Chen Xueru tried her best to break away from him, but she was always held tightly by him, as if the person in her arms would disappear if she let go. He was very nervous and could only keep comforting her back to deal with her panic.
She finally found out.
This was something he didn't want to do, but she still found out about it after all.
He should have been more alert. If he knew she was at the door, he wouldn't be so careless.
Chen Xueru's body felt inexplicably cold. Thinking of Zhao Yuning's face that was about to cry and the accusations she had made, she felt as if something had bitten her heart and she didn't know what to do.
"Shu Wen, is her child yours?" Chen Xueru asked. Her face was pale and her eyes were calm. She had slowly recovered from the shock. She looked at Tang Shuwen. Although she had guessed, she wanted to hear his answer.
Tang Shuwen held her cold hand, "Probably, Xueru, I'm sorry, but this was before I got together with you. I didn't know she would get pregnant. I decided to marry you... No, it started from you and Xiaonian.
Since we first appeared, I have not been with her since I knew you existed...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm really sorry."
Chen Xueru's eyes turned red, "No, no, no, you don't need to apologize. All this is my fault, it's my fault. If I hadn't appeared, you would have gotten married, you would have had children, and you would have been very happy. I
It will still be me who will raise Xiao Nian, and both of our families will be happy. No one will pay the price, and no one will die. Shu Wen, it was me who made you lose the one you loved, and then cruelly killed yourself.
Child, this is all my fault, what should Zhao Yuning do? Without her child, she will definitely be in pain."
"Xueru, what are you talking about?" Tang Shuwen grabbed Chen Xueru's shoulders and said in a deep voice, "None of this has anything to do with you. How can you put the blame on yourself? Didn't you say that the pain you have endured has nothing to do with you?"
I gave it to you, is everything my fault?"
"That's not it." Chen Xueru covered her face, tears falling from her fingers. She was in agony. She didn't want to hurt anyone, she really didn't want to hurt anyone, and she didn't want Zhao Yuning's child to die. This was unfair to Zhao Yuning.
She has never blamed Zhao Yuning, although she once cruelly wanted to offend Xiao Nian. From Zhao Yuning's point of view, it was indeed the appearance of their mother and son that ruined her happiness.
Now because of their mother and son, Tang Shuwen wants to abort her own child. How can she bear it?
She had already inflicted a lot of pain on Zhao Yuning, how could she still lose her child? How could she feel at ease? How could she and Tang Shuwen live happily with peace of mind.
She couldn't do this.
Tang Shuwen hugged her tightly, "Don't worry about this matter, leave it to me, don't think about anything, just stay by my side, do you hear me?"
At the end, his voice was a bit urgent and stern, and Chen Xue burst into tears, which made her feel uneasy.
"Tang Shuwen, don't make such a cruel decision, or you will regret it." Chen Xueru said softly. She was already in great pain. He was afraid that one day, he would regret it and resent her and Xiao Nian because of their appearance.
I don’t want his and Zhao Yuning’s child.
She understood that Tang Shuwen wanted to keep the family, so he made such a cruel decision. She just heard him telling Xiaoliu not to hurt Zhao Yuning. He just wanted to get rid of the child and didn't want anything to happen to Zhao Yuning. He still had feelings for Zhao Yuning, so
That's why I'm so nervous.
In this case, he must also love this child in his heart.
After all, it was the woman he loved who was carrying the child for him, but he ruthlessly took it away. She understood the pain and suffering very well.
Maybe he doesn't regret it now and feels very happy, but as time goes by, he won't regret his original decision, or will he resent the existence of their mother and son, which made him lose everything he originally had.
She couldn't bear Tang Shuwen's resentment, nor could she bear a human life.
"Xue Ru..."
"Don't let her take away the child, Shu Wen, don't do this, it's really cruel." Chen Xueru begged him, "The child is really innocent. Since Zhao Yuning is gone, it means she wants to keep the child, so just give birth to it.
You have no right to decide the life or death of a child, and I don’t want you to kill someone because of our mother and child, and it’s still your own child. I will have uneasy conscience for the rest of my life.”
Tang Shuwen frowned and looked at Chen Xueru. Does she know what she is talking about?
Can she really be so generous and not mind?
Or, she doesn't love him at all, so she doesn't mind the child, otherwise she wouldn't understand how much impact this child's arrival in the world will have on their family, Xueru...
I don't know why, but I feel a little angry in my heart.
"This is an unformed child. Do you know that this child is not suitable to be born at all? I will not recognize him or love him. The Zhao family will use him as a bargaining chip to negotiate with me, and Yu Ning may not be able to
Will love him, why let him live such a painful life? Aborting it now is the best choice for him, Xueru, do you understand?" Tang Shuwen said in a deep voice, he thought more,
It is also more comprehensive. This child cannot be kept no matter what. It is very painful for a child who is not loved and loved to come into the world.
"How do you know that no one loves you?" Chen Xueru said, parents will love their children, no matter what kind of parents they are.
Regarding this matter, Tang Shuwen and Chen Xueru each had their own ideas, and it was not appropriate to talk about this in the middle of the night. Tang Shuwen held her shoulders and said in a deep voice, "Hey, this matter is over here, let's not talk about it, it's getting late.
, would you like to take a shower and rest first?"
Chen Xueru said with tears in her eyes, "Shu Wen, please don't make such a cruel decision, okay? Think about Xiao Nian. I'm afraid that all this will happen to Xiao Nian. Can you think more about him?"
Tang Shuwen pursed his lips and said, "I will think about this matter carefully. You go take a shower and rest first."
Chen Xueru glanced at him, gritted her teeth and left to take a shower.
After playing for a day and struggling for so long, I am indeed a bit tired.
But she didn't feel sleepy at all. After taking a bath, she sat in a daze on the balcony. The lights downstairs were bright, and the night view of Paris was magnificent, like a fairyland, but her mood was extremely heavy.
Calm down and think about what Tang Shuwen said. In fact, there is some truth in it. Not to mention whether this child will be loved by anyone after he is born. If he is exposed as the illegitimate son of the Tang family after birth, the Tang family and the Zhao family are all well-known in City A.
