I told myself over and over again in my heart that I must be strong, but the tears came again and again.
As long as I see the smiles in the black and white photo, the voices, looks, and smiles of my parents in the past will easily appear in my mind.
Once upon a time, I thought I was very strong
Once, I thought I could carry the sky
Once upon a time, I thought I was different from those girls who loved to be nymphomaniacs, cried all the time and didn't know how to solve things.
But now I know that what I thought before was just an illusion!
In the end, I can only be such an incompetent person!
Apart from making myself sad, apart from venting my tears, I still can do nothing
Wei Xiaoyi...you are really useless!
He raised his hand high, and when it was a few centimeters away from his cheek, he was grabbed hard by Ye Xi's big hand.
"Xiaoyi, don't be like this..."
Ye Xi's voice sounded so weak, and the gray sky made his face look so pale.
"Xiao Yi, Mu Jingchuan hasn't been found yet. Everyone here may become his next target. You must cheer up! What you are doing now is not for yourself, but for the people you want to protect!"
Brother Jiuxuan’s voice sounded behind me
I should be lucky that at least until now, I still have two people around me who have always cared about me.
But……
I really want to cheer up!
But……
I can not do it
There is no way not to make yourself sad, and there is no way to turn sadness and anger into strength!
I once saw that what others say easily turns out to be so difficult to do.
I was speechless because I was already crying in Ye Xi’s arms
"Wei Xiaoyi! Be stronger!"
Brother Jiuxuan pulled me out of Ye Xi's arms with force. The pain in my arm was so clearly reflected in my brain.
"Jiuxuan! Don't be like this... give Xiaoyi some time! I believe Xiaoyi can cheer up!"
"But the current chaotic situation may be exactly what Mu Jingchuan needs! Now, we may be in danger at any time! If Xiaoyi can't cheer up... we have to distract our energy to take care of her!"
"So what if we distract ourselves?! The blow Xiaoyi is enduring now is simply not something that an ordinary person can bear!"
"If Xiaoyi doesn't cheer up now, maybe the next one who gets into trouble will be me or you! Or Xiaoyi..."
"I will protect myself and Xiaoyi well..."
The quarrels between brother Jiuxuan and Ye Xi kept pouring into my ears, and every word hit my heart hard.
if……
If I don't pull myself together...
Then the next victim might be Ye Xi...brother Jiuxuan...or anyone I care about...
I do not want!
I don't want to lose anyone again!
Even if I hold on for dear life, I must not show my weakness anymore!