When Fang Shaohui woke up, he saw that he was in a strange room. He forgot all about what happened last night. He only remembered that he was clearly drinking. How could he sleep here? Where is this?
Fang Shaohui looked around the room and saw no one, so he opened the quilt and got up to take a look. The dark red color on the white sheets stung his eyes.
Could it be that last night...
When he glanced around and saw the smiling face on the bedside table, his expression suddenly became sad.
This is Lin Meijia’s home. He and her last night...
Fang Shaohui walked into the living room and saw Lin Meijia in the open kitchen wearing a floral apron and frying poached eggs. When Lin Meijia turned around and saw Fang Shaohui, a flash of pain flashed in her eyes, and then she smiled brightly, "Shaohui, you're awake.
"
Fang Shaohui took a few steps forward and said in a stammering voice: "Meijia, last night we..."
"You were drunk last night. You were so drunk that you couldn't wake up. The bartender called me and I took you back. When you came back, you fell asleep and slept like a dead pig. You couldn't scream no matter how you barked.
Wake up!" Lin Meijia pretended to be relaxed and said calmly.
She didn't want Fang Shaohui to know what happened last night, nor would she let him take responsibility for her. Although she loved him very much, it didn't mean that she would use such despicable means to keep him by her side.
She has her pride, she has her self-esteem, and she doesn't want him to look down on her even a little bit.
She turned her head, her nose was sore, and tears couldn't help but well up again, but she forced her back.
Fang Shaohui looked at her slender and tall back, feeling an indescribable distress in his heart. She didn't want to let herself know what happened last night. She was pretending to be stupid to herself, but he couldn't pretend to be stupid. He was a man, and he was
A man who is upright and a soldier, he should be responsible for what he has done.
"I will be responsible!" Fang Shaohui's voice was loud and clear in Ruoda's living room.
Lin Meijia's body stiffened suddenly. She didn't believe her ears, and then a sad feeling came to her heart. He was responsible for her because of his conscience, and it had nothing to do with love.
But what she needs is love, not responsibility
Lin Meijia turned her head, pretending to be dumbfounded, and said doubtfully: "Brother Shaohui, what are you talking about? What are you responsible for? What responsibility do you bear?"
"Meijia, stop pretending. I saw all the marks on the bed. I am a man and I will be responsible for what I do." Fang Shaohui exposed Lin Meijia's pretense with a sullen expression.
Hearing his words, Lin Meijia's eyes could no longer be suppressed and flowed out. She actually forgot to change the sheets, letting him catch the clue. Seeing that the lie was exposed, Lin Meijia stopped pretending to be stupid and put her hands in her hands.
He put down the shovel and said with a stubborn look: "No need, I don't need you to be responsible. Although I love you very much, I will not be another woman's substitute. Your heart is not with me. I raped you."
What’s the point of staying with me?”
Fang Shaohui was startled, walked up to Lin Meijia, gently held her petite body in his arms, and said in a gentle voice, "Meijia, if you are willing to give me a chance, I will try to forget her and create a new life with my heart."
Our new life"
Lin Meijia wanted to push his arms away, but the dizzying feeling of happiness in his arms made her unable to lift her hands. He said that he would forget that person and create a new life with her.
What a tempting statement, he would live with her if she wanted to
But, will such a life really be happy? He is with him out of responsibility.
Lin Meijia wanted to reject Fang Shaohui's words, but when she spoke, her words changed again.
"Really? Can you really forget Xu Mengxin?" Lin Meijia looked at him expectantly.
A hint of imperceptible pain flashed across Fang Shaohui's eyes, and his deep eyes said firmly: "It must be possible!"
"What about Golden Sakura?"
The hand holding her suddenly tightened, Fang Shaohui showed a look of pain, Lin Meijia's eyes dimmed, and a mocking smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
Just when she was about to give up, her body was held tightly in his arms, and his deep and powerful voice came to her ears, "She is getting married. From now on, she and I are just friends. I don't care about her."
I won’t have any wrong thoughts again.”
A happy smile appeared on Lin Meijia's face, and she hugged Fang Shaohui's strong waist with both hands. She secretly thought in her heart, give herself a chance, and give him a chance. No matter what the outcome, she decided to see this game, maybe, she really
You can wait until the day he falls in love with you
She doesn't want any pride or self-esteem anymore. She doesn't want to spend her time in regret in the future.
If you love, you must manage it well. Now that he wants to be responsible for himself, it depends on his performance!
Fang Shaohui's eyes were full of pain. This time, he really wanted to say goodbye to the woman he had loved for ten years. He could no longer think about her and love her like before, because that would not be good for this woman.
Fair
But my heart hurts beyond measure!
After all, it is not easy to let go of someone you love deeply. Those are the memories of his youth, the memories of tasting the bitter taste of love, and the first time he fell in love with a woman.
Now, those memories have to be taken away by force. From now on, in his life, there is only the woman in his arms.
Now that I have decided to be responsible for her, I must shoulder the obligations that a husband should fulfill
"Meijia, let's get married!" Fang Shaohui said softly. Since he can't marry the woman he loves, what's the difference between getting married one day earlier or one day later?
"What?" Lin Meijia looked up at Fang Shaohui in disbelief. He actually proposed to her.
"Let's get married!" Fang Shaohui once again emphasized that he wanted to get married before Jin Yingzi got married. He didn't want to be alone watching Jin Yingzi put on a holy wedding dress, and the groom was not him.
Lin Meijia didn't know the selfishness in Fang Shaohui's heart. With tears in her big almond eyes, she said emotionally: "Okay! I do, I do." Then she hugged Fang Shaohui tightly.
A strong feeling of self-blame welled up in his heart, Fang Shaohui hugged the person in his arms tighter, and said silently in her ear, "I'm sorry, please forgive my selfishness, I didn't marry you because of love, but I promise
I will never let you suffer any injustice in the future, and I will fulfill my responsibilities and obligations as a husband, but please forgive me, the only thing I cannot give you is my love!"