The long silence, the longer the silence, the colder my heart becomes
Ye Xi, is it so difficult for you to answer?
Is my importance in your heart something that requires you to think about for so long?
Why……
Are you unwilling to give me the correct answer because you don't want to hurt me?
But if you don't care about me anymore, why are you still afraid of hurting me?!
Me and you, who is the tangled body of contradictions?
"Xiaoyi, tell me, where are you..."
Still evading my answer, Ye Xi's voice was filled with deep helplessness.
I can't understand the reason for this helplessness...
If, if you don’t love, just let me go, why do you keep giving me hope and caring like this...
Ye Xi, now, I hate you
I hate you not enough
"I know your answer. You don't need to know where I am. You just need to know that I can live a good life without you."
A bitter smile crossed my lips
Wei Xiaoyi can't cry anymore
No one feels sorry
Tears will only erode your strength even more
"Can't you explain something clearly in person?"
"You are not the Cowherd, and I am not the Weaver Girl. We can't meet today only. If you want to make it clear, you can find me at any time and at any place, not now. But, no need, I have given up. Ye Xi,
You can live your life again, don't worry, I won't pester you anymore. If you feel it's not enough, I'm willing to go back to the United States. Sorry, for the time being, the distance I can distance is only this far..."
I laughed hard, with tears covering my cheeks. I laughed until my eyes were swollen and uncomfortable. I laughed until the corners of my mouth turned downward unconsciously. I laughed until the stars became blurry...
The warm summer breeze caressed my face, like a mother's hand, gently trying to wipe away my tears.
However, the wound is in the chest, on the beating heart
Continuous gushing of blood
This wound cannot be healed
This blood will never dry up
These tears can't be stopped
Ah……
I don’t know if I, Wei Xiaoyi, will also be reduced to crying all day long
"do not give up……"
"Why?"
"I don't want to give up..."
"But I want to give up"
I don’t know why, but I should be very happy after hearing what Ye Xi said.
But now, besides being sad, I am still sad
so tired
A life of being bullied every day, a life of having to put on a smile, a life of being devoted to the lives of others
so tired
"Xiaoyi..."
"Ye Xi, why does your tenderness always come so late? Why are your answers always so vague? Why, you said you don't like to see me cry, but every time the person who makes me cry is...