She always showed a strong appearance in front of others, but in fact, her heart was very soft, hard on the outside and soft on the inside. This cry made him feel a little unbearable, and he regretted what happened that night.
This was the first time he forced himself on a woman, and he didn't know what happened that night.
"Xueru, stop crying." Tang Shuwen coaxed her gently and patiently. Chen Xueru stopped her tears and was quite surprised that he stopped midway. She thought that he would continue even if she didn't want to.
Gu Rui had been like this before, she thought all men were like this.
She also knows that it is painful for men to hold back their desires.
She turned her head and looked at Tang Shuwen. Under the dim light, the man's deep eyes showed anxiety and care. There was no anger or disappointment, he just comforted her with pity.
Chen Xueru felt a sour pain in her heart.
Does he really feel sorry for her?
Tears welled up in her eyes. Since her parents passed away, only her aunt has loved her, and no one has loved her anymore.
Tang Shuwen's move warmed her heart.
Although she didn't know why he, who was always strong, would let her go, the reason was not important anymore. She was very touched by the result.
Tang Shuwen saw that she was filled with tears and was trembling slightly. He lowered his body and kissed her tearful eyes. Chen Xueru blinked and her long eyebrows brushed his lips. It was like a tiny electric current running through his whole body, including his lower body.
It became even more swollen.
"Don't look at a man like this, he will eat you." Tang Shuwen said in a low voice. Chen Xueru was startled. His kisses fell piecemeal on her lips and cheeks, but did not go any further.
She could feel his hot breath on her face and the heat radiating from his body. She could also feel the hardness against her waist as he leaned sideways.
His voice seemed to be holding back a certain emotion. Chen Xueru was frightened, but also had a little inexplicable sweetness.
No matter who it is, it is sweet to be treated and cherished like this.
Even if this man hurt her.
"I'm sorry..." Chen Xueru suddenly said sorry for some unknown reason. Maybe she didn't satisfy him, or maybe she was feeling cold and might not be able to give him what he wanted in their future married life.
A marriage without sex is declared to be over without any reason.
No one can tolerate a cold wife. Maybe she should confess earlier that she hates it. This marriage won't last long and he won't be able to stand it.
Although x is not the whole of marriage, it is an indispensable part of marriage.
If marriage is like a dish, x is the salt in the dish. A dish without salt is difficult to swallow.
"Are you stupid? What are you apologizing for?" Tang Shuwen pursed his lips and lay down. He would not force her, nor would he be unhappy about this matter. Anyway, it was his own fault. Who should he blame?
"Tang Shuwen, if..." Chen Xueru felt that he needed to be honest. There was nothing to deceive. He didn't feel it once or twice. If he did it a few more times, he would get tired of it sooner or later. If he waited until he got tired of it, it would be better to start from the beginning.
Just say, "I really...hate this."
Tang Shuwen laughed at himself, "Because of me?"
"No!" Chen Xueru held his hand nervously, "Gu Rui and I had a good relationship. He always said that I was cold, like a dead fish, and very boring. It didn't take long for him to get annoyed, and he felt very relaxed even if he didn't want me.
.Every time I do this, I just want it to end quickly, because I feel embarrassed and in pain. He...he asked me to see a psychiatrist, but I didn't want to. I argued about it many times, and I thought...
"
"That's enough! Stop talking." Tang Shuwen suddenly stopped her. Chen Xueru was startled and then laughed at himself. Sure enough, he was also angry. No one can tolerate his wife's coldness.
What's more, he knew what she had done with Gu Rui, and now that she was talking about it so bluntly on his bed, he would definitely become angry. Men have mysophobia. No matter how many women they have had, they still think macholy.
He is the only man who has his wife.
Tang Shuwen turned on a bedside lamp. Chen Xueru's face was pale and he was biting his lip, as if he was enduring some humiliation. She saw anger in his eyes. Chen Xueru thought that he would also scold her like Gu Rui, maybe get a divorce.
, or maybe...she didn't know what he was going to say, she only knew that he was angry.
His eyes were sinister and he had a violent aura. When he saw Chen Xueru like this, his heart ached. He reached out to touch her lips and said softly: "Don't bite your lips. I'm not angry with you."
He was angry with Gu Rui. Chen Xueru had only been with one man, Gu Rui. Of course he knew that they were in love back then. He thought that Gu Rui would be very good to her, but he didn't expect that the truth was not what he thought.
Chen Xueru said that it was Gu Rui who asked her to replace Han Bi that night, so she was given to Carlo by Gu Rui, and finally given to him by Carlo. She was still Gu Rui's woman at that time. This kind of thing is worse than a beast.
He could figure out how much injustice Xueru had suffered by his side?
He sent someone to investigate this matter, and the matter was exactly the same as what Chen Xueru said, so his prejudice and antipathy towards her were gone. Without the original prejudice and antipathy, he was gradually able to discover her beauty.
