丶Sorrow Spreads 001 I’m really afraid of losing you
"Ye Xi..."
I could feel the warm liquid dripping on my shoulders, and Ye Xi's body began to tremble slightly.
"I'm so afraid of losing you, I'm so afraid that you will leave me forever! Xiaoyi, you promised me that you would not abandon me like my parents and sister...Xiaoyi! How can you talk?
It doesn’t count, Xiaoyi...what should I do, I might lose you! What should I do!"
I have never seen Ye Xi cry so miserably, and I have never seen Ye Xi so fragile.
If I was worried about whether Ye Xi loved me a second ago, then this second, I really let go.
"Fool...I will try my best to stay by your side, okay?"
I gently hugged Ye Xi's trembling body, and my voice also trembled inexplicably.
If you say you are not afraid of death, that is absolutely a lie!
I'm afraid too... I'm really afraid!
If I die, does it mean that I will never see the love between my parents?
If I die, does it mean that I will never be able to embrace this warm body like I do now?
If I die, does it mean that I will never see the blue sky, never see the white clouds, or hear the sound of cars passing by?
If I die, I will never smell flowers again, never eat cake again, never again... never again...
I can no longer be the same as now, I can cry and laugh
If you die, you don’t even have the right to be sad!
I'm scared too, really scared!
"Xiaoyi..."
"kindness?"
"Are you afraid of it?"
"kindness"
"Be good, don't be afraid"
Ye Xi, who was still crying just now, suddenly let go of me and showed me a gentle smile.
There are so many things contained in this smile... There are so many things...
"If you die, I will be with you! Whether you go to heaven or hell, or disappear into ashes, I will be with you. You will not be alone...and neither will I!"
"Ye Xi..."
This guy!
damn it!
Did he purposely make me cry?
I have made up my mind not to cry anymore! I will walk the final journey with a smile!
He did it on purpose!
"What's wrong?"
Ye Xi's eyes were so gentle, and taking advantage of his slightly pale face, his lips were so red...so...alluring!
"It's okay...you devil!"
I stretched out my arms and hugged Ye Xi's neck tightly, forehead to forehead, eyes to eyes.
"I'm not a devil because I don't have the power of a devil and can't protect the one I love."
"You are a devil! From the first day I met you, you have been bullying me and making me cry! You are the worst and most evil devil in the world!"
"Xiaoyi...I'm sorry"
"But... Mr. Devil, I really like you!"
My lips touched Ye Xi's lips lightly, and it was salty and astringent. I saw that the corners of Ye Xi's mouth curved like mine. Yes, Mr. Devil, I like you!