaves around her were still very dense. She stopped. She used to like to sit under the shade of the tree and read a book. Thinking of all the past, she seemed to remember a series of time passes. She was really scared.
,At this time, what I see is that after the end, there is nothing to remember properly.
Will you be able to see it soon?
Lowering her head, her heart ached slightly, she blinked her eyes gently, but found that her eyes were filled with hazy water mist. Everything seemed to be covered with a faint layer of white. It was invisible, and it seemed that it was now.
, already an advance payment for her happiness
She smiled slightly, even though it hurt, she still smiled
She knew that what she needed now was not tears, nor sadness, nor self-pity, but more strength, more courage to raise her head, and let the wind blow in her eyes, that clear wave of eyes, from beginning to end.
as pure as water
Lowering her head, she turned around and was not surprised to see the looks from the girls passing her from time to time. It could be said to be something called envy. In fact, what did she have to envy?
Smiling to herself, she finally raised the corners of her lips and walked towards the tennis club. She would look at them, watching their performance in the all-round competition, as well as those from Rikkai University and Qingxue University.
As I approached, I could vaguely hear bursts of cheers and cheers. Outside the tennis court at Nottingham University, there were already crowds of students, both boys and girls.
She walked forward, naturally pushing open the door of the tennis club and walking again and again, and there was a large thorn on her back. She was the only girl in the school who could enter the tennis club at will, and it couldn't help but because of Atobe Keigo's consent.
, Naturally, Coach God also acquiesced.
Sitting on the rest chair, she just quietly watched the training of the people in the field, her eyes resting on that person from the beginning, such a presence that cannot be ignored, such a gorgeous presence
As he waved without moving, she seemed to be able to see the sweat on his forehead flying in the air with his movements.
He has always been so serious and powerful. If one day she is gone, will he still remember her like this?
In fact, she hopes that he can forget her and stop loving her. Although it is cruel, she really cannot selfishly ask him to remember her forever.
To miss someone, to love someone, that requires a lot of strength and a lot of pain.
She flicked her eyelashes, and another piece of water seemed to slowly fall from the corner of her eyes. She blinked hard, and finally forced the water in her eyes back.
Atobe Keigo walked down with the racket. He seemed to be really tired after training all morning. However, being so tired also proved that he was making continuous progress and there was an indescribable excitement in his heart.
He stretched out his hand to sweep the hair away from his forehead. Such a free and unrestrained movement was so elegant that it provoked frequent screams from a lot of girls. He just raised his eyebrows slightly and did not pay attention to the screams next to him.
Growing up in this kind of joy, he is naturally accustomed to others' admiration for him. His aesthetics, his magnificence, and his arrogance have always been the pinnacle of everyone.
He naturally sat next to Otoyu, put the racket on the rest chair, leaned on the back of the chair and closed his eyes to rest. There was a slight touch on his forehead, and he raised his lips and smiled. Her little maid had
Unexpected attentiveness
Otoyu took a towel and gently wiped the sweat from the boy's forehead. He looked really tired, which made her heart aching. His efforts were never lost to anyone's.
Atobe Keigo closed his eyes. Suddenly, he felt a cold feeling on his forehead. It seemed like something had fallen. Is it raining? He half-raised his eyes. The weather was good and there was no sign of rain. He looked up again and saw it.
What I noticed was Otoyu's extremely focused face and her eyes. I don't know why, but I felt a hazy feeling of moisture.
Such beautiful eyes, very pure, very clean, and very quiet. She is not actually very beautiful, but she always makes people feel extremely comfortable. There are countless women in this world besides men, and there may be some better than her.
More beautiful, better, but he just fell in love with her
Love is always an elusive thing. When you are not paying attention, it has quietly and completely occupied your heart, conquering the city. When you find out, it turns out that at that time, she has been deeply engraved in your heart.
Your body can never be separated
When he has her, he really feels very satisfied and happy. Yes, although he is not old now, his character since childhood is much more mature than ordinary people. He will always like what he wants.
Love you all the time. If you don’t like it, you won’t notice it.
He knows what he needs and what he likes. He has always been stubborn.
He took her hand and pulled her to his side. He really loved her now, and naturally he liked to bully her even more.
He stretched out his hand and pinched her face. The skin was very tender and really nice.
"Little maid, what were you going to do today? Why are you back so soon? Do you miss me?" He smiled very coquettishly, full of charm, and his noble, charming and exquisite pupils were full of eyes.
light purple eye wave
Otoyu looked at the hand that was holding her own. The thin white fingers were tightly intertwined with each other. There was still a slight sweat in the young man's palm, and the warmth in his palm was a bit warmer than usual.
As the eyelashes flickered, there were some inexplicable warm thoughts, but there was always a sense of loss.
In the blue sky, the clouds without any lines are still floating like this
She rested her head on his shoulder, and there were loud screams outside. At this time, she didn't want to care about other people's feelings, she just wanted to lean on him, lean on each other tightly.
