Whether it’s Su Ting’er or Leng Nuan, I love them all
This sentence stopped my crying
The abuse I suffered in the Leng family was all because I was Su Ting'er, not Leng Nuan, even though I knew they loved Leng Nuan so much that they couldn't accept other women.
But that kind of insult is still deeply imprinted in my heart and cannot be erased.
I know that whether they accept me or not, my contradictory character will be sad for a long time...
But now this person says that he loves me, no matter who I am...
Can I say I'm really happy?
Can I say that I really... feel the warmth?
I don't know if this feeling is real, but his words moved me
"I know it will be a long process for you to accept it, but I will work hard and never touch you before you agree," Chu Anyen said confidently.
"Me too..." Cheng Xinyan gritted his teeth and said
I seriously despise him, he is the last person who has the right to say this!
"Then you go out now, I will be alone for a while..." I am not used to this strange embrace, I miss them, crazily, crazily
"Okay..." the two agreed and left reluctantly.
As soon as the door closed, I started to cry again. When can I go back to them? When can I see them again?
God...it must be that I always want to leave, so God would separate me from them so powerfully.
It's just that he can't say he loves me very much, because he freed me from one prison but trapped me in another.
I can’t say it’s perfect, but at least it fulfilled my dream
What are they doing right now? Looking for me like crazy? Digging deep into the ground?
But I definitely have no intention of fighting anymore.
Thinking of how they were crazy about me, I felt happy, sweet, but also worried...
Maybe I really should stay here. As time goes by, they will slowly forget me. As long as they know that I am still alive somewhere in this world, it will be fine.
I will also quietly bless them in this corner
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The next period of time was very peaceful, and I continued to be my idle homegirl in the An family mansion.
Watch TV, eat, walk in the garden, do needlework every day to pass the time
It feels like I have moved on to another place, but it is actually very different.
Here, I don’t have a computer, a mobile phone or a phone, and I’m almost isolated from the outside world.
When I go for a walk, I am always accompanied by a maid. From a distance, a dozen men in black stare at me nervously.
Every time my relaxing activities end imperfectly
It's been half a month and I haven't heard from them at all, but my mentality has gradually changed from anxiety to peace.
Maybe this is really God's will, maybe God wants me to leave them and forget each other.
This is not a bad thing, but why do I still burst into tears when I dream back at midnight?
At this moment, I am watering the strawberries in the greenhouse, catching bugs, and smiling happily
After Chu Anyen knew that I liked playing with these flowers and plants, he ordered someone to open a piece of land in the backyard and turn it into a greenhouse, where he planted many flowers and plants that I had never seen before.
When I walked in here, I screamed. I couldn't believe there were such beautiful flowers in the world.
I was so excited that I threw myself at him and hugged him, saying thank you word by word.
But I forgot what he thought about me. A hug stirred up too many waves.