Returning to Sicily again, Leng Suixin saw Mu Qiu's surprised and happy expression at the first sight, which made her a little at a loss.
It seemed that Mu Qiu had been quietly accompanying Chu Ye over the past year without any regrets. But now that she appeared, wouldn't it ruin Mu Qiu's last extravagant hope?
In the evening, Leng Suixin sat on the swing and watched Mu Qiu walking from a distance. She suddenly seemed a little embarrassed.
Mu Qiu's eyes were still gentle, with a slight smile. Only such a woman is suitable for that person.
"Hello, you're not going to sleep?" Leng Suixin moved her body to the side a few times, just to make room for her. Mu Qiu didn't want to be polite to her, and sat next to her, smiling sweetly at her, "Sister Suixin, thank you.
Can come back”
Leng Suixin was stunned, and lowered his head with some guilt. He thought for a long time before speaking out, "Mu Qiu, don't you hate me? I know you like Chu Ye. I heard it when the housekeeper talked to you that time.
,Why……"
Why don't you tell me?
I thought about it, then stopped my voice, and what's the use of telling her? Moreover, a considerate girl like Mu Qiu would never tell others about her inner troubles, and she was not attentive either, so she never noticed it.
Mu Qiu smiled and waved her hand nonchalantly, "Sister Sui Xin, don't listen to the housekeeper's nonsense. Chu Ye is like my brother. When my father left, I was handed over to him. It was just a responsibility..."
The more she spoke, the less confident she became. Mu Qiu lowered his head, played with his fingers, smiled coldly, and held her hand, "Mu Qiu, if you like it, you should work hard. Like me, I chased that person for five years. Later, it took me
I have tried to forget him for four years, but I have never succeeded."
A bitter smile froze at the corner of his mouth, Leng Suixin raised his eyes to look at the bright moon in the sky, his face showed longing, "I didn't know until now that I can't forget him, but we still can't be together. I'm very selfish, thinking that Chu Ye can
Happiness, in this way, I can look for my own without any scruples."
"Chu Ye loves you," Mu Qiu replied, with jealousy in his tone that he couldn't even hide.
No matter how hard she tried for him, she couldn't compare to Sister Sui Xin's smile, because Chu Ye's eyes were so cold to Sui Xin, and she couldn't get into his eyes after all. No matter how much she did, what's the use?
She doesn't dare to hope anymore
Leng Suixin tilted his head and his smile deepened, "Do you know why I left Ahan five years ago?"
Mu Qiu shook his head, looking confused.
Leng Suixin smiled, with a blush on his face, "I made him angry. The night before he was about to get married, I drugged him and made him have sex with me. It was such a bold move. I made him angry.
I fell in love with him and was pushed away thousands of miles away by him, so I was so embarrassed that I could only choose to leave."
"So Xiaoxiao was born later?" Mu Qiu asked doubtfully, always thinking that the child was Chu Ye's and hers.
"Well, actually I have been thinking that even if I can't meet him again, having Xiaoxiao is a kind of happiness. It is my and his child. Even if it is very hard, it is worth it." There was a quiet smile on his face
, Leng Suixin raised his eyes, but the expression on his face was slightly stunned.
"What's wrong, Sister Suixin?"
Leng Suixin collected his thoughts and shook his head with a smile. The majestic figure in his peripheral vision had already left.
I heard it, it’s actually better
When I returned to the room, I was not surprised to see Chu Ye in the room. The red dots were flashing in the dark night. When I turned on the light, it was filled with the smell of cigarette smoke. He still held one in his hand, and his face was full of smoke.
tired
Crossing his arms with his chest, Leng Suixin leaned against the door and smiled slowly, "Didn't you see that sentence on the cigarette box? Smoking is harmful to health. Who do you want to hurt yourself by hurting yourself? A person, if you are yourself
They don’t care about themselves…”
"If it were him, you wouldn't say that." Chu Ye raised his eyebrows and interrupted her tirade.
This theory would only be used on him. Chu Ye knew that if it were Ye Jinhan, Leng Suixin would not be so calm. It turned out that he had already been accustomed to comparing himself with Ye Jinhan from some unknown time, but he won in the end.
Can't get that person
Leng Suixin looked away, walked to the window, opened the floor-to-ceiling window, and let the wind from outside the room flow in. She turned around and smiled faintly, "You are right, if it were him, I would hide all his cigarettes domineeringly, or
He just grabbed it and stuffed it into his mouth. He loves me and won't let me suffer, so torturing me is the biggest punishment for him."
What about me?
Chu Ye smiled in an unusually lonely manner. Now Leng Suixin could no longer even get angry with him. He was so calm that it made him suffocated.
The smoke was still lingering. Leng Suixin finally frowned, took the cigarette butt from his hand, and threw it into the trash can. Her white fingers were burned, and she frowned slightly in pain.
He noticed just a small movement, held her hand tightly, took her into the bathroom, and washed the wound with cold water. Fortunately, it was not too burnt.
But he was overly worried, "Leng Suixin, do you think I won't feel pain? Why, you just can't accept me? In what way is he better than me? Why do you want to miss him so much?"
And where did he fall short?
Why didn't she tell him that he would work hard to change, really work hard...
With pain on her face, Leng Suixin looked at Chu Ye and heard some slight movement from the door. She smiled and shook her head, "Maybe you are better than him in every way, gentle, considerate, and a standard good man.
But what should I do? I met him first, fell in love with him first, and I can’t change it.”
It was a quiet night, and Leng Suixin just looked at him with indifference in his eyes.
That night, after Chu Ye left her room, he saw through the dark corridor that the lights in Mu Qiu's room were still on. He stood there and wanted to knock on the door, but finally put it down and left without saying anything.
The days passed very slowly. Chu Ye never mentioned the wedding again after that time. Leng Suixin was also happy and comfortable, seemingly living a carefree life.
Until the morning, I got a call from home
It was Leng Lieyan who called, saying that Xia Yanyu was seriously injured and her legs were almost dead. He asked her to go back to China and help Xia Yanyu.
Life was at stake, she told Chu Ye simply. Unexpectedly, this time, he did not refuse, and even asked Qin Lang to book a plane ticket for her without saying a word.
When she returned to China again, she couldn't deny her inner joy. She had only been away for half a month, but it seemed like she hadn't been back for several years. She didn't even go home. She arrived directly at the hospital. In front of Xia Yanyu's ward, Ye Peipei stood with another girl.
There, she was familiar with the girl. She heard that she belonged to Lan Feimo...