Seeing this, he could no longer look at it, and a sentence kept ringing in his mind.
If it were me, even if Kaka only had the last second left, I would want him to say he loves me properly. For the rest of my life, this sound would be my greatest comfort and happiness.
If it were me, even if Kaka only had the last second left, I would want him to say he loves me properly. For the rest of my life, this sound would be my greatest comfort and happiness.
Is the rest of your life really your happiness?
Wushuang, Wushuang, my Wushuang.
How could you write such a sentence that breaks my heart? Is this your voice and your cry?
Kaka was heartbroken, and painfully covered his face on the quilt with her scent, covering up all the grief and tears, and the taste of heartache. Over the years, he had tasted it countless times, but never once was it so sharp.
It seemed as if he was going to cut his heart and there would be no escape.
He trapped himself in a world, unable to extricate himself, letting the pain spread to the bones of his body, and the pain penetrated his heart.
"Wushuang..." A hoarse murmur overflowed from his mouth, calling out the name of his beloved one after another. His heart was bleeding. He wanted to shrink himself to the point where no one could see him. In this way, the pain would be gone.
It won't follow you like a shadow.
That sentence destroyed all his persistence in the past ten years.
"I love you... I love you... I love you..." I always knew what you wanted, always knew what I wanted, but I didn't dare to ask for it, I couldn't afford it, it's not that I don't love, it's not that I don't love, it's just that I love too much,
Even more reluctant to hurt.
I owe you the love I keep telling you, please tell me all the time.
Will you feel happier after hearing this?
Kaka has tasted heartache countless times, but never once, which made him collapse like this. Looking at Wushuang's mental journey for more than ten years, he cried and laughed, sour and sweet, and the joys and sorrows he still didn't know were written on the paper.
Above, her tenderness, anger, love, hate, resentment, anger and insanity are all due to her deep love and no regrets.
If it were me, even if Kaka only had the last second left, I would want him to say he loves me properly. For the rest of his life, this word would be my greatest comfort and happiness. Every word of this sentence stepped on his weakness.
, he tried his best to endure this pain, but was unable to stop his rapid heart rate. The pain caused countless emotions to explode in his body, slowly swelling, and almost detonating in his body.
"I love you, Wushuang..." For so many years, when no one was around, a man said I love you to Wushuang. He said it countless times, but never let her hear it. He was afraid that she would know what he was thinking.
, endured it for more than ten years, he had no intention of torturing her, but he hurt her the most.
The person he owes the most in this world is Wushuang.
I owe her some love.
A gentle hand touched his shoulder. Kaka stiffened and slowly turned around. Rong Yan's distressed face was reflected in his scarlet eyes. He suddenly hugged Rong Yan, like a tortured child returning to its mother's warm embrace.
Rong Yan could not see him, so she guessed that he was in the Wushuang Room, and it turned out to be true.
But as soon as she saw the door, she saw Kaka bending and kneeling on the bed, lying on the quilt in pain, saying "I love you" over and over again, her hoarse voice already had a bitter sound. It was the first time she saw her son in such pain.
Kaka has been a calm child since he was a child. When he was a child, his temperament followed that of Chu Li. He was smart, a gentleman, and occasionally had a little temper. Later, when he grew up, his temper gradually calmed down. He no longer had a temper. He was always gentle and gentle.
Gentle and calm, unfazed by changes, it turns out that in the corner where no one can see, the son is in so much pain, missing the lover he loves but dare not express.
"Be good, it's okay, it's okay." Mothers are loving mothers. Seeing Kaka in such pain, she couldn't bear to mention Wushuang. From the corner of her eye, she saw the diary spread out on the bed. It was Wushuang's diary, and she wrote in a loud voice.
It tells about the love and hatred between her and Kaka.
She felt very distressed. In the past ten years, she had felt distressed for Wushuang and even more distressed for Kaka.
"Mommy, I didn't mean it..." Kaka said painfully, nodding her face, "I know, I know, you love Wushuang, you didn't mean to hurt her, Mommy knows it."
Kaka was in great pain, his eyes were filled with tears, and he was aware of his pain.
Rongyan hugged him tenderly without saying anything. If she knew he was in such pain, she would not come to Rome to celebrate the New Year this year. There was some conflict between Wushuang and Kaka. Wushuang avoided him, but he began to think about her.
.
He originally thought that in the past ten years, Wushuang suffered more, endured more, and loved his son without regrets, but he was such a bastard, but tonight when he saw Kaka acting like this, he was not sure about his appearance.
Come and find out who suffered more.
What exactly is it for?
My son, what difficulties can you not tell mommy?
It's not that he doesn't love Wushuang.
But she didn't ask. Kaka grew up and had his own psychological world. In that world, no one was allowed to touch except Wushuang, even as close as her. She could only wait until one day her son opened his heart and said that he
She also has a solution for her difficulties.
Kaka kept silent, just huddled in Rongyan's arms in pain, the light was soft, and Mommy's arms made him feel at ease, far away from the hustle and bustle of the world, and far away from the pain of not being able to love him.
"Go back to your room and sleep. It's wrong to look at Wushuang's privacy." Rongyan said, gently stroking his son's hair, "Get some sleep and you'll be fine tomorrow."
"It won't get better, it will never get better..."
"Kaka, I am your mommy. If you have anything to do, please tell me. Don't suppress it alone. Mommy feels very distressed, you know? I have never seen you like this. You scared mommy."
"I..." Kaka gritted her teeth, as if she was enduring the pain and trying to calm down, her face turned pale, "I don't want you to worry."
His face was dumb, and he suddenly became a little angry, "If you really love Wushuang, then you pursue it bravely. How many years have you delayed Wushuang, and how many years have you delayed yourself? What are the reasons for you to be so restrained and forbearing? If you were together more than ten years ago,
Together, you have spent at least ten years of happy time together, and your life has been lived in vain. Why do you torture her and yourself like this?"
"I really didn't mean it..." Kaka said bitterly, gritting his teeth and covering his heart hard, as if enduring great pain, his face jumped with fright, and he hurriedly supported him. Kaka's body stiffened.
As soon as his back straightened, he lived and died in Rongyan's arms.
His face changed drastically, and he stood up in panic and called someone, "Ali, Ali..."
