Han Bi was drinking alone. She was tired both physically and mentally. She didn't want to say a word, didn't want to resent anyone, and didn't want to blame anyone. Linda was drinking with her. This was how they had come to a foreign country for so many years.
Linda accompanied Han Bi in the United States, living alone. Han Bi had just arrived in the United States and had a language barrier. She also suffered a lot in learning English. In order to make herself suitable for Fei Mo, she filmed and studied at the same time, and got the
degree certificate and learned two foreign languages. She wanted to prove that she was better than anyone else and could be worthy of him.
I did a lot, a lot, but I endured loneliness and did not contact him.
Even though there was no contact, there were many magazines and newspapers about him on her bookshelf, and she bought every one of them. Even the scandals about him and women, she also bought them, just to know the news about him.
Over the years, Ye Feimo always appeared on occasions where she appeared, whether it was award ceremonies, jewelry launches, or events she participated in. Every time, she brought a different woman to the scene. She looked very jealous and distressed.
He was just looking for an excuse to be with her under the same sky and to be closer to her, and she would hold a different woman on her arm each time and come and go by his side for seven years.
Every time she looked at his cold eyes, she felt a desire to return to him, but she tried her best to restrain it.
If he could have come back a year earlier, maybe the outcome between her and Fei Mo would have been different. If she had been willing to go to him even once in so many years, he might have forgiven her and settled the past.
But she didn't even have it, for the sake of damn pride and identity.
If I had been a step earlier...
Han Bi took out a tissue to wipe away her tears. She felt extremely painful in her heart. She always felt like she was about to suffocate. When she thought of Ye Feimo and warmth, she felt as if she was being fried.
"Han Bi, you really love him, go for it, why are you hiding at home and feeling sorry for yourself?" Linda said, unable to stand it, "Wen Nuan even dares to hit you, how can you bear this tone?"
"Strive for it?" Han Bi smiled bitterly, "Have I not fought hard enough? In order to fight to get back to Fei Mo, I have done a lot of things that I shouldn't have done. No matter how hard I try, if Fei Mo's heart is no longer with me
, that didn’t help. I was too confident, always thinking that he was dead set and would wait for me, but who knew that he would fall in love with someone else in the end. Look at the photos of him and Wen Nuan, I have never seen him smile so much.
Happy, I have never seen him like that before, he really fell in love with warmth, I will never have a chance again, never again..."
"How will you know if you don't give it a try?" Linda said, "Han Bi, if you can get pregnant with his child, are you still worried about not being able to marry him?"
"What are you talking about?" Han Bi glanced at her and felt that she was dreaming about being pregnant with Fei Mo's child. Even in that situation, when he was full of lust, he could stop at the last moment.
After that, what else could she expect? He wore the watch she gave him for seven years, but he finally returned it to her. What else could she believe in?
She has slowly come to believe that Ye Feimo really doesn't love her anymore.
Even though she was his first love, even if he could never forget her, now she no longer had any place in his heart, and he should have recognized this long ago.
She was really unwilling.
"Han Bi, opportunities are created by yourself." Linda said, saying something in Han Bi's ear. Han Bi wiped her tears and drank in a low voice, "That's enough, stop talking."
"This is a great opportunity. I taught you the same lesson last time."
"Linda, what are you talking about? I don't want to make myself so ugly, and I don't want the last bit of beauty in Fei Mo's heart to disappear. You should stop giving me such bad ideas." Han Bi was extremely unhappy and said again
He raised his head and took a sip of wine, tears sliding down the corners of his eyes, "I trapped myself in a cocoon and killed my lover. How could I be so stupid."
Now when I look back, I realize that no amount of money can buy back the original relationship, no amount of honor can buy back Feimo's smile, no amount of achievements can pay back her first love, and she has ruined her own happiness.
If I had not been so ambitious back then, I would have been an artist working in the first and second tiers, and I might not have had as many fans as I do now, but I would have been able to make money to support myself, have enough food and clothing, and have a warm little home. Such happiness cannot be bought today.
Arrived.
"Then what do you want? Are you willing to just hand over Young Master Ye to someone else without doing anything?" Linda asked sharply, Han Bi covered her head, not wanting to listen to Linda's lecture.
She had used every method at her disposal, even lowering her body to beg Feimo. What else could she do?
"What's so good about being warm? Why can I steal your lover, Han Bi, please be more courageous and show your confidence." Linda said, and Han Bi smiled bitterly.
confidence?
She is not without confidence. Compared with Wen Nuan, she is very confident, but...
Does having self-confidence mean that you can win back a man's heart?
"I'm really jealous of the warmth." Han Bi laughed at herself, "Ever since I grew up, I have been cared for like a princess by my parents. I have never suffered hardship, hunger, or cold, and I don't have to suffer.
People roll their eyes. Now Fei Mo is escorting her all the way. She has become very prosperous in the entertainment industry, and her net worth is as high as that of a first-line actress six months after her debut. Who can have her good luck? When I see her, I think of myself back then, how hard I worked.
She just got a good opportunity. Without any effort, she was able to appear on the big screen for the first time, starring in Lin Ning's film. I worked hard in the entertainment industry, eating with others, singing, bowing and bowing, and being cautious, fearing that I might offend someone.
, but she can ignore everything. Cai Xiaojing and Feimo will block everything for her. Everyone knows that she is An Ning's new favorite. Just because she was bullied, Ye Feimo can get to the bottom of it and even kill the person who bullied her.
She was tortured to the point of being reduced to human form, sent to be a prostitute, and allowed to be molested. Why should she? Everyone in the circle said that she had a close relationship with Lin Ning, but they didn't know that she was Ye Feimo's girlfriend. Feimo protected her at all times.
She helps her in everything. She can give her an opportunity that others can't wait for ten years with just one sentence. Why can Wen Nuan be so lucky? Why does God favor her so much? It's unfair, it's really unfair. Ye Feimo and Fang Liucheng
, both men like her so much, do you know why I don’t want to film "Pretty Woman"? That’s because Fang Liucheng invested in the film for Wen Nuan, and he only used me if Wen Nuan didn’t do it. Linda, I’m really jealous of her, all
All the good luck in the world belongs to her. She is young, beautiful, good-natured, and popular. You said she is not as good as me. Apart from my fame, what else can I be like her?"
Han Bi said and laughed again, and the bottle of wine bottomed out again.
