"I shouldn't...shouldn't do this...Xiao Ru...I regret it so much. After you left, I often thought...why am I so stupid? If it wasn't like that..."
I was suddenly shocked. What did he mean?
"Dad, what did you say? What happened that day?" I tried to ask, but Dad didn't respond.
I've asked several times and it's still the same
"Try to communicate with him in the first person," the doctor reminded.
I suddenly understood, lowered my voice, and pretended to be the tone my mother often used, "Why are you so stupid? I won't blame you, tell me, what happened that day?"
Sure enough, my father heard this voice and spoke again, "Xiao Ru...actually...I...I..."
He kept repeating the word "I" until he couldn't say anything anymore.
I panicked, biting my lower lip and called the doctor, but he shook his head helplessly.
"Tell me, what is it? I won't blame you" I said softly, tears falling on his face
"Xiao Ru... I shouldn't... shouldn't..." He spoke very slowly and quietly, but I heard every word clearly, like thunder!
I feel as if for a moment an atomic bomb exploded and exploded in my heart. In an instant, nothing was left behind...
At this moment, the electrocardiogram on the screen jumped a few times, and finally turned into a straight line, and he just left.
"Ah————" I screamed in pain, attracting the men outside
My body couldn't support it anymore and I fell softly backward into the doctor's arms.