Zhang Tao sat down on the deck chair on the balcony mischievously, "But I don't want to live that kind of life anymore!"
Jing Miao stood up and walked to the balcony, looking at the small town reflected on the quietly flowing Tuojiang River. The colorful lights decorated the entire river.
"But it turns out that you have never thought about what kind of life you want to live! Can you stay here for a lifetime? Zhang Taotao, you have not figured out your life and your position at all. You can come out and have fun.
But don’t forget your responsibilities, so what if we hate each other, at least we can still see each other, but what about me?”
Speaking of this, Jing Miao's heart tightened
She couldn't speak anymore. She was afraid that if she continued, she would burst into tears. She was afraid that her trembling and broken voice would burst out in front of her friends, and the emotions she had suppressed in her heart would burst out.
After waiting for Li Mu's car to drive out that day, Jing Miao tried every means to get in.
In the dim corridor, Jing Miao saw the person she had longed for through the small glass at the door of the recovery room.
He lay quietly on the bed, with his right hand covered with dense silver needles, frowning, and staring at the doctor with sinister eyes.
The nervous doctor seemed to be saying something. He suddenly became excited and seemed to try to raise his right hand, but failed.
The furious Xiu Yu immediately swung down everything on the bedside with her left hand.
The glassware fell to the ground, the sound was harsh and startling
At that moment, Jing Miao finally understood the reason why Xiu Yu lost news
The door to the ward suddenly opened, and the doctor hurried out and shouted towards the end of the corridor, "Head nurse, please hurry up and ask the director to come over!"
Jing Miao fled in despair
After waiting for a long time, before Jing Miao continued, Zhang Taotao raised his head in confusion. Under the warm light, looking at Jing Miao on the river, he was crying silently.
Zhang Taotao knew that Jing Miao was worried about Xiu Yu who had been abroad.
In a country where there is no peace but only turmoil, survival is a luxury.
"Miaomiao, what's wrong? Did something happen to Xiu Yu?" Zhang Taotao nervously walked to Jing Miao and hugged the thin Jing Miao.
Jing Miao took a deep breath, raised her hand and quickly wiped her face clean, "No, the wind from the river was so strong that it hurt my eyes. He is in Syria. No news is good news."
After two days of playing in the small town, Jing Miao went home first.
Zhang Taotao still shook his head and said that he still hadn't thought about it well, so he was not in a hurry to go back for the time being.
Jing Miao didn't have any words of persuasion. She just took out a letter from her bag and delivered it to Zhang Taotao.
"This is what Wei Shaoqing gave me. If you still love him, then if you really don't want to look back, then throw it away or burn it, it's up to you."
Zhang Taotao is walking alone in this ancient town that he has walked back and forth countless times. There are fewer and fewer tourists. The cold streets are accompanied by the cold winter rain, and there is no lively atmosphere of the upcoming Spring Festival.
She was standing under the city gate. Opposite, a family selling ginger candies was having a lively meal.
Feeling the cold wind passing through the hall, Zhang Taotao shivered and wrapped his shawl tighter.
A wandering singer next to him was holding a guitar and plucked the strings boredly, intermittently, in harmony with the sound of rain, which seemed to pluck Zhang Taotao's heart.
Zhang Taotao finally chose to open the letter, but when he saw the beginning, he was stunned. The recipient was Brother Shaoqing.
He quickly looked down anxiously, and saw how familiar the content was. The first love letter that he had pondered over and over again as a girl, and the love letter that had not yet been sent out, how could anyone know about it? Moreover, the font of this letter was still Wei Shao.
Yours?
My past self, young and ignorant, used the most direct language to describe the simplest love.
Turning to the second page, it was finally no longer her letter, but the letter Wei Shaoqing wrote to her.
"I'm sorry, I've always owed you an apology. If it hadn't been for the absurdity of being young and frivolous and drunken, I don't think the two of us would have taken such a long detour. I have always regretted one thing over the years, that
It was because I pushed you away so easily that I made you suffer so much, so now I will not give up your seven years of marriage easily. Thank you for your support for me and my babies. I have had enough playing outside.
No matter where you go when you come back, don’t forget that the children and I are waiting for you at home.”
The writing on the envelope gradually became blurry, and warmth overflowed from my eyes.
Back then, she followed Wei Shaoqing out of wishful thinking, but Wei Shaoqing, who was addicted to drugs and alcohol, took away a woman's most precious first night. She had seen his unknown absurd extravagance, glitz and decadence, and she thought she could win with her heart.
You can redeem others, but in the end you find that you can’t even redeem yourself.
She stared blankly at the letter for who knows how long. Behind her, a warm coat and a familiar smell instantly surrounded her.
Zhang Taotao turned around and stared blankly at Wei Shaoqing who suddenly appeared in this ancient city.
With his iconic peach blossom eyes as gentle as water, Wei Shaoqing reached out distressedly to wipe away the tears on Zhang Taotao's cheeks and hugged her, "If one day we become strangers, then I will get to know you again."
Follow you, stay close to you, neither far nor near, neither fast nor slow, just like you stubbornly followed me before."
After staring for a long time and sighing, Zhang Taotao stood on tiptoes, stretched out his hand to wipe his hair that was covered with fine rainwater, and said softly, "Go back."
The days passed quickly. As soon as the Spring Festival was over, Jing Miao and Xiao Bai came out from the military compound to celebrate the New Year and went to Banshan Mansion.
Zhang Taotao cooks the food himself, while several children are playing upstairs
Wei Shaoqing, who was driven out of the kitchen by Zhang Taotao, walked to the living room, saw Jing Miao sitting there alone watching TV, and sat on the sofa next to him.
"Do you want to know the whereabouts of Yuzi?"
Since Jing Miao did him a big favor last time, he was in a good mood and wanted to give Jing Miao something in return.
Jing Miao turned her face and looked at Wei Shaoqing with strange eyes, "Isn't he abroad?"
Wei Shaoqing paused. Could it be that this woman has lost her memory?