Gu Rui, that bastard, not only didn't cherish her, but actually hurt her like this.
Because of her sexual apathy, she asked her to see a psychiatrist, but she went to such an extreme extent. Thinking about how verbally violent he usually was to Xueru, when I thought of this, I couldn't help but feel pain in my heart.
If it was him who Xueru met in the first place, he would never let her suffer such injustice, nor would he let her live so hard with her children alone for several years and still be mistreated by him.
Tang Shuwen was startled by his own thoughts.
When did he have this intention to treat her well?
Knowing the grievances she had suffered in the past, he actually wanted to kill Gu Rui.
Chen Xueru let go of her lips, and Tang Shuwen pecked her lips, "Listen, don't think nonsense, I'm not angry with you, Xueru, I admit that I misunderstood you in the past, what happened in the past is true or false
If it’s false, we won’t talk about it. Maybe it’s really my fault and I treated you wrong.”
Chen Xueru didn't quite understand what Tang Shuwen meant by that. Tang Shuwen held her hand and said, "Gu Rui is a bastard. Of course, I am not a good person to you. I have forgotten what he said and what I said."
Bar."
She looked at Tang Shuwen in astonishment, not understanding what Tang Shuwen meant at all.
"What exactly do you want to say?" Chen Xueru asked.
Tang Shuwen thought for a while, seemed to be organizing his words like this, pursed his lips and thought for a moment, "Now that we have become husband and wife, and you have given birth to a child for me, we are destined to be together in this life. You can't fall in love with me for a while.
, I can’t forget Zhao Yuning for a while, but since we are husband and wife, it will last a lifetime. Let’s forget all the past, okay? Start over.”
"You..." Chen Xueru looked at him in surprise, "Don't you hate me very much?"
"I think I was wrong." Tang Shuwen frankly admitted the mistakes she had made and flicked her nose, "Forget about that bastard."
The doting in his eyes made her feel like she was about to fall into the web he weaved. Chen Xueru couldn't help but be a little scared. She couldn't figure out why his attitude changed so quickly.
He seemed to see what she was thinking, and thought for a moment, "Just think of it as Xiao Nian for us. You don't want him to see that his parents seem to be in harmony with each other but are separated from each other."
"But I..." Chen Xueru bit her lip in embarrassment, and Tang Shuwen's eyes dimmed, "You don't want to give me a try?"
He has the confidence to make a woman fall in love with him.
However, maybe Xueru still has Gu Rui in her heart.
Chen Xueru didn't know what to say. Her heart felt warm, but when she thought about her cold feeling, it felt like a basin of cold water was poured down on her. Didn't Tang Shuwen understand what she was talking about just now?
"Tang Shuwen, I heard that there will be no happiness in a marriage without sex. You will soon get tired of this kind of life. Sooner or later we will be separated. I want to wait until Xiaonian becomes more sensible..."
He suddenly laughed. She stopped her voice and looked at him puzzled. What was he laughing at?
He grabbed her hand, put it to his lips and kissed it, "Fool, no woman is born cold. Sex is a beautiful thing. I'm sorry to have given you a bad experience. All I can say is, no.
The fact that it can make you orgasm, or even disgust you, is because the man is incompetent and has nothing to do with you, so don’t say you are cold."
"But……"
"Since you are so worried, why don't we continue?" Tang Shuwen joked. He really wanted to continue. After coaxing her to sleep, he had to take a shower. It was really a torture in the winter.
Chen Xueru fell silent. The Tang Shuwen tonight was something she had never seen before. He was gentle, calm, gentle, considerate, generous, frank, and sincere. He was very different from the ordinary him. He comforted her without hiding himself.
He was so desperate that she really wanted to give him a try.
Maybe, it's not really that repulsive and annoying.
"Okay, I'm teasing you, go to sleep." Tang Shuwen lay down and hugged her gently, Chen Xueru said: "Can you turn off the lights?"
Tang Shuwen turned off the light.
In the darkness, he endured the fire caused by the friction between their skins. He knew that Chen Xueru was resisting, but he did not make any move. He did not want Chen Xueru to reject him even more and hate him even more.
Gu Rui, that bastard, how on earth did she become like this, so scared.
He stroked her long hair with pity. This girl was really unkind. She met Gu Rui and him one after another, and both of them were so bad to her. She had suffered a lot over the years. She was not cynical or sarcastic, but instead
It's really rare to maintain one's innocence.
Suddenly stunned, Chen Xueru's hand took the initiative to climb up his chest. Tang Shuwen froze and his body suddenly tensed up. He had already suppressed his desire, and her random touch seemed to ignite the suppressed flame.
He took a deep breath, it was really a torture. He was about to sleep separately when he heard Chen Xueru's low voice in his ears, "Aren't you... uncomfortable? In fact, I can... I can..."
