Chapter 87: I remember someone loved him very much
And there was too much love and pain in his eyes. What on earth had his sister endured?
"Yinyu, although brother doesn't know what happened to you, he promises you not to ask anything until the day you are willing to tell him that he will believe you, but please also believe in him, okay?"
He pulled up the quilt for her and walked out of the room, but at the door he looked back at her and turned around, and then left without realizing that Otoyu opened her eyes when he turned around, and she was the only one who could hear it.
That broken sound
The sound of heartbreak, and the sound of life disappearing
She knows that, in fact, she can't keep anything anymore and has nothing left.
Why? Why did her happiness just disappear like this when she raised her eyes?
No one can answer her, and she can't
She has relied on countless times, and now she is finally the only one. It’s not that she doesn’t want to believe it, it’s just because she really has no choice. They will soon find out.
She heard her own breathing, again and again, I'm sorry, she finally lost, lost everything, but she also forgave everything.
But will he forgive her?
She closed her eyes again, but the paleness on her face could no longer go away. In the quiet place, something suddenly broke again. She looked up at the ceiling, but her eyes were still empty.
Her happiness finally went away. The wind blew up the corner of the curtain, and a little bird flew in and landed beside her bed. Otoyu turned around, stretched out her fingers and gently touched the bird's head,
Unblinking, I let the tears in my eyes fall continuously, soaking the pillows and sheets.
Jialin, do you know?, I really love him, but I don’t want to make him suffer.
Jialin, do you know? I just want him to suffer only for a while, not for a lifetime
She pulled her head back and pulled up the quilt to cover herself completely. The uncontrollable crying continued to come from inside the quilt, but no one knew that she was so sad.
When the fallen leaves were falling, she just counted the tiny rays of sunlight. The pain in her eyes was too complete. She finally lost her wings to fly and could no longer catch up with him.
In the living room, Tezuka and Saya Tohru were sitting together. The two of them were speechless to each other. Saya Tohru was leaning on the sofa. He couldn't bear it anymore. Really.
"Tezuka, what happened?" He asked Tezuka, but his voice was really weak. He didn't ask Otoyu, didn't dare to ask, and didn't have the heart to ask, but he really wanted to know, really wanted to know.
, what exactly went wrong?
What kind of entanglement exists between the three of them and how could it become so chaotic?
Tezuka raised his eyebrows lightly and sat on the sofa with his hands folded across his chest, "Toru, I'm sorry, there are some things I can't say yet because I promised her, so please don't force her, she is
My body can no longer bear it. We can wait until after the operation."
He didn't want to talk anymore, surgery, that surgery, maybe...
Sayato took a deep breath and stopped asking. He knew that Guoguang always told the truth. If he really promised someone, then he would never reveal a word. Yeah, it's not about saying anything now.
At that time, that operation was actually the most important
I don't know how long she slept. Otoyu, who was lying on the bed, slowly trembled her eyelashes until she opened her eyes again. However, there was only a hollow look in her usually bright eyes. She blinked her eyes hard again.
She was so swollen and painful that she had been crying for so long that she had forgotten time and everything.
He stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes. When his fingers came to rest on his eyes, another series of sadness fell down. In his heart, there was a pain that was almost suffocating. There was endless sadness in the suffocation.
Some things have left silently. Even if she is reluctant to let go, she knows that she can't keep it. Since she can't keep it, she can only choose to let go, even if she laughs in despair again.
She sat up and stared blankly at the floor-to-ceiling windows. The curtains had been opened. Some wind would blow in from the window, sometimes blowing the light-colored curtains slightly. As it spread, even the sunlight seemed to have become much cooler.
The slightly trembling eyelashes reveal an infinite silence. I don't know what I'm looking at. Only the leisurely and long sadness deep in my eyes finally falls.
After getting out of bed, she didn't put on any shoes and walked barefoot on the floor, which was covered with very soft carpets. She walked to the floor-to-ceiling window and sat down. At this time, it was already afternoon. It turned out that it was already this time. She knew that,
I slept for a long time, a long time
She stretched out her hand and touched the pot of roses that had begun to wither. She slowly ran her fingers down the leaves. Her finger hurt, and a small drop of blood fell into the flower pot. She took her finger back and put it in her mouth.
Inside, the smell of blood began to spread in my mouth, a small pain, very small
She has endured pain better than she is used to, whether it is physical or mental.
She just sat quietly like this, actually not looking at anything, not thinking about anything, just searching unconsciously, or perhaps reminiscing.
Some people adapt to such silent missing, just like the feelings between them, one day, they will pass through their fingers silently.
She doesn't have many things, but she wants to leave everything to him, including returning his happiness. It's not that she doesn't love her, it's just because she loves him so much.
Keigo, I'm sorry, I lost myself, so I can no longer accompany you. If you still think of me by chance one day in the future, then I am already very satisfied.
I don’t want too much, just a little bit is enough. There is a small corner in your heart that will remember that there was once someone who really loved you very much.
She smiled slightly, but her eyes were flashing with tears. Inadvertently, she found that she was crying again. She wiped the tears on her face with the back of her hand. She still had a lot to face.
