When Han Beier woke up, she found that Yu Xiaoyi was still holding her tightly, sitting on the ground, looking at her without blinking. She smiled and said softly: "Hold me up, the ground is cold."
He carried her to the bed as instructed, still holding her tightly in his arms, "Belle...I'm sorry..."
Han Beier shook her head gently, "I'm sorry for you. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have become an orphan..."
"No! It's not..."
"Xiao Yi," she interrupted him, "don't hate my grandfather, don't hate your brother, and don't hate yourself. None of you are wrong. It's me who is wrong... No matter what, everything that's happening now is...
It's because of the car accident when I was eight years old. If it hadn't been for that car accident, your father wouldn't have died, my grandfather wouldn't have died, and your brother wouldn't have been so miserable. Everything was my fault, and I would have been there long ago.
It’s time to die…”
"Belle..." His whole body was shaking with heartache. He could only call her name but couldn't say anything.
"So... this is fine!" She smiled quietly, "I live in such pain every day. I have accepted the punishment I deserve, and you don't have to feel guilty for being with me.
Who do you want to torture yourself..."
"Belle..." He looked at her in surprise
She sat up slightly from his arms and took up his sleeves. On his slender arms, there were deep knife marks one after another...
"Belle..." He grabbed his arm back with force, trying to move it away from her eyes.
She let go of his arm and smiled faintly. Her bright eyes were as gentle as the stars in the sky, "Xiao Yi, am I bad? I know that every time you hug me, you will feel sorry for your parents."
, I can’t help but cut my arm with a knife, but I still can’t help but let you hold me every day..."
"Belle... stop talking..." He felt so distressed that he almost suffocated.
It's useless for him, he can't stop loving her, but there is always a voice in his heart desperately reminding himself that he can't love her, otherwise, his parents will not forgive him...
He could only choose this way to make himself feel better. This was his punishment for himself, not for Han Beier...
However, now he understands that he can't hide anything from her, and he still hurt her severely...
"Belle..." He was so heartbroken that he was shaking, but besides heartache, what else could he do?
"Xiao Yi, promise me not to torture yourself in the future, okay? Even if I am wrong, I did not mean it, and I have already received the punishment I deserve. From now on, you will stay with me and love me well.
I, don't feel sorry for anyone anymore, don't torture yourself anymore, okay? I..."
"Stop talking..." Yu Xiaoyi yelled heartbrokenly
Say no more...
Belle...
please……
Say no more...
Every word you say makes me heartbroken...
He lowered his head suddenly, pressed his lips heavily on Han Beier's lips, sucked and kissed her crazily, and drowned her unfinished words in her throat.
This long and tossing was not like a kiss, but like he was trying to eat her into his stomach, he was biting her.
Han Beier was so kissed that she forgot everything. She was so surprised and dizzy that she only knew that this was the kiss that Yu Xiaoyi gave her. It was from the heart. He no longer resisted her and no longer felt that he had wronged anyone.
