丶Love, Hate and Farewell 001 Life in the United States
It’s been a year since I came to the United States
This year, almost every day...I am lying on the hospital bed
When I left, I didn't say hello to anyone... I just hoped that I could be like a bird flying across the sky, leaving no trace in their world.
"Xiaoyi, what are you thinking about? The weather outside is nice, why don't you bask in the sun? It's good for your health!"
"Brother Jiuxuan!"
The door to the ward was pushed open, and I smiled brightly
Brother Jiuxuan...
Maybe it's the only memory I bring from the past
"Haha, how are you feeling lately?"
"It's very good...I don't feel any discomfort anymore..."
"Silly girl"
Brother Jiuxuan smiled lightly and sat beside my hospital bed with a doting smile on his face.
I haven't waited for my heart... The doctor said I probably won't survive this year...
Turning around, looking out the window at the blue sky
Although the windows are closed... I can still imagine the gentle feeling of the warm wind blowing on my face...
"Brother Jiuxuan, I want to go out and get some fresh air..."
"No, your body can't withstand the torture..."
"I won't live long anyway... It's better to make yourself more comfortable..."
A wry smile appeared on my lips, I lowered my head and looked at the photo in my hand
Fingertips, gently caressing the unruly face of the boy in the photo
Ye Xi...what are you doing now? Have you forgotten me...
People are really contradictory!
On the one hand, I hope Ye Xi can forget me completely and not be sad because of my leaving...
But, on the other hand, I'm so afraid that this guy will really forget me...
"Xiaoyi, mommy is here to see you! Hehe, my good daughter is beautiful again!"
My mother pushed open the door of the ward violently, interrupting my memories.
"Mom, tell me, do people have souls after they die?"
"Silly Xiaoyi! Why have you been so pessimistic lately! Mommy will not let you die!"
"But...I have never been able to wait for a heart donor..."
"..."
There is a terrible silence in the ward
If possible... I really don't want to die...
I'm only 15 years old!
There are still so many things that have not been done...
"Xiaoyi..."
"kindness?"
"There will definitely be a heart donor, and you will live a good and healthy life."
Brother Jiuxuan's eyes are cloudy and uncertain, flashing with something I can't understand...
As if he had made a great decision, Brother Jiuxuan's face showed a long-lost relaxed smile.
"kindness……"
Not wanting to spoil everyone's interest, I responded softly.
Just think of it as the motivation to live...
Having hope is always much better than despair...
This chapter has been completed!