So, don't cry, don't cry either
She stood up and took a look at the pots of roses on the balcony. They would bloom again. Indeed, they would bloom again in the near future, but maybe she would never see them again.
Turning around, she walked into the bathroom and washed her face with cold water to make her more awake. She looked up and saw a familiar face in the mirror. At this time, it was pale and haggard, with red and swollen eyes, indifferent.
Her lips, and even her eyes were dull. She slowly lowered the corners of her lips, and finally sighed feebly.
The bathroom was very quiet, so quiet that she seemed to be able to hear her own breathing and heartbeat, but her heartbeat was only gentle, even weak.
After washing her face, she patted her face a few times and finally looked a little energetic. Then she opened the door and walked out. When she went downstairs, when she walked to the living room, there was only Saya Tohru and Tezuka had already left.
,For him, now, she is really too sorry, sorry for involving him in such a lie, she knows the relationship between him and Atobe Keigo, they are natural rivals, but, at the same time
, for the other party, he also has different feelings from Cong.
People in high places are lonely, and both of them are also lonely. Therefore, they cherish each other's unspoken friendship even more, which belongs to the friendship between teenagers.
But, maybe, everything between them will be completely destroyed by her, but now, it seems that the only person she can find is him. Isn't he the most likely? He is also the most trustworthy by others. After all, once
I love you so deeply and care so much now
Yes, he really believed it and really left, and her heart died at that moment.
She sat on the sofa, and Sayato just raised his eyebrows, but said nothing or asked anything. She was very grateful to him for giving her this space and did not ask or say, otherwise, she was afraid that
, she will really be unable to support it and choose to collapse
Sayato sighed softly, sat next to Otoyu, and touched her hair distressedly. He knew that she had cried and was very sad, so he did not bother her, although he really wanted to
He knew the reason, but in the end, he still chose to face it silently. After all, he didn't want to add too much burden to her.
Who said his sister is bad? This sister of his is really a kind and silly child.
"Brother, thank you." Otoyu lowered his head and leaned against him. The warmth of his family was without any burden.
Sayato held her in her arms distressedly, just as she did when she was a child, patting her shoulder gently.
He turned his head and looked outside. It was afternoon again. This day seemed to pass too fast.
In another place, Atobe Keigo and Ninzu were on the court. Tennis balls kept passing by him. Ninzu shook his arms and felt his hands were numb. This guy Atobe really didn't know what he was doing.
Why are you so crazy? I've been fighting for more than an hour. It's not enough. He's almost exhausted.
His tennis has become even better since the national competition. Both in terms of technique and strength, it is much more mature than before. The coach said that this is Atobe's tennis, but he always feels that his tennis seems to be
Even higher, this person is really a formidable opponent
"Atobe, okay, I want to rest," Renzu hit the ball and took a few steps back. If he continues like this, he can't play the piano at night. Last time, his whole arm was numb after being hit by him.
, he doesn’t want to experience it again
Atobe Keigo put away the racket and let him go. He walked back to the rest chair and sat down. He took the towel handed over by Kachichi and casually wiped the sweat from his forehead. His clothes were soaked with sweat.
, it’s really an uncomfortable feeling, but what’s even more uncomfortable is his heart
Shinobu put down his racket, walked over with two drinks, and handed him a cup. Keigo Atobe took it, opened it, and took a few sips, but he remained unusually silent.
He leaned back on the rest chair and turned his arms. It was really hard and numb. He took a sip from the drink bottle and then looked at the young man who looked too calm.
"Say, what's the matter?" He knew very well that Atobe Keigo must have something on his mind. Although he was indeed calm now, he could not hide the rolling emotions in his eyes, anger, rage, and some.
, the overwhelming sadness
"She broke up with me." After drinking the drink, Atobe Keigo threw the bottle out with a flick of his hand. What happened in the morning was really the first time that Atobe Keigo had been hit so hard, and he was the one who praised him.
The little maid in the palm of her hand, on her heart, is this how she sees their relationship?
"She, break up?" Renzu almost choked on the water. Naturally, he knew who she was in his mouth. Apart from that person, there was no other woman in the world who could make Atobe care so much.
"Atobe, I never knew you could tell jokes?" Renzu chuckled lightly. He wasn't lying, he really didn't believe it. If it were someone else, maybe he would consider believing it more or less, but
, that person, they all know that the relationship between Atobu and her cannot be explained clearly in one or two sentences, and she will not break up with Adobe. She really loves Atobe terribly.
"Do I look like a joker?" Keigo Atobe leaned on the lounge chair and closed his eyes. The scene of her and Tezuka together seemed to appear again in front of him. Damn it, it really made him extremely uncomfortable.
Got it
Is it true? Renzu didn't laugh again this time. It seemed that the matter was really serious. Saya was not the kind of person who would break up easily. He looked seriously at Atobe Keigo who was closing his eyes in deep thought. "What?"
reason?"
"Reason?" Atobe Keigo raised his eyes slightly, his lips raised slightly, as if he was mocking himself. The pupils in his dark blue eyes were already dark blue. "She said that the person she likes has always been Tezuka Kunimitsu.
