Brother Jiuxuan must have his reasons... Maybe that reason is wrong, but I believe that his original intention was just for me.
"Xiaoyi, I'm sorry..."
"do not say sorry"
I raised my head and tried my best to smile at Brother Jiuxuan.
If you say your heart doesn't hurt, that's a lie
However, I don’t blame brother Jiuxuan
It’s not that I don’t blame at all, but I understand that today’s blaming can only make us all more painful. We can’t make the living suffer because of the people who have left.
"I don't blame you, really, because you are An Jiuxuan, my An Jiuxuan, the An Jiuxuan who has always been by my side to take care of me."
I took a step forward and walked in front of Brother Jiu Xuan. I stretched out my hand and lightly touched Brother Jiu Xuan's brow with my fingertips.
The tight knot slowly relaxed due to my touch
"Xiaoyi..."
"Promise me we won't talk about this in the future, okay?"
I saw my reflection in brother Jiuxuan's eyes
It's just hazy...but I believe the expression on my face must be very sad now
That's why Brother Jiuxuan's eyes are so thick, so thick that they can't be softened.
"good"
He said yes
One word is enough
"I'm hungry!"
Suddenly, I jumped away like a little rabbit, escaping from brother Jiuxuan's sight, escaping from Ye Xi's sight, and escaping from the sight of the two men I love and who love me.
I don't want them to see my tears...
I don't know if these tears are happy or sad...
I only know that it is bitter and astringent
It turns out that the ingredients in tears, whether they are happy or sad, are the same.
I'm happy because I got the happiness that others can't ask for
I'm sad because I lost something that everyone easily has
"Xiaoyi, slow down!"
Behind me, Ye Xi's voice came
Although there are still tears on my face, the corners of my mouth can't help but rise.
It is already autumn again, but compared with the autumn three years ago, this autumn is more peaceful and more pleasant.
"Fool, why are you running so fast?"
A warm big hand grabbed my arm, and a gentle voice wrapped me tightly
I suddenly turned around
The whole person fell into Ye Xi's arms
"Xiaoyi...what's wrong with you?"
As if feeling my slightly trembling body, Ye Xi's voice became panicked.
"Xiaoyi? Don't cry..."
Warm palms gently caressed my back, and gentle voices kept echoing in my ears.
"Xiaoyi, do you miss them? We will go see them tomorrow..."
Ye Xi couldn't help comforting me, but she couldn't suppress my tears.