"Kinggo, I miss you so much" she murmured. The young man's breath could always soothe her heart. Even if she was really sad now, she just missed him so much.
In fact, she had the urge to cry, but she finally resisted it
Atobe Keigo pursed his lips slightly. He was really surprised by her initiative. There were times when she was so bold. In his impression, she had always been quiet and shy. He didn't expect that she could take such initiative.
At that time, it was really useful to him
Raising the corners of his lips, he naturally hugged her body, letting the screams of the women outside the scene wash over his eardrums. He only saw her in his eyes, and the voice he heard in his ears was always hers. Others
People can never fall into his eyes
In fact, when it comes to indifference, it seems that he is not inferior to Seigaku's Tezuka Kunimitsu, and is even stronger.
The two people leaned closely against each other, and the sound of hitting balls one after another continued in the court, adding too much enthusiasm to this afternoon.
The national competition is getting closer, and the Hyokui Tennis Club is getting more and more nervous. Because they have to participate in this national competition, the Hyokui Tennis Club's training can be said to be day and night. Even Jilang, who has always been lazy, is working harder than usual.
A lot of them, of course, most of them were woken up by Hua Di.
Otoyu goes to see them practice every day. Except for the necessary classes and homework, she spends all her time here. Sometimes, she will sit on the rest chair for a long time and watch for a long time.
, always seems to want to see all the scenery. She is afraid that when she turns around, she will not be able to see it again, so she cherishes everything now.
These days, under the doctor's advice, she has begun to take heart-strengthening drugs. Every time she sees those drugs, she will have a strong sense of sadness. No matter how much she takes, she knows that they will not make her feel better.
, However, she still ate, never forgetting that she needed better energy and better physical strength to watch the national competition every time, and even more so that she would not let them worry about her. She did not want to miss their competition,
Even if she can only see this game in this life, it may be the last time
Her physical condition was getting worse and worse, but she didn't tell anyone about this. Sometimes, when she saw the doctor hesitant to speak, she always smiled faintly. Such a calm and clear smile made her feel inexplicably.
The doctor felt sad. Fortunately, the doctor at Atobe Mansion had promised her to hide her current condition. After all, the national competition was going to start soon. She knew how much Atobe Keigo cherished this hard-earned opportunity.
opportunity, and she would not give him any unnecessary psychological burden in these days.
The doctor's advice was for her to have an operation as soon as possible, but the risk of the operation was still 50/50. She couldn't afford to gamble on such an opportunity. If it turned out to be the worst outcome, then she also hoped to leave without regrets.
In fact, leaving, leaving forever, is already the biggest regret
She knows, how could she not know?
She was really happy these days. She knew that Atobe Keigo really loved her and was very kind to her. Although he sometimes bullied her as before, through his eyes, she
But you can see the deep affection hidden in his eyes that cannot be melted away
His preferences have always been extremely pure. As he once said, if he doesn't like something, he only needs to take a look at it, and he will have no urge to look at it again. On the contrary, if he likes something, he will force it to stay with him forever.
I don’t get tired of watching it either
Days pass day by day, and every second is lost. The national competition is coming soon.
Until this day, the National Youth Tennis Competition finally arrived. Early in the morning, no one in the Ice King Tennis Club was left. No matter the main selection or other team members, they had all gone to the powerful venue.
In official competitions, they must also do their part, more or less, to the best of their ability until the end. Even if it is just a small cheer or a cheer, they must tell everyone that they are ice hockey players.
Members of the Imperial Tennis Club
At this time, Otowa was sitting alone in the rest area, and the time now happened to be the time to draw lots. The heads of the tennis departments of each school were drawing inside to determine the order of the competition.
"Saya, Saya," she heard someone calling her. This voice belonged to Juxing. It was normal for her to come because her brother was the captain of Fudo Peak.
Standing up, sure enough, not far away, in the calm black color, Juxing stood in the middle of them, waving to her happily, then trotted to her side, and sat down with her.
Fudongfeng's team member Ju Juping just nodded to her, which could be regarded as his greeting, and walked into the lounge.
"Brother, come on," Juxing asked Jujuping to wave his hand.
"I got it." Ju Juping just raised his eyes slightly and walked in. His emotions were really very reserved. Even at this time, he was still so calm. As expected of a minister, he had begun to become more and more mature.
After Tachibana Juping entered, Tachibana looked at her, "Saya, who did you come with? Is it Yukimura Seiichi?" Tachibana blinked ambiguously, wondering about the relationship between her and Yukimura Seiichi.
It is really impossible for people to think that there is a relationship between them or not. She has seen with her own eyes how different Yukimura Seiichi is towards her. However, if she can really be with Yukimura Seiichi, then she
She will definitely be very happy, because, compared to Hyotei's hateful arrogance, Hyou Qinghao's Hyou, she said that she thinks Yukimura Seiichi is more suitable for such a quiet person.