midnight
At midnight, the hustle and bustle of the day fades away, and happiness becomes an unattainable delusion.
I huddled under the quilt, my mind and heart were filled with him, so cold...
I chanted his name over and over again, even my bone marrow ached.
Holding the doll Yiyang gave me, I trembled, cried, and missed him heartbreakingly.
I was reluctant to throw away that black shirt. I hid it in the zipper behind the doll.
Whenever Yiyang is not around, I will hold it out and bury my cheek deeply in my shirt, wanting to breathe in his scent
But as time went by, the smell faded and could no longer be smelled, but the painful love grew day by day.
what to do?
I can't hate it, I can't forget it...
The more I reject that sentence, the clearer it resounds in my mind, "Leng Bingliang, I love you..."
When I felt the door open, I quickly hid my shirt
Yiyang climbed onto the bed and got under the quilt, hugging me from behind and gently calling my name, Nuan, Nuan...
I seemed to hear him calling my name again, Nuannuan...
I still remember the temperature, I still remember the words, Nuannuan, let’s go home
"Yi Yang...can I fall in love with you?" I made such a rude request
I'm selfish. I just want to use Yiyang to forget him. I think if Yiyang pampers me like this, he will definitely agree.
But he was silent. He was silent for a long time. I thought he was about to fall asleep.
"Nuan, is this method really effective?" He finally spoke, but it was like this. He had already seen through me.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that..."
This chapter has been completed!