"
"Do you believe this?" Renzu hugged his chest with both hands. It was really a good reason. The lingering feelings were not over. After Qianfan passed by, he finally found that his favorite thing was just that there were some things like this that really made him sad.
People feel that it is too deliberate
"What do you think?" Atobe Keigo put the towel on his head on the chair, then stood up without saying anything else. He glanced at Kachichi who had already packed up his things.
Huadi, let's go. After talking, he looked at Renzu, if you are free, we can have another fight.
Renzu quickly shook his hand, "I don't want to, you go find someone else to play, I have to go back to play the piano." He was not stupid, he naturally knew that he could not play tennis with an emotional person, especially when this person was Atobe, he went crazy
, but it will kill people
Atobe Keigo turned around and Kachi followed him. The sun in the distance had slowly set. He reluctantly packed his things and looked at the two figures walking further and further away. First,
For the first time, I felt that this arrogant and gorgeous young man could be so lonely.
Shaye, what on earth are you thinking about?
Carrying the golf bag on his back, he walked in the opposite direction. The hair falling on his shoulders was slightly fluttering, like the waves of the sea. That was his hair.
Pushing up the glasses on the bridge of his nose, he raised his head and sighed again, things are really complicated.
"Hachichi, do you think that woman is really too stupid?" Keigo Atobe walked in front, and the afterglow of the setting sun fell lightly on him, leaving a few strands on his hair.
Golden, with indescribable beauty
There was some quiet light on his delicate facial features. He was the proud man of heaven. His natural pride could overshadow the brilliance of the sun. The tear moles dotted under the corners of his eyes reflected a bit of charming brilliance.
Huadi looked at the young man walking in front of him. He was silent for a long time and then slowly said, "No."
Atobe Keigo turned his head and looked at Kaji's always calm face, "This is the first time you have opposed me like this."
"Yes," Hua nodded. He was always very direct about his questions.
"Really?" Atobe Keigo turned around and looked at the sun that was about to set. The twilight light had scattered beauty. It would be dark soon.
"But, I said, she is a very stupid woman." The corners of his raised lips were slightly raised, and his eyes were looking forward, so deep that it was impossible to see the end.
Huadi didn't speak at this time, just looked at the young man in front of him quietly.
He looked up and saw that the clouds gathering in the sky had a different kind of beauty at this time.
In the airport, Sayato and Tezuka carried their luggage and walked to the lounge while holding Otoyu's hand. Otoyu was sitting in the lounge with her mobile phone in her hand. They did not tell anyone else about this except Tezuka.
Yinyu lowered her head, looked at the phone in her hand, and finally decided to press the power-off button and put it in her bag. Some people and some things should be discussed over there. She couldn't be so generous before parting.
"Xiaoyin, take care," Tezuka was the only one who came over. In fact, everyone in the tennis club wanted to come to her, but considering her health, they finally chose not to come but bought a lot of things for him to bring over.
"Thank you, Kunimitsu-nii." Otoyu is also used to this kind of call. "Kunimitsu-nii" just goes back to the beginning. When they were young, he was the elder brother and she was the younger sister. She knew it, and Tezuka also knew it. Sometimes I think about it.
, everything in the past seems to be really just a dream. They are now close, but distant.
Tezuka lowered his eyes lightly, and the expression on his face was still too soft when he met her. To her, he couldn't say sorry clearly. He knew his feelings, but it was too late. She
Maybe, they also know, but they are not giving him a chance. In fact, it is good for them to be like this. After all, protection is also a way of love.
Because he knows that he doesn't have any chance
Yinyu looked at the young man in front of him, although he was cold, but his facial features were unusually exquisite, and the gentleness in his eyes was intentional or unintentional, and he smiled. It turned out that this cold young man could also be so gentle.
She knew that he was not actually an indifferent person, he just used his personality. In fact, he was also very gentle and careful, just like Keigo.
Thinking of him, she felt that sharp pain in her chest again. Everything was over. As long as he lived happily, she was already content.
"I'm really sorry about that." She suddenly bent down. She still felt very sorry for taking advantage of him.
Tezuka shook his head, and a faint wave of emotion flashed through his cold eyes, "No need to say any more, I volunteered." Yes, he volunteered. He didn't know that he had missed it until he saw the diary.
Too much. He no longer has the ability to repay her for everything she has ever had. If this is what she wants, then he will fulfill it for her without any reason.
At this time, the announcement on the plane was already ringing, and they were about to board the plane.
"Let's go, Otowa," Sayato handed the salute to the staff, picked up Otowa and walked outside.
"Kunimitsu, thank you," Sayato nodded to him. She really thanked him for his recent concern for Otoyu. No matter what the reason was, he was very grateful to him. The past between Otoyu and him has now slowed down.
Slowly untied, he no longer hates Otoyu and returns to the original Xiangchu mode. They are all much more relaxed.
As for other things, he doesn't want to think about it anymore. He will wait until the operation is over.
"No need." Tezuka nodded lightly. In fact, he still had to do too much, but he didn't know if there was a chance. He touched his neck lightly, and the crystal pendant was still hanging on his neck.
I have never taken it off before. This is a kind of memory and a kind of punishment.