She was in pain in his arms, Kaka held her wordlessly, kissed her hair frequently, and comforted the injured Wushuang with his voice, and he finally made her cry.
It was his fault, he shouldn't have made her cry.
Wushuang, I'm sorry. The one who really should say sorry should be me, not you. You have no one to apologize to, so you don't need to say sorry to me.
It was me who hurt you all these years, it was my willfulness that made you suffer.
He wiped away her tears and said, "Stop crying, don't make it hurt more."
"You deserve it, it just hurts you." Wushuang choked and said it hurt even more. Her heart also hurt. Wushuang looked up at him and said, "Kaka, tell the truth, what else do you want?"
Kaka paused for a moment, not knowing how to reply to Wushuang. She held his hand with clear eyes, "Kaka, no matter what answer you give me, I will not blame you, I accept it all, just like us
Same as before, if you want me to ignore you, I will do the same. I swear, as long as you tell me, I will never see you again in this life, just treat it as if we are destined to have no connection in this life. I originally
I just plan to ignore you. After so many years, I am also very tired. I thought that I have given you enough time and you have thought enough. Now there are no secrets between us. I am in front of you.
There is no secret, so I will ask you sincerely, Kaka, what do you want? How to do it to make you feel more comfortable."
She didn't want to force Kaka, but sometimes she didn't allow herself to ignore certain things, especially feelings.
She is much braver than him, and she knows better than him what the knot between them is. Now she has clearly seen it in front of him. It is his choice whether he wants it or not, and she will not resent him.
Over the years, Kaka has endured enough pain for her sake.
If she were an ordinary person, she would have been afraid and hid a long time ago. He was still getting along with her like this, and she was already very satisfied. She didn't dare to ask for too much, for fear that she would be greedy and deprive herself of even the little happiness she had.
Kaka was shocked by Wushuang. Now that she already knew the problem between them, she actually dared to ask, Wushuang, what was she thinking in her heart? Why was she still so persistent? His incomplete body couldn't let her think.
Want happiness.
Wushuang smiled and said lightly, "The problem you are worried about is not a problem to me. I don't care at all. Even if you die tomorrow, I will still be with you this year. I am willing and happy. Kaka
, have you ever thought that you have been so cruel to me for so many years, and if one day you suddenly disappear, who will soothe the pain in my heart. I will think that you don’t love me, and you will take my love for you.
Love is dead, but I don’t know your thoughts. I think I will never be happy in my life. Even if I get married in the future and live an ordinary life with others, I will not be truly happy. You have thought about me, and until you die, I will not be happy.
I don’t know your thoughts. I regret it, but don’t you regret it? Isn’t it great now? Although your heart is an artificial heart, if you take good care of it, it will be just like a normal person. Eleven years ago, you thought you would live
It won't be long before you dare to make a promise to me, but after so many years, you are still alive. If you had told me the truth at that time, I would still choose to be with you. I have spent ten of the best years with you.
Since I was fifteen years old, I have been chasing you for more than ten years. I have had several decades with you, and there have been several decades for couples and lovers in this world to spend happily. Even if you really don’t live long, you
Stay with me as long as you can. Even if I am alone in the future, I will live for you and see all the scenery you have never seen through. Why do you bother to hide it? For my own good, you should make me happy.
, happy. Have I been happy in the past ten years or so? If you had told me that you loved me, my best years would have been more colorful. But it was ruined by you. You selfishly ignored my wishes and just wanted to do something for me.
I made a decision, it’s not for my own good.”
Kaka's heart ached, and Wushuang's words echoed in his heart. More than ten years ago, he really didn't dare to make any promises to Wushuang. The situation at that time was very unstable, not as stable as it was in the next few years. He relied on medicine to survive.
For two whole years, I didn't know when I would die, so I didn't dare to make any promises to Wushuang. I kept hanging on since then, not really wanting to hurt her.
Kaka said, "I'm selfish, I don't want to die. On New Year's Eve that year, you said you liked me. I was surprised and happy. I really didn't have any psychological preparation at that time, so I ran away. I didn't
I thought that you would really say it, and secondly, my physical condition allowed it. Why don't I want to live happily with you, just a few years if I can, but Uncle Bai Ye had no way to save me at that time, and I also relied on medicine
To maintain life, if I were with you, my heart would fail at an accelerated rate, and I would have died long ago. I dare not take the risk. I really don’t want to die, I still want to see you live happily, and I still want to see you.
Laugh, I am not willing to die at such a young age. I still have many unfulfilled wishes. How can I completely ignore it, just for your love. Later, my physical condition began to stabilize, and Uncle Bai Ye said, I can be with you.
Live like a normal person, and as long as you are careful, there will be no big problems. At that time, I wanted to be honest with you, I knew you would not leave me, even if I became a vegetable, you would not leave me, but I couldn't bear it
, and it also makes you worry about me every day. You have always loved freedom the most. What will you do if one day my body completely collapses? In addition, I could see at that time that you really liked Long Chengtian, and I
I think, maybe your feelings for me will gradually fade away, and you will eventually fall in love with another man, take my place, and give you happiness, so I won’t say it anymore. I have struggled countless times in the past ten years.
But Wushuang...I admit that emotionally, I am not as brave as you."
Wushuang closed her eyes and covered up the pain in her eyes. Are you brave? She is not brave at all. If she were brave, she would not be like this. She just loves him too much and loves him too much. Even if he only has one day left to live, she
Also follow.
She thought that she would never be able to live without Kaka in this life.
"Now, what do you want now? If you don't want to make a decision, then I will make the decision this time, and you listen to me." Wushuang looked at Kaka, his eyes were firm, and his brows were filled with the domineering look of a queen. These words were
What she wanted to say a long time ago was, "You made a decision for me more than ten years ago, and today you have to listen to me, and I don't care about your wishes."
