"Then why do I feel dependent on him?" I eagerly want to know why I like being with brother Yixuan very much.
"Because you already regard him as your relative in your heart, you will feel very relaxed and friendly when you are with him, and you will have a sense of dependence that you don't want to separate. That's because you have been with him for a long time, and unconsciously
He has been integrated into a part of your life. I feel now, Xing'er, your feelings for Yin Yixuan are the feelings of a sister to her brother. It can never be love. Love is a stimulating feeling of mutual existence. Your feelings for him
Being plain makes me almost certain that you don't love Yin Yixuan."
Crystal Purple Lei said to me in a very positive tone.
"So that's it..." I finally realized, "No wonder I don't have feelings for him!"
"Then who do you want?" Crystal Purple Lei and Mo Huanying immediately approached me gossiping and asked me with a sly smile.
"This..." I looked a little embarrassed.
The feeling of heartbeat...
Is your heartbeat speeding up and feeling nervous?
It seems that I have really felt this way before, that sweet and hazy feeling...
It seems like...the first time, Qianbon Silent Night kissed me in Mystery Night's private room...
Then came this drama, the second time he kissed me and protected me. The feeling of my heart beating faster when I looked at him up close is still very clearly left in my mind...
Then every time I see Tang Lami and him being so sweet together, I feel a sour feeling in my heart, as if a jar of jealousy has been overturned...
Is this the legendary jealousy?
I just want him to be nice to me, care about me, and give all his attention and love to me...
Is this the feeling of liking? It seems so wonderful and light, making people want to be intoxicated.
Perhaps ten years ago, when I first saw Senbon Silent Night, I already liked...oh no, I fell in love with this boy. After so many years, fate made us meet again.
I fell in love with him, and with that super devil who liked to torture me, Qianbon Silent Night.
I never felt that he was my angel. On the contrary, I always thought that he was the devil that troubled me.
But why, I just can't help thinking about him, want to understand him, want to pay attention to him...
"Yingying, Leilei. I think I know who the person I really love is."
"who?"
"Who is it?" they both asked almost in unison.
"What I love is Thousand Silent Nights." I answered word for word seriously and calmly.
"What??!!!"
"What, orangutan, are you kidding